Saturday, January 04, 2025

Jeanne's Thoughts

I still have over 260 titles on my old Excel "Reading Log." It has been handy for me to have a place to house my book thoughts, which is why I continue to blog my reading and transfer those old entries to this blog.


But there are still lots of gaps! I've read a LOT of books since I started reading around age five or six. Perhaps I need to reevaluate my time management choices. . . . but for now, I'll continue to blog the books I finish (whether print, e, or audio) and transfer a few at a time from my old system.


Right now, it's time to move on to something else!

Diary of a Wimpy Kid (reading log)

By: Jeff Kinney

CMSW hardcover 217 pages

Published: 2007

Genre: YA humor


My 11.27.2007 description:

Greg Heffley is a typical middle school kid who writes about his experiences and perspective on things.


My 11.27:2007 reaction:

IMHO, this kid's a little jerk. The book made me laugh a couple of times, and it will be easy to booktalk.


Added 1.4.2025:

There are now at least 15 titles in this series. The one major redeeming quality is that non-readers are usually willing to read these books. The drawings, simple text, and offbeat scenarios are appealing to lots of middle schoolers. I personally don't like them, but I'm grateful that Kinney has put out so many books that are appealing to tweens and some teens.


The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane (reading log)

By: Kate DiCamillo

CMSW hardcover 198 pages

Published: 2006

Genre: YA fantasy

 

My 11.26.2007 entry description:

A fancy china rabbit is well loved by Abilene, but he is too selfish to return her affection. He goes overboard, gets fished out, is taken care of by the old fisherman's wife, is tossed into the garbage by her middle-aged daughter, etc.  until of course, he ends up back with Abilene years later.


My 11.26.2007 reaction:

I admit, I cried when he returned to Abilene and he now knew how to love.


The People of Sparks

Book 2 in the Ember series

By: Jeanne DuPrau

Libby audiobook 8 hours

Read by: Wendy Dillon

Published: 2004

Genre: YA dystopian, adventure


I'm surprised I don't have a blog entry for this. In fact, looking back at my blog makes me realize I've not been as diligent as I thought I was . . . 


The City of Ember blog entry was first published in 2017 and added to recently when I listened to the audiobook.

I KNOW I read The People of Sparks long ago when it was "new." I cannot, however, find my review of it.

I didn't remember reading The Diamond of Darkhold at all (it's technically book 4, but it logically follows People of Sparks.) But I blogged about it in 2009!


I DO remember reading book 3 - the "prequel" The Prophet of Yonwood, but I can't find an entry for it. I remember feeling disappointed in it. It seemed as though the author was more interested in making a sociological statement than in helping readers understand why the City of Ember was initially created. (It's kind of a WWIII scenario, I think.) 


In any case, Lina and Doon are happy when the rest of the people of Ember join them above ground. The Mayor and his ne'er-do-wells came to a bad end down in the river, so there is no leadership. Over 400 people walk until they come to Sparks, a settlement of 300+ people. Conflict ensues - will there be enough food for everyone? Where will the newcomers live? 


There was a lot of "us vs. them" that humans are so susceptible to. I'm not a huge fan of this reader's vocal work. Yes, Torren (?) is an awful brat, but her whiny interpretation made him completely unbearable. Dr. Hester and her herbal remedies, the guy from Ember who was "too old" to work and so set out to organize the room of books, Maddie the trader who walked away from Casper and his schemes, . . . lots of good characters and conflicts.

Friday, January 03, 2025

Vincent van Gogh

After watching a movie on van Gogh (blogged here), I decided to get a few books about him. I've had them from the library for several renewals and am finally ready to return them!


Vincent van Gogh: His Life in Art edited by David Bomford was fascinating. There were essays by Nienke Bakker, Renske Suijver, and Renske Cohen Tervaert. There were "contributions" by Helga K. Aurisch, Laura Minton, and Dena M. Woodall. This book is paperback and 170 pages long. There are plenty of van Gogh paintings in it.


On page 23, after an excerpt from one of his letters to his brother Theo, the author says "This was the beginning of an unprecedented period of productivity: in the seventy days he spent in Auvers, Van Gogh completed about seventy-five paintings and more than a hundred sketches and drawings . . . ." Amazing! I can't fathom this amount of creative output.


Later on page 23, he is quoted, "I feel - a failure - that's it as regards me - I feel that that's the fate I'm accepting. And which won't change any more." His mental health was so bad. He didn't start painting until he was in his thirties. He was dead from suicide at age 37. He had so much passion and so much depression. Reading this made me wonder if Louie and I would ever go to Europe. I would love to see Amsterdam and visit the museum.


Vincent van Gogh by Victoria Charles was a 160 page hardcover book. I enjoyed looking at the photographs and reading excerpts of letters, but the text was off-putting. It's as though the author was trying too hard to dramatize an already dramatic life. I stopped reading her writing and just focused on the van Gogh pictures and letters. 

