Tuesday, November 29, 2022

Educated

by Tara Westover

Libby audiobook 12 hours

read by Julia Whelan

Published: 2018

Genre: memoir

 

I had heard about this briefly when it was released. How does someone who never went to school go to college then Cambridge? And become a celebrated author. It was a very interesting and disturbing book. Her Mormon parents were survivalists with extreme views on just about everything (especially her father). He was anti-public school, anti-doctor, anti-government . . . and a challenging person by her account.

 

I found myself wanting to hear her siblings' stories. She gave them different names . . . Tyler and Richard were kinder to her. Shawn (Sean?) was the worst. 

 

I finished this last week. Since I listened to it instead of reading a "print" version, I don't have notes. 

 

I'm sad that her dad had such a hateful view of God's Word and apparently missed out on the Gospel message that Jesus lived and taught. (Does the book of Mormon include the gospels?)

Saturday, November 12, 2022

The Body in the Library

by Agatha Christie

Libby audiobook 5 hours

Read by: Stephanie Cole

Published: 1942 (this version 2012)

Genre: murder mystery


I am very confident I have read this book before, but I could not find a blog entry for it. I didn't actually remember who the murderer was, though I had vague recollections about the guilty parties. The vocal work was excellent. This was a wonderful Miss Marple story. I love how she solved the case! 


A dead blond is found in Colonel and Mrs. Bantry's library. The horrid gossips are sure that Colonel Bantry was complicit and murmured about him having an affair. Awful people! Then Dolly Bantry "enjoying" "her" murder . . . what a character! But really, she was cognizant of how the gossip and ill will would affect her husband. 


Ruby Keene and Pamela Reeves are both dead; what's the connection. Conway Jefferson's son-in-law Mark Gaskell and his daughter-in-law Adelaide Jefferson both have the most to gain from the death of Ruby, but they have air-tight alibis. Or do they? The "movie man" Basil Blake also seems suspicious but has an alibi. Or does he?

 

I enjoyed this story, though Miss Marple's tendency to find evil in human nature can be a bit disconcerting.

The World Is Flat: A Brief History of The Twenty-First Century

by Thomas L. Friedman

Given to me by ISD 112, hardcover, 571 pages

Updated and Expanded release 2.0

Published: 2005, 2006

Genre: Non-fiction, globalization

 

I read this over fifteen years ago! It was the book my professional learning community chose. It was startling for me and I didn't finish the last fifty pages. So it has been sitting on my "to read" shelf. It sat. And sat. Now I want to get rid of it and resist the temptation to re-read the entire book to blog it!

 

I had a few notes in the book. The world is shrinking and flattening. Globalization 1.0 (1492 - approx. 1800), 2.0 (1800-2000), and 3.0 is now. The ten forces that flattened the world were:

#1 -  11/9/89 (when the Berlin Wall came down and the Windows went up / opened up free market capitalism / technology windows open

#2 - 8/9/95 - When Netscape went

#3 - Work flow software

#4 - Open-sourcing

#5 - Outsourcing

#6 - Offshoring

#7 - Supply-chaining

#8 - Insourcing

#9 - In-forming

#10 - The steroids

 

I don't remember what all of these refer to, but I do remember thinking that WalMart and other companies have changed the world for the worse.

 

I remember being upset about the course that the world is taking, yet I do appreciate many of the things that technology and change have made possible (or easier or more affordable). This is a thinking book! (But already outdated? Covid has changed a lot of things about our world.)


 

 

Vampiric Vacation

by Kiersten White

Sinister Summer book 2

Libby audiobook 6 hours

read by: Keylor Leigh

Published: 2022


I really enjoy these books. I don't usually gravitate toward "dark" themed stories, but hers are so fun! The Sinister-Winterbottom children have been left at a "spa" by their Aunt. I love the alliteration, the cleverness in wordplay. The characters are interesting. I already want to read the next book! (But Camp Creepy doesn't come out until next year.)


