Monday, February 22, 2021

When Stars Are Scattered

by Victoria Jamieson and Omar Mohamed

Scott County Library hardcover 257 pages

Published: 2020

Genre: non-fiction, graphic memoir



I read a review for this book and am *so* glad I got it from the library. What an amazing story! I cried numerous times. I'm incredibly thankful for Omar Mohamed sharing his story. Leaving the violence in Somalia, he and his brother ended up in a refugee camp in Kenya without their parents. The story is told through their childhood and is both beautiful and painful. I wept more than once. Jamieson's talent helps his story shine.


Page 52 (in chapter 4) When he finally attends school in the refugee camp, he observes, 

 

"But even though it's loud, and crowded, and hot . . . I love it. It's like . . . my brain was starving, and now it's getting the food it needs." 


Sometimes as a teacher, I've gotten frustrated with students who don't care about learning. That thirst for knowledge seems to be stronger in some kids than others. I think most American kids don't realize how incredibly privileged they are to have access to schooling. I'm glad I still love to learn!


Page 56 - After he has gotten much busier with chores, school, and caring for his brother, Omar makes a powerful observation! 


"I started noticing that when I'd fetch water before school I'd see some of my classmates there too . . . but only the girls. When I went for walks with Hassan after school, I'd see other kids watching their siblings too . . . but only the girls. Besides Nimo and Maryam, none of the other girls in my block even went to school - they stayed home to do chores.    .   .   .   After a few weeks of doing all the chores, taking care of Hassan, and going to school, I realized how exhausted Nimo and Maryam and the other girls must be. 'How do they do it?!'"

 

Page 111 - I just loved this book so much.

 

"We may be refugees and orphans, but we are not alone. God has given us the gift of love."

 

Now I know he is Muslim and some Christians might reject his perspective because of that. But God is the God of all. And Omar's story is his story and experience. And I love that he prayed, and hoped, and praised God for blessings even in a really awful situation. 

 

Page  208 - This was a pivotal point in his story. We wonder at young people who are bitter, angry, and violent, but fail to see how *years* of disappointment, hunger, struggle, pain, and fear can change a person. When Omar fears that he won't get a second interview with the U.N. about leaving the refugee camp, he is despondent and angry. His best friend's outburst helped Omar come to a realization.


Jeri: "I'm trying to make you feel better! I'm your friend! That's more than I can say for you! I haven't even had one interview yet, and you don't even care!"

Omar's thoughts: "I was spreading the darkness around me, infecting everyone in my path."

 

The way that is worded is so perfect. People who are in a really dark place often don't realize how that darkness can spread. 

 

Page 254 - Finally toward the end of the book, we learn what "Hooyo" means. I love how this unfolded. I love this story. I am putting this on my wish list because I want to own this book. Wow wow wow.

 

"In a refugee camp, you are always reminded of the things you have lost. It is a valiant and agonizing struggle to focus not on what you have lost . . . but on what you have been given. Many years ago, we lost our mother. But maybe she is not gone. She is in the love that surrounds us and the people who care for us."

 

I love that there were photographs and authors' notes at the end of the book. So good!

 

 







Tuesday, February 09, 2021

Almost American Girl: an Illustrated Memoir

 by Robin Ha

Scott County Library paperback 228 pages

Published: 2020

Genre: graphic non-fiction memoir


Wow! I read a review of this somewhere and am so glad I got it from the library. Besides the fact that I love her style, this is an important story. Reading her author's note at the end gave me chills. She writes about moving to Alabama from South Korea at age fourteen. What a huge change in her life! She does a beautiful job capturing the challenges of navigating a new world in a strange language. (Though she had studied English in Korea, it was not easy for her to understand and communicate.) Her mom plays a huge role in this story. Ha deals with culture, adolescence, and cartooning. What a wonderful book! I highly recommend it.

Monday, February 08, 2021

Major Pettigrew's Last Stand

by Helen Simonson

Scott County Library hardcover 355 pages

Published: 2010

Genre: Fiction, a little historical, very British

 

I loved this one even more than her other book I've read! Major Pettigrew is a lovely older widower. He is more relatable than I expected and I was rooting for him throughout this book! I was surprised at how much the father / son dynamic affected me . . . what a delightful writer. I hope Simonson has more books in the works!


Page 19 - When his son wants Major Pettigrew to hurry up and sell his precious Churchill gun so Roger and his cousin can get some of the money . . . shortly after the Major's brother died. These guns were a treasured gift from their own father. Ouch!