 

I've also read online a bit about the artist's namesake and nephew. I love that he was known as "Vincent van Gogh the engineer" to distinguish him from his uncle. I love that Theo took care of his older brother for much of their adult lives, but am sad that he also died so young - from syphilis!"



Friday, December 20, 2024

Fish (Reading Log)

By: L.S. Mathews

CMSW media center hard cover 183 pages

Published: 2003

Genre: YA historical fiction, adventure


I wrote this on 4.11.2007:


Summary: A boy and his parents leave the little village where they have been ministering, just before the soldiers show up. Taking their possessions on a donkey and following a guide, the boy rescues a fish and brings it with them. They endure many hardships and challenges as they strive to find safety.

 

Review:  Short, but it packs a punch. I can't help feeling that it's an allegory for something . . . And I'm missing it. What does the fish represent? Hope? Life? Hmmm. A good book circle book.










The Maze Runner

By: James Dashner

Libby audiobook  11 hours

Read by: Mark Deakins

Published: 2009

Genre: YA Dystopian fiction


Ugh! I know I've read this before. My blog has books two and three in the series (blogged the summer of 2012) but I can't find my review of this one. It's not on my old Excel spreadsheet, either. 


I was surprised by how much I disliked this book. I believe I had a more favorable opinion of it over a decade ago when I first encountered it.


Thomas is irritating. He wants answers to all his questions, but is unwilling to communicate about his own discoveries. 


The whole "Why are these kids in the maze?" and "Who put them there?" and "Why were their memories wiped?" and a hundred more questions are NOT answered! By the end of the book, you know so little about this world. I won't make the mistake of re-reading the other books, though. I remember them as being unfulfilling and my blog confirms that for me.


In places, the writing and dialogue are so stilted and juvenile that it's almost painful. The reader did a fine job, but the author is definitely writing for kids and not adults!

The Life We Bury

By: Allen Eskens

Libby audiobook 8 hours

Read by: Zach Villa

Published: 2015

Genre: murder mystery


"College student Joe Talbert has the modest goal of completing a writing assignment for an English class. His task is to interview a stranger and write a brief biography of the person. With deadlines looming, Joe heads to a nearby nursing home to find a willing subject. There he meets Carl Iverson, and soon nothing in Joe's life is ever the same."


There were times I found this story extremely distressing or just plain irritating. But it was interesting enough to draw me forward.


What I disliked: 

  • Joe's selfish, alcoholic mother. She doesn't deserve to be a parent! Insisting that Joe use his college money to bail her out of jail . . . blaming him for her problems. Ugh. She was awful!
  • The graphic descriptions of Carl's experience in Vietnam. Stomach churning.
  • The crime that Carl was committed for . . . and that horrible crimes like that are actually done to people.
  • Sometimes, Joe's "romance" with Lila (?) was irritating. He just bugged me.

What I liked: 

  • The unfolding of details (e.g. the distinction between killing and murder) of Carl's experiences in Vietnam
  • The suspense toward the end!
  • Joe's kindness and patience with his severely autistic brother Jeremy.
  • The ending.
  • I liked when Joe defended Lila's honor and didn't take advantage of her (after they went to the play).
  • The Minnesota places! I like local locales in my books.
I'm probably too tired to do this justice. It was hard to read at times (I had to shut it off when his mother was being awful to him.) but I'm glad I stuck with it to the end. The vocal work was good.

Thursday, December 12, 2024

American Assassination: The Strange Death of Senator Paul Wellstone

By: Four Arrows and Jim Fetzer

purchased paperback 181 pages

Published: 2004

Genre: non-fiction, political, crime


I bought this over a year ago to give as a gift to my sister who is politically active. I was curious and wanted to read it, so it's been sitting on my ledge for long enough that I had to read it and gift it by Christmas 2024! Our mom really respected Senator Wellstone and definitely saw him as a champion of regular people. 

 

I remember when his plane went down on October 25, 2002. I just looked it up and it was a Friday. What I remember vividly is at church that Sunday, a person who used to have my respect was absolutely gleeful about Wellstone's death. "It couldn't have happened to a better person!" he gloated. I was horrified. Even if you disagreed with the man politically, did you not realize that he, his wife, his daughter, and four other people lost their lives? As Christians, we should be compassionate and loving. The recent shooting of Brian Thompson reminds me of this. I strongly dislike America's health care system with executives who get rich while many people cannot afford treatment. But I'm horrified at the people celebrating this man's murder. He was a human being, with a wife and children and a life to live. If you hate the health care industry, there are other ways to try to effect change. Sometimes humanity saddens me.