Where are their parents?

What's the deal with Aunt Saffronia?

Why don't they remember things (like how they got from the waterpark to the Sanguine Spa without stopping at their aunt's house to pack their bags)?

What are they supposed to be finding / doing?


They have the stopwatch / timer from Fathoms of Fun. I can't remember what they found this time! (The will for the Sanguine Spa? Leaving everything to Mina and Lucy instead of the Count?) I've been reading other people's reviews on Goodreads . . . I don't agree that it's just like A Series of Unfortunate Events. Similar, in some ways. But that series irritated me so much! This one is clever and has more levels to it. (IMO) I really like the different characters and their attitudes - it's welcoming to so many different kinds of young readers. Okay, it's light, frothy, fun, but I like it! (Raisins are truly evil? :-))


Uh oh! "Edgaren't" got away with their locked books! And Quincy Van Helsing is his niece! Cue the dramatic music . . .

The Caine Mutiny

by Herman Wouk

Libby ebook 1,769 pages (on my phone in my font size . . . )

Published: 1951 (this version 2013)

Genre: historical fiction, WWII, navy

 

I try to read at least one "classic" work each year. I recognize so many titles and yet have so many unread! This one was interesting on a variety of levels . . . it's a war story, a coming-of-age story, a love story . . . and a study of human nature.

 

Willie Keith is the protagonist. Wealthy, spoiled, immature. He plays piano and doesn't have much drive. He's a mama's boy who's in for an awakening when joining the US Navy during wartime.

 

Most of the time, I enjoyed the story. Finishing it on Veteran's Day (11/11/22) was ironic. I was subbing and one hour was a panel discussion with members of each branch of the military. I didn't have time to talk with any of the Navy guys, but I wonder how much of the tedious rule-following and quirky leadership translates from WWII to today.

 

Chapter 6: Willie's dad sends him a letter which is pretty amazing in its entirety, but I noted this one part. (Willie is out at sea.)

 

It seems to me that you're very much like our whole country - young, näive, spoiled and softened by abundance and good luck, but with an interior hardness that comes from your sound stock. This country of ours consists of pioneers, after all, . . . people who had the gumption to get up and go and make themselves better lives in a new world.

 

That observation seems to stand true today. Yet more people (of many ages) seem to be much more negative and much less determined to make better lives. (Or perhaps less certain about what a better life entails.)

 

Chapter 6:  Also from dad's letter:


I ought to fill up a dozen more sheets, and yet I feel you are pretty good at getting your way - and in other matters any words I might write would make little sense, without your own experience to fill the words with meaning. Remember this, if you can - there is nothing, nothing more precious than time. You probably feel you have a measureless supply of it, but you haven't. Wasted hours destroy your life just as surely at the beginning as at the end - only at the end it becomes more obvious.


This part almost made me cry. Time is precious. I have zero regrets about the time I spent just sitting with my mom holding her hand at the end of her life. I wish we had much more of Willie's dad in this book! He goes on in his letter to talk about religion and the Bible. 

 

"It's (The Old Testament) the core of all religion, I think, and there is a lot of everyday wisdom in it. You have to be able to recognize it. That takes time. Meantime get familiar with the words. You'll never regret it. I came to the Bible as I did to everything in life, too late."


Chapter 8: I learned a new word. Usually, I can use context clues to figure it out. Not so much this time. Another sailor is sharing too explicitly.


"Willie was first amused, then disgusted, then fiercely bored, but there seemed no way to turn off the sailor's cloacal drone."


Blogger just put a red squiggle line under "cloacal," but didn't offer a spelling suggestion. So of course I googled the definition! "cloaca: a common cavity at the end of the digestive tract for the release of both excretory and genital products in vertebrates (except most mammals) and certain invertebrates. Specifically, the cloaca is present in birds, reptiles, amphibians, most fish, and monotremes." Colloquially, it's sewage.