"Jemima says the market is red hot right now. There aren't Churchills of this quality to be had for love or money. The Americans are signing up for waiting lists." The Major felt a slow tightening in the muscles of his cheeks. His small smile became quite rigid as he inferred the blow that was to come. "So, Jemima and I think the most sensible course of action would be to sell them as a pair right now. Of course, it would be your money, Dad, but since you are planning to pass it on to me eventually, I assume, I could really use it now." The Major said nothing. He concentrated on breathing.


Page 24 - Major Pettigrew's sister-in-law Marjorie is so awful. When Roger is excited to introduce his American girlfriend, Sandy, Marjorie is bragging about her poorly behaved grandson. I love how Simonson communicates so much in her sentences!


The Major waved and began a reluctant voyage across the room between groups of people whose conversations had whipped them into tight circles, like leaves in a squall. "He's a very sensitive child," Marjorie was telling the American. "High-strung, you know, but very intelligent. My daughter is having him tested for high IQ."


Page 79 - I both laugh and cringe at how Americans are universally uncouth, loud, ill-mannered, and clueless in books like this. This one made me laugh out loud.


The fourth man was a stranger, and something in his broad shoulders and unfortunate pink golf shirt suggested to the Major that he might be another American. Two Americans in as many weeks was, he reflected, approaching a nasty epidemic.


Page 132 - This little excerpt won't really communicate the scene well, but I loved how the Major started warming up to Sandy despite a poor first impression. When Roger, Sandy, and the Major are looking at a run-down cottage, the previous owner's niece is a nasty woman who is trying to get as much money out of the young couple as she can.


"Do you think the aunt died in her bed here?" whispered Sandy, grinning as she went by. "And do you think she'll let us buy the mattress?" The Major could not suppress a laugh.


Page 249 - The differences in the Major's world view and Roger's are stark. The Major is horrified that Roger agreed to enact a scene involving the Major's actions in India. 


Roger, with a smile that expressed more reluctance than pleasure, started across the dance floor toward them. As he approached, the Major tried to focus on pride as a primary emotion. A certain embarrassment attached to seeing his son wearing a uniform to which he was not entitled. Roger had been so adamant in his refusal to join the army: the Major remembered the discussion they had had one blustery Easter weekend. 


Page 261 - I loved this little comment after the senior Rasool instigated a huge scene at the big gala! Daisy was such a fussy budget and not nice to Mrs. Ali.


"Mrs. Rasool, why don't we squeeze through and bring him to the porch?" said Grace, taking charge. "It's quieter out there."

"Is there something wrong with the kitchen?" shrieked Daisy as he was led away.

"It's probably dementia, wouldn't you say?" Mrs. Khan asked her husband loudly.

"Oh no, Daisy is always that way," said the Major without thinking.

 

Page  273 - This made me laugh AND made me sad. How true it is that even the church can put money ahead of mission . . . 


"Of course not," said the Vicar. "Since the Bishop's office did market research on the devastating impact of negative or unduly stern sermons on the collection plate, we're all under orders to stick with the positive."


Page 296 - I loved the Major even more after this scene with his devastated son. There were times during the story that I thought Roger being a jerk wasn't completely Roger's fault . . .


The Major wished he had known, coming upon Sandy in the darkened house that night. He wished he has said something at the dance, when Mrs. Ali thought Sandy seemed troubled. They might have really done something then. He wondered whether it was his fault Roger had the perceptiveness of concrete. "I think perhaps your timing was not sensitive, Roger," said the Major quietly. He felt, in the area of his heart, a slow constriction of sorrow for his son and wondered where or when he had failed, or forgotten, to teach this boy compassion. 


Pages 348-9 I won't be specific because I don't want to spoil it, but I loved this scene about what really happened at the cliff's edge!!! It's so so so good!


I hope Simonson is working on her next book!



 

 

Thursday, February 04, 2021

Insider Outsider: My Journey as a Stranger in White Evangelicalism and My Hope for Us All

by Bryan Loritts

Hennepin County Library paperback 185 pages

Published: 2018

Genre: Non-fiction, Christianity, theology


This book was just what I needed to read right now. Faith, race, Trump, culture, Christianity. This was not always an easy book to read - some of the theology was "too deep" for me. At some point, I love clinging to the simplicity of a childlike faith in Jesus. That said, it was a worthwhile read and one I would seriously consider re-reading. I've been trying to think if people I'd like to recommend it to would be receptive to his message on race and faith.