On to the book! It was well-researched and well-argued, but not necessarily a book I enjoyed reading. I have plenty of post-it notes, however.


Page 31: He had the most consistent record of opposing Bush administration initiatives of any member of the Senate. He received 100% ratings from the AFL-CIO, the Americans for Democratic Action, and the League of Conservation Voters. The Star Tribune described him appropriately as "the go-to guy to advance the causes of educators, environmentalists, consumer and labor groups, the elderly and the poor."


(I initially read "Conservation" as "Conservative" and had to do a re-read to adjust my understanding of that sentence!) My mom definitely thought of Wellstone as a champion of the "little guy." Honestly, I was more focused on raising my children and staying sane while working full-time at this period of my life. Plus, this was a year after 9/11 and my sister-in-law's death. Politics was not my priority.


Page 33: Wellstone seems to have been a nemesis for big business. However, Wellstone posed an even more significant and costly threat to corporate profit-making interests. He tried to enable the 2002 defense appropriation's bill to bar corporate tax dodgers from being eligible for defense department contracts.


Whenever I think about people who get rich by leeching off our government while also evading taxes, I get so mad! But I know that here on earth, there will be many times that evil seems to prosper. In Eternity, God's justice will prevail. That's why we pray, "Your will be done." I can't make greedy people less greedy. 


Page 63: So strong is this prejudice among academics that even when clear evidence of a plot is inadvertently discovered in the course of their own research, they frequently feel compelled, either out of a sense of embarrassment or a desire to defuse anticipated criticism, to preface their account of it by ostentatiously disclaiming a belief in conspiracies.


This was so interesting! Some words definitely trigger negative associations! The word "conspiracy" is one of them. It conjures images of kooks wearing tin foil hats. Yet conspiracies are most definitely developed and implemented, and have been throughout history. The authors draw a lot of parallels to Wellstone's plane crash and JFK's assassination. They make a lot of fascinating points.


Page 76-7: Bill Wilkerson, who has been hiring pilots and leasing aircraft for more than thirty years, said, "This is not a plane that goes down in freezing rain. Visibility and conditions were not an issue in this accident." . . . "Based on my every experience with dedicated pilots and precision aircraft, planes like the A100 do not catch fire in spotty, wet weather and two experienced pilots are extremely unlikely to agree to fly under conditions they can't control. They were not suicide bombers. This plane was destroyed intentionally from afar."


It was so hard to read about the media / FBI / whomever promotion of the bad weather theory (even though there were many, many contradictory reports that the weather was NOT the issue), the focus on pilot error (how awful for their families when there were so many indications that they were qualified and quality), and other "problems" that could have caused the crash when sabotage or attack did not seem to be considered at all.


Page 78: "In a senate that is one heartbeat away from Republican control, Wellstone was more than just another Democrat. He was often the lone voice standing firm against the status-quo policies of both the Democrats and the Republicans. As such, he earned the special ire of the Bush administration and the Republican Party, who made Wellstone's defeat the party's number one priority this year."


Michael I. Niman, a professor, was quoted here. The part that really jumped out at me is that both Democrats and Republicans were thwarted by Wellstone's pushback against maintaining the status quo. I wish we had more politicians who did this. It seems as though all politicians become tainted, jaded, and sold out when they spend time in Washington D.C. Wellstone really was different.


Page 130: And within the administration itself, the most plausible candidates appear to be the troika which runs things, Dick Cheney, Karl Rove, and Donald Rumsfeld.


This was chilling to me. During Bush's time in office, was he more of a puppet than a leader? How did these three men wield so much power? The word "troika" was purposeful and powerful here. And kind of chilling, especially in light of the current political climate!


Page 143: We are not so naive as to think that proving the assassination hypothesis beyond a reasonable doubt means that most Americans are going to accept our conclusion. The principles of social psychology and the manipulation of the mass media by the government as an exercise is (sic) propaganda makes that a virtual impossibility.


I have now re-read that sentence aloud three times. It made perfect sense when I first read it a week ago. Now it hurts my brain. Did they mean "in" instead of "is"? (Yes, I've checked that I typed it correctly from the book. That's why I put "sic" there.)


Page 149: Could it be that individuals were being encouraged to start attacks on Wellstone before he became a martyr? The National Rifle Association has used similar tactics by giving strong pro-gun speeches in communities where school shootings have just occurred to discourage the spread of anti-gun sentiment.


This . . . is horrific. Not the character assassination. That seems to be part of politics - de rigueur. But that the NRA would go to Sandy Hook or Uvalde or Columbine right after a horrific school shooting event so that they can be pro-gun . . . is simply insensitive and awful.


Page 150-1: The death of Paul Wellstone, as tragic as it may be, assumes even greater significance in relation to its place in an apparent pattern of governmental misconduct to preserve and protect this and other corrupt administrations. If we don't understand what this means, our feeble grasp on democracy will be lost, possibly forever. There are lessons here that every American must learn for the sake of our country and of the principles for which it is supposed to stand and for which, alas, an American icon died.