Chapter 9: The officers on the ship are shooting the breeze. Keefer (the novelist) is pontificating.


"The nub of this Pacific war is the duel of flying machines. Everything else is as routine as the work of milkmen and filing clerks. All uncertainty and all decision rides with the carriers."


It didn't really surprise me that much of what the sailors did was routine and even boring. "Action" is not desirable in my book, but I know that time can drag when everything is going smoothly. Most of the action for the men on the Caine had to do with the commanding officer DeVriess, then Queeg, provided most of this story's drama.


Chapter 9: Captain DeVriess and the officers are talking. Tom Keefer, Maryk, Tom's brother Roland, and other men are discussing the routine life. DeVriess suggests that Tom ask for a transfer (again) and he'll approve it. Keefer was not optimistic.


"I've given up. This ship is an outcast, manned by outcasts, and named for the great outcast of mankind. My destiny is the Caine. It's the purgatory for my sins."


A few paragraphs later: 


The captain regarded Keefer admiringly. "That's the literary mind for you. I never thought of Caine being a symbolic name - "

"The extra e threw you off, Captain. God always likes to veil his symbols a bit, being, among His other attributes, the perfect literary artist."


And many pages later when Keefer is helping Willie to learn some new ways to speed up his work flow:


"The Navy is a master plan designed by geniuses for execution by idiots. If you're not an idiot, but find yourself in the Navy, you can only operate well be pretending to be one."


Ouch. I wonder how Navy folks feel about this perspective? And if things have changed in the last seventy years.


Chapter 10: This was one of those huge red flags that made me think "Oh no!"


Willie took the message and glanced at it. "Okay, okay. I'll break it in a few minutes." He thrust the sheet in his pocket and looked to sea."


Of course he forgot about it. And it was important. And Captain Queeg was on his way to assume command of the Caine.


Chapter 16: The whole Willie and May relationship was so up and down and back and forth. When he's on leave and they succumb to passion, it wasn't really surprising. But this sentence caught my attention!


It happened; and it happened the more easily because they had both read lots of books which dismissed the rules as pretty primitive taboos and asserted that all morals were relative to time and place.


Wow. Ouch. That was written in 1951. This sentiment . . . is painful to me. Not just premarital sex, but the idea that morals are relative. 


Chapter 32: When Willie is talking to May about the future and she suggests that he become a teacher, he responds with the old adage about those who can, do; those who can't, teach. I HATE THAT ADAGE! But I love May's response.


"The world couldn't exist without teachers."


Chapter 32: When Willie is struggling with his feelings for May and her response, the author makes an observation I like.


He had no way of recognizing the very common impulse of a husband to talk things over with his wife.


Willie was often quite clueless, even after he grew up (especially post-typhoon).


Chapter 33: The court martial trial was interesting but also kind of anti-climatic.


Every officer past the rank of junior-grade lieutenant had served, at one time or another, under an oppressive eccentric. It was simply a hazard of military life.


If that's true, that is kind of sad. Leadership is not easy, but it is vitally important in every human group (family, school, business, government, military, etc.)


Chapter 38: Commanding a vessel. Now that Tom Keefer has become the captain of the Caine, he has some sympathy for Queeg.


It's the loneliest, most oppressive job in the whole world. It's a nightmare, unless you're an ox. You're forever teetering along a tiny path of correct decisions and good luck that meanders through an infinite gloom of possible mistakes.


Chapter 40: When Willie becomes captain at the end of the story, he again wants to talk with May. He makes an interesting observation. Going to his new quarters, he thinks of the time he went over a velvet rope at the palace of Versailles and laid on Napoleon's bed.


He was reminded of that now as he stretched out on the bunk of Captain Queeg. He smiled at the association, but he understood it. Queeg was once for all the grand historical figure in his life. Not Hitler, not Tojo, but Queeg.