Page 29 - He sets up his main argument about race and Evangelical Christianity by making a comparison with a marriage relationship and the #MeToo movement.


Imagine if your wife had previously been abused in such a way that impacted your intimacy with her. I don't think a simple "you should just get over it" approach would work. . . . . If you truly loved her and wanted to journey with her to health and intimacy, you would do all you could to understand her story and journey, to try in some way to incarnate her pain and pilgrimage. This is the way forward into oneness.


Page 39 - In a chapter titled "Bible School Initiation," Loritts talks about being a teenager at a friend's funeral. Powerful. (The rest of the chapter is quite good, too, with lots of observations and insights that are not part of my life experience.)


At seventeen, you never think about death. All thoughts and impulses are present or future. Where will I go to college? How did I do on the SAT? What will I major in? What will I do with my life? Will she say yes to me if I ask her to the prom? It's never, "Tomorrow is not promised to you." I made  a decision as I sat at my departed friend's funeral to get serious about my faith. 

If you tell black church folk you want to preach, they're going to want to know when you got the call. In my tribe, preaching is not something you decide to do - like which restaurant you'll eat at - but it is something you are mystically called to and compelled to do.


Page 62 - This paragraph almost perfectly conveys what I appreciate about Loritts' writing - an awareness of his own learning - with why I find it challenging - "orthodoxy and orthopraxy." It's not that I don't understand what he means. It's more that my brain sometimes has to work harder. He is very erudite and I appreciate that! He leaves college thinking he has all the answers and plans to "fix" the black church. He has more learning to do!


My three years at Faithful Central dismissed any messianic inclinations I maintained that the black church needed saving. Hearing Bishop Ulmer wear out the Greek syntax of a Pauline epistle and then scream, "Early Sunday," at the close heaped hot coals of shame on my head over my theological arrogance. Seeing Faithful Central feed the poor and provide free HIV/AIDS blood tests and counseling in the midst of the epidemic of the 1990s showed me it was possible to have a ministry philosophy that carried the twins of orthodoxy and orthopraxy in the womb of the local church. I was home.


Page 71 - This comment of his really resonated with me! Makes me think of Proverbs 19:21. "Many are the plans in a person's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails."


While my classmates were trying to figure out where they were going to work after graduation, I could relax, confident that I'd continue the ministry there in Inglewood among my people. Again, God loves it when you tell him what you'll do with your life. Little did I know that I was just weeks away from becoming the first African-American pastor to serve on staff at the historic Lake Avenue Church in Pasadena, California.


Page 85 - This paragraph will seem jarring to some, but in the context of what he is saying throughout the book it makes total sense! This is part of why I wanted to read about Evangelical Christianity from a black believer's perspective. There is a blindness to white privilege and I want to better see and understand.


This does lead to the question of fairness, which is beyond appropriate. Our white siblings weren't pulling aside the new minority family dressed in their suits and wing tips, whispering in their ears to stop dressing like that. Nor did they coach them on what to call the pastor. It's just another instance of our white friends not being aware of their ethnic accent and the power it wields. But none of this did anything to assuage the silent anger festering in my soul. I was becoming aware of an ugly reality. Though I was the lead pastor of this church, I was clearly sharecropping on land I didn't own - a land owned by white folks.


Page 86 - Chapter 16 "Under the Surface" starts here. It is followed by the chapter "Dedicating the Land Back to Jesus." The chapters are short and filled with ideas and examples that helped me see things differently. I couldn't help but think of my own church. We do not currently have any African Americans at all. We're a small country church in a predominantly white area. But I often brush up against an insular perspective toward black people . . . and I wonder if my thoughts and perspectives on race relations have any legitimacy. This book gave me lots and lots of food for thought.


White evangelicalism insists on normalizing her theological interpretations and erecting them as the standard by which Christianity is authenticated, preaching is evaluated, and church membership is vetted.

Because white evangelicalism is ignorant of her whiteness, her theology is seen as the standard bearer to which everyone must bow. A refusal to do so comes at your own peril. When white evangelicalism is through with you, she calls you a liberal - her version of some four-letter expletive - and sends you packing. We need white evangelicals; we don't need white evangelicalism. That thing must die.


Page 121 - This line made me think of recent conversations and messages we've had at Spirit of Life about being a church family.