The chilling part of reading this is knowing that two decades after it was written, we would (as a country) elect a man who has repeatedly lied, evaded responsibility, and publicly stated that he would not obey the Constitution of the United States. He is selfish, rude, and greedy. He tried to have the government overthrown in January, 2021, and promoted the murder of his VP and he is simply the most awful POTUS we've ever had. It's too heart breaking for me to think about surviving the next four years and a month. 


Page 153: "Our most basic common link is that we all inhabit this small planet. We all breathe the same air. We all cherish our children's future. And we are all mortal."


Kennedy spoke these words. They represent well the commonality of humanity. 


Page 153: The Republican Party used to stand for balanced budgets, constitutional government, a non-interventionist foreign polity, and keeping government out of people's personal lives.


Ugh. I hate politics. And labels. But I need to read, think, and pray to be the best Jeanne I can be. History and geography are not my favorite subjects.


Page 157 kicks off a section titled "Paul Wellstone: What He Stood For" and lists his platform positions, his votes, etc. One of the most interesting parts is that he initiated (and got passed) legislation that was co-authored by Republicans! The section closes with this quotation from him on page 181:


"I do not believe the future will belong to those who are content with the present. I do not believe the future will belong to those who are cynics or to those who stand on the sidelines. The future will belong to those who have passion and to those who are willing to make a personal commitment to make our country better."


Reading a book like this is interesting. What was most compelling to me is that the FBI was on-site so quickly. The timeline and evasiveness alone would be suspicious! Whatever actually happened that day, I know that God is the ultimate judge of us all. I just wish that power, money, and corruption were not such a huge part of how the USA works.

Wednesday, December 04, 2024

Ghosts of Science Past

 By: Joseph Sieracki & Jesse Lonergan

Mackin discard (damaged) hardcover 116 pages plus extras

Published: 2022

Genre: non-fiction / fantasy graphic novel


Basically, this graphic novel is A Christmas Carol for tweens and teens. Trevor doesn't like biology class and doesn't think the subject matter is important. He's visited by ghosts - first Charles Darwin, then Marie Curie, Chien-Shiung Wu, Gregor Mendel, Ernest Everett Just, and a ghost of future.


It's well-drawn and well-written. It has a lot of information about biology, chemistry, and physics. I think Trevor's transformation is less believable than Ebeneezer Scrooge's, but perhaps I'm just feeling cynical today. I will donate this one to a science teacher.

Monday, December 02, 2024

Booked

By: Kwame Alexander

Illustrated by: Dawud Anyabwile

Mackin "free" cart, paperback, 315 pages

Published: 2022

Genre: YA graphic novel, realistic fiction


Nick Hall loves playing soccer and has a crush on April. His best friend Coby also plays soccer, but on a rival team. Nick's parents are separated and he misses his mom. His dad wrote a dictionary of unusual words and he expects Nick to read it all. 


Teachers, books, bullies, and courage. This graphic novel is an adaptation of a book Alexander wrote. I usually really like his work, but this one was just okay. I'm definitely not the target audience, though! I'm thinking of someone I might give this to - he's a bit older than Nick Hall, but also likes soccer and wants to be courageous.


The appendicitis part was pretty interesting.

And Then There Were None

By: Agatha Christie

Libby audiobook 6 hours

Read by: Dan Stevens

Published: 1939 (this version 2013)

Genre: Murder mystery


I've read this before, but I didn't remember which of the dead bodies wasn't actually dead and who the real killer was, so I listened and tried to remember. I also had to do a little research, because I thought Christie had originally called it "Ten Little Indians." Imagine my surprise when I found that it was originally published as "Ten Little N***ers!" Wikipedia says that the book "used the title Ten Little Indians between 1964 and 1986." That makes sense! In any case, "And Then There Were None" is the superior title. It was also interesting that the story takes place on Soldier Island and the glass figurines are of little soldiers and the nursery rhyme involves little soldiers. From reading this in the 1970s, I remember all of this as Indians . . .


Listening to the story instead of seeing it in print made me want to have a copy of the rhyme to check off how each person died. Hearing the epilogue brought good closure, though I hadn't realized the work the killer went to in setting everything up! Not having a detective (like Poirot or Miss Marple), it was interesting to see how baffled the detectives were. 

 

The vocal work was well-done.  I don't remember what else I wanted to record here . . . I don't think I've seen the movie version of this book.


Off Wikipedia:

Ten little Soldier Boys went out to dine; One choked his little self and then there were nine.
Nine little Soldier Boys sat up very late; One overslept himself and then there were eight.
Eight little Soldier Boys travelling in Devon