 

So much of our own experience informs our perspective on history. This reminds me of reading Trevor Noah's book Born a Crime. Many children in South Africa have names like Hitler because that wasn't as offensive as other names like Cecil Rhodes or Leopold. (I just went back and read over my blog entry of that book.) I'm not a history nerd, but I do like to think about things like this. To me, WWII seems like such recent history even though I wasn't alive yet. To young people, I think it seems like old history, along with all the other things they learn about in school (The Great Depression, The American Revolution, etc.)


Chapter 40: I love how Wouk made observations about life and experiences. When Willie knows that he is headed home to decommission the Caine, he is somewhat philosophical.


He spend long night hours on the bridge when there was no need of it. The starts and the sea and the ship were slipping from his life. In a couple of years he would no longer be able to tell time to the quarter hour by the angle of the Big Dipper in the heavens. He would forget the exact number of degrees of offset that held the Caine on course in a cross sea. All the patterns fixed in his muscles, like the ability to find the speed indicator buttons in utter blackness, would fade. This very wheelhouse itself, familiar to him as his own body, would soon cease to exist. It was a little death toward which he was steaming.


This took me a long time to read, but it was worth it. Now when I hear references to Captain Queeg, I'll think of a despotic and petty leader who fixates on control and lacks common sense and wisdom.

 

 

Tuesday, November 08, 2022

Boy: Tales of Childhood

by Roald Dahl

Libby audiobook 3 hours

Published: 1984 (this version 2013)

Read by: Dan Stevens

Genre: non-fiction memoir


I know I've read this before, but since I can't find a blog entry for it, it must have been prior to 2007 or one I just didn't write about.


Roald Dahl tells stories from his childhood. These stories make it abundantly clear where some of his stories and characters come from! He encountered a lot of awful people in his childhood. I'm glad his mom was lovely. The fact that she saved all his letters (from boarding school, college, his first job abroad, etc.) is so very sweet. 


The narrator did a lovely job. This is a wonderful memoir.

In the Heart of the Sea: The Tragedy of the Whaleship Essex

by Nathaniel Philbrick

Scott County Library paperback 238 pages plus notes, bibliography, etc.

Published: 2000

Genre: non-fiction, survival


I'm not intentionally reading books about cannibalism, but this one involved that topic again. (It also made mention of the soccer players of Alive who crashed in the Andes Mountains in 1972.) I don't remember why I wanted to read this, but I know that I have not yet been able to read Moby Dick. I've tried. It doesn't appeal to me. Yet it was inspired by this real life story of the whaleship Essex.


Philbrick is a very good author, but this book wasn't my cup of tea. It was informative and even interesting, but I'll just make note of my post-its.


Page 9: "Pacifist killers, plain-dressed millionaires, the whalemen of Nantucket were simply fulfilling the Lord's will."


It's interesting how he juxtaposed their Quaker faith with their capitalist mindset. 


Page 16: "First I cry for his departure, then laugh because I'm free."


This is the last line of a poem Eliza Brock recorded in her journal. It's called the "Nantucket Girl's Song." This whole section talks about the women of the island. Left alone for so many months (and years) at a time, they raised the children and were strong, independent people. Lucretia Mott was from Nantucket! The "three-years-away, three-months-at-home rhythm of the whale fishery" sounds awful to me. But it definitely shaped a lot of lives in interesting ways.


Page 23: "If he bungled a job, it was a 'foopaw,' an apparent corruption of the French faux pas . . . If someone was cross-eyed, he was 'born in the middle of the week and looking both ways for Sunday.'"


I love language! This section on some of the peculiarities of 1800s Nantucket whalers' speech made me smile.


Page 46/47: There was a two-page map of the voyage of the Essex. What a route! From Nantucket Island to the Azores to just off the coast of Africa and on to Cape Horn. I marked this map so I could refer back to it periodically. It made me think of how incredible the Panama Canal was in altering shipping routes. (Later, I marked page 179 which showed the different whaleboats and their probable routes.) Too bad they didn't go to Tahiti! It would have been so much easier and they might all have survived.