Christian ministry is unique in that we believe the church is not merely an organization or a company, but a family. At least this is how Jesus, Paul, and the leaders of the early church saw things. 

 

Page  123 - Loritts makes the connection between a marriage relationship and the mutuality of church relationships.


To get here we had to joyfully embrace three realities. The first is we are different, and the goal of marriage is never to clone one into the other's image. But we also had to abdicate any messianic delusions that somehow we were the fourth member of the Trinity called to change one another. That is an impossibility. We can't change the other person; we can't even change ourselves. Only God can. The sooner we arrive at this conclusion the better we will be for it.


Page 129 - There were so many places where I loved both his message and his language. The entire chapter "Real Talk about Politics and Power" was fantastic, but I put a post-it note on this line. The meaning, especially in light of recent MAGA support, should make all followers of Jesus Christ pause and consider. What are we truly passionate about?


I have often been overwhelmed with a godly jealousy for the sheep of my flock whose rivers of political zeal swell as I long to dam up these waters and reroute them toward the kingdom of heaven.


Page 133 - Loritts asks a question that has bothered me so much over the past four years!


How was it that Bible-believing, white evangelical Christians chose to vote for a man who has been married three times, has bragged about sexual assault, and is generally regarded as a man of low character?

The answer to this question is a lot more nuanced than meets the eye. To be fair, many white evangelicals went to the voting booth holding their noses as they made their selection, opting for party over person.


This bothers me so much! I love Jesus, and could not in any way, shape, or form translate that love into a vote for Donald Trump. I just can't understand how people who love Jesus can support him as a leader. He's so horrible! Coincidentally, I recently read a Vox article on this topic. (Vox.com: David French explains why Trump was a catastrophe for American evangelical Christianity. www.vox.com/22188646/trump-evangelical-christianity-david-french)


Page 147 - My post-it note says "copy this chapter." It's titled Let's Do Better Than "Love the Sinner, Hate the Sin." He shares about meeting a same sex couple while cheering on his son's basketball team. He talks about getting to know the parents as human beings and not judging them and rejecting them for their homosexuality. It's a powerful chapter.


Page 178 - Returning to race and culture, Loritts uses the Peter and James as an example.


These Jewish, Jesus-loving leaders made a decision that there was to be no ethnic home team when it came to Christianity. They carefully parsed out what was gospel and what was cultural, and they gave each other the space to express themselves redemptively in nonessential matters that did not do violence to their ethnicity and culture. Reading their conclusion carefully one readily sees that the emphasis is to be on holiness, on Christlikeness, and not on ethnic or cultural practices. 


Page 179 - I love this part! He's not just talking to pastors.


If you're not a leader, you can still help people to see by creating what I call little awkward moments. So when that friend or family member says something racially insensitive around the dinner table, don't just be silent; call it out. It's not good enough to just not be racist; we must be aggressively antiracist.


Page 182 - After preaching at a church about forgiveness, a white man barrelled toward Loritts and wondered loudly why race was such a big deal to people like him. The man had no relationships with people of color.


His resistance to living in close communal proximity with the ethnically other had allowed his empathy muscles to atrophy. I need friendships with whites to keep me from getting bitter and cynical. And whites need minority friendships to help them understand such things as systemic injustice.


Wow. Though this book was less than 200 pages with short chapters, it was not an "easy" read. In a way, I'd love to do it as a book club study / discussion . . . but perhaps for now, I'll sift through some of the ideas in my head.



Monday, February 01, 2021

The Sound and the Furry

by Spencer Quinn

Chet and Bernie Mystery #6

Scott County Library audiobook 8 CDs

read by Jim Frangione


I love these books so much! Chet is a delightful dog who adores Bernie. Bernie is a somewhat clueless detective who has moments of being amazing. This was one of my favorites so far. They are hired to find Ralph Boutette, an inventor with a shady family. The rival Robideaus seem suspicious, but there are other bad guys in the bayou.


When Susie showed up and found ??? (I forgot her name - Frenchie's wife who tried to seduce Bernie) in her bikini, cooking breakfast for Bernie . . . no! Explain, Bernie, and quickly before you wreck your relationship!


Iko - the giant gator . . . Chet and the guy with the extra collar.


Big oil, the rig, dead birds . . . I both loved and sighed at Bernie's refusal to accept the $50,000 . . . 


Poor Mack . . . 


I've already requested the next book! Still wish there wasn't so much swearing, especially using the Lord's name in vain.