Page 54: "And as any hunter knows, killing takes some getting used to."


The descriptions of hunting, killing, and dismembering the whales completely turned my stomach. I think if I were up close to a process like that, I might become a vegetarian.


Page 81: "As they pulled themselves up off the deck, Chase and his men had good reason to be amazed. Never before, in the entire history of the Nantucket whale fishery, had a whale been known to attack a ship."


I love how Philbrick built the story from so many different references. First mate Chase left his account, young Thomas Nickerson told the same tale from a different perspective. It was very interesting to learn about this whale attack and what else might have gone on. 


Page 132: "Until this point, it had been the African Americans, specifically the sixty-year-old Richard Peterson, who had led the men in prayer. This was not uncommon at sea. White sailors often looked to blacks and their evangelical style of worship as sources of religious strength, especially in times of peril."


Philbrick pointed out many times the racial issues and how the men were treated differently. Racism isn't over . . .


Page 195: "'I found religion not only useful,' he later wrote, 'but absolutely necessary to enable me to bear up under these severe trials.'"


This is from Thomas Chappel, who was the idiot who had started an island on fire earlier in the voyage. He definitely learned through his adversity.


Page 235: "It is not whaling, of course, that brings the tourists to the island, but the romantic glorification of whaling - the same kind of myths that historically important places all across America have learned to shine and polish to their economic advantage."


I've never been to Nantucket Island, but I can picture how it's pretty much just a tourist trap at this point. Why would you want to "romanticize" whaling? Yuk.


This book was interesting and well-written. Here are my notes from while I was reading:




The Ghost and the Mystery Writer

by Bobbi Holmes

Libby audiobook 9 hours

Read by: Romy Nordlinger

Published: 2018

Genre: Murder mystery, paranormal

 

I thought about abandoning this book, but hit the tipping point where I wanted to find out what happened. There were so many allusions to previous events and people that I felt as though it must be a series book. (Yep. This is #9 in the Haunting Danielle series.)

 

SO. Many. Food. and Eating. Scenes. With so much detail! "He popped a french fry in his mouth." "She carefully wiped her mouth with the napkin and set it down." I love food. I love eating. I realized that I do not love reading lots of food scene detail that does not really advance the story.

 

I *loved* Walt the ghost! He's probably my favorite character. I wish there'd been even more of the scene with him and the chief's son. 

 

The woman murdered under the pier . . . the real details and reasons seem a bit muddy. I think if I'd read the entire series from the start, I'd have a better sense of what's at stake.

 

Interesting. Well read. Not a "must read" for me . . . 

Sunday, November 06, 2022

Miscellaneous notes . . .

I don't remember which stor(ies) these came from, but I had a paper with reading notes on it:

 

Exasperated vs. Exacerbated -  I recently listened to an audiobook that mixed up these two words. They MEANT one but used the other. Since I was listening, I don't know what was printed on the page. But these two words mean different things!


 

"Forgetful borrowing" - this was kind of funny. A character left a place with something in hand . . . technically stealing it, but calling it "forgetful borrowing" with the intention of returning it.



"windy" (short i) vs. "windy" (long i) . . . this was so crazy! Again, it was an audiobook. They talked about the "windy river" but it was curving back and forth, not gusting air. The reader referred to it as "windy" (rhymes with "Cindy"). Aggravating!

At Bertram's Hotel

by Agatha Christie

Libby audiobook 7 hours

Read by: ???

Published: 1965 (this version 2012)

Genre: murder mystery


This is theoretically a "Miss Marple" mystery, but it wasn't really focused on her. She rocks! When Chief Inspector Davy (aka "Father") talked with her and realized her perception, those were the best parts of the book. Incidentally, Father was a great character! Deceptively laid back, he was an astute investigator.


Canon Pennyfather . . . dementia? WHY isn't anyone intervening?


Elvira - 17 yo? 19? death concern . . . not sure if she's the mastermind or an innocent bystander


Very interesting story with lots of characters. I enjoyed it but it's not one of my favorite Christie mysteries. The vocal work was great, even though I don't know who did it!

Wednesday, November 02, 2022

Long Way Home

by Lynn Austin

Hennepin County Library hardcover  371 pages

Published: 2022

Genre: Christian Historical Fiction (WWII)


We had a wonderful book club meeting about this book last week. I was late because I had to finish reading it! Such a good book! It alternated between Peggy's story in 1946 and Gisela in 1938 (both stories moved forward from that point in time and connected, of course, by the end of the book). I marked a LOT of pages and I need to get this back to the library.


Page 29: a conversation between a young Peggy and her neighbor Jimmy

"The minister prays for sick people every Sunday and asks God to heal them, right? But some of them die anyway. My mama went to Mass every week and lit candles when she prayed, yet she and our baby both died. Why do people pray if God doesn't answer them?"

Jimmy let out a long whistle. He took off his cap and scratched his head. "I'm not sure I'm qualified to answer that," he'd replied, "but I'll tell you what I do know." He settled his cap on his head again. "Praying isn't only about asking for a bunch of things on a list. It's about talking to God the same way you talk to someone you love, telling Him what's bothering you and thanking Him for the good things He gives us. God really likes hearing what we have to say. And we feel better after talking with Him."


There's more to this conversation, but I love how Austin brings up ideas that people genuinely struggle with and shines a light on what prayer is. 


Page 109: Peggy's thoughts as her dad's girlfriend tries to insinuate that Peggy should go with Joe.


I opened my mouth to explain that we were trying to help Jimmy get well, then closed it again. Why bother? Donna was writing her own version of this story and probably envisioned us riding off into the sunset on Joe's motorcycle. I wanted to tell her that Joe Fiore might be charming and good-looking, but he drank too much. And I'd spent a lifetime with people who drank too much.


I'm glad that Peggy had open eyes and a good idea of what she wanted out of life. The Bennetts had a huge impact on this neighbor girl's life!


Page 121: Although I preferred Peggy's storyline to Gisela's, both women were fantastic characters. In this scene, Gisela and Sam are commiserating as Belgium is in danger of being overrun with Nazis. 


"All we have is today, Sam. That's true whether there's a war or not. We have our families and each other and we're together. We have enough food to eat and a roof over our heads, and that's all that we need for now. It isn't up to you or Vati or anyone else to figure out a way to save us. God was the One who parted the Red Sea, not Moses and not us."

 

Her faith in God was definitely shaken by what she experienced in being persecuted, but she and Sam bolstered one another throughout their ordeal. (Side note: thinking of a young Jewish girl's sixteenth birthday in Berlin on Kristallnacht . . . how horrifying!)

 

 

Page  181: When Gisela met with Sister Veronica to help her little sister Ruthie go into hiding.


"If there's anything else we can do to help you," Sister Veronica told Sam, "I hope you won't hesitate to ask."

"I don't have words to tell you how deeply grateful I am," Sam replied. "I don't know anything about the Christian faith, but the Christians I've met have been unfailingly kind to us in our time of crisis, taking great risks to hide us, giving us money and food, even when both have been scarce."

"It's what our Savior taught us to do," the nun said with a smile. "You can come to me anytime. . . . "


I love Sister Veronica! Yes, that's what our Savior teaches - to help those in need!


Page 192: When Peggy goes to help the horse Persephone give birth and has to get her hands inside to turn the foal . . . I thought of my daughter-in-law! It made me smile. People who love animals are often very kind and loving people.


Page 197: Peggy talks with Dr. Greenberg, who knew Jimmy during the war. 


"May I ask you one more question? You saw the same things that Jimmy did day after day - how were you able to get past the war and resume your life again? Because Jimmy hasn't been able to do that."

Again, he took a moment to reply. "It helped that I had a job and a family waiting for me back home. Both required my full attention and didn't leave me much time to contemplate the horrors I'd seen. I'd also had the unfortunate experience of losing patients before the war. It never gets easy, but it destroys any illusions one has about the permanence of life and the finality of death. Jim may not have been prepared for those lessons."


"Any illusions one has about the permanence of life and the finality of death" - this line really grabbed me. So often, we drift along in a cloud of blissful ignorance about how precious and short life is.


Page 243: Peggy met with Art Davis, who served as a medic with Jimmy as they liberated a concentration camp.


"We eventually set up a hospital in the former SS barracks and attended to the survivors who were closest to death. Jim would look each person in the eye, and he would ask their name. He would remember them all, too, and call everyone by name whenever he took care of them. They had been treated like animals for so long, Jim said, that he wanted to let them know they were still living people with names and a soul. He said we needed to restore their dignity and humanity as much as we needed to restore their bodies."


Oh my. Dignity and humanity. As precious as food and rest.


Page 266: It was easy to dislike Donna! Peggy is an amazing young woman. She's talking to her dog, Buster (aka "Tripod").


"This is only temporary. I'll find us a place to live - I promise." I heard him whine as I hurried away and tried with all my heart not to hate Donna. A desert began to grow inside me as I drove across town to my lonely room in the guesthouse. Grief howled through my heart like a savage wind. I hadn't felt this bad since Mama and our baby died. It was one thing to leave home voluntarily and quite another to be pushed out of the only home I'd ever known. I felt unloved. Unworthy of love.


Austin is such a good writer! She evokes moods and inspires ideas.


Page 319: the whole page . . . Jim explaining to Gisela about losing his faith in God. 


"I can't shake off the darkness that I've experienced over here, and I don't want to bring that darkness home with me. I love them (his parents) too much to contaminate their idyllic world with the world of my nightmares. I'll go home for a visit and see them briefly, but I don't want to stay there and poison them."


If you haven't read this book, you really should! It is full of heartbreak and joy, doubt and faith.


Page 349: Peggy has a heart to heart with Jimmy. Again, this whole section is great and I'm just sharing a tiny excerpt. Go, Peggy!


"What if every Christian had written a letter to the president, offering to take one of those families on that ship home with them?"


She's talking about the real life event when a ship filled with 900 refugees escaped Nazis, only to be turned away from Cuba and the United States. She's talking about each one of us doing what we can to make a difference. She's talking about the importance of caring and not turning aside in indifference. It makes me think about a lot of recent historical events . . . what am I doing to make a difference?


Page 350: Still Peggy and Jimmy talking.


"The people wanted Hitler as their leader and they got him. Americans chose to turn our backs on Hitler's evil until one day it was out of control. If we learn anything at all from this horrible war, it's that followers of Jesus need to speak up and to act."


Yes! Amen, sister!


Page 353: Bill, Jimmy, and Peggy went up into the mountains for a view, fresh air, and a chance to talk. This time Bill brought it!


"Of course, the spiritual realm is invisible. God's actions behind the scenes are invisible. So all we had to rely on was what we were seeing. But our enemy wasn't just the Nazis. Satan's ploy is to spread evil throughout the world and let it drive a wedge between us and God. His evil is most painful and most dangerous when it seems purposeless to us. When we can't see how God can possibly bring anything good from it."


I almost dislike using these excerpts because there's so much more context and detail in the book!


Page 370: Jimmy shares with Peggy the slip of paper Bill had given him in that big mountaintop conversation.


"I've always wondered. What was written on that paper Chaplain Bill gave you to carry in your pocket? I remember that he told you to use it like a splint for your broken spirit."

Jimmy stopped walking and reached into his shirt pocket, then handed me the wrinkled, tattered page. "I still carry it and read it every day."


It was Romans 8:38-39! Scripture has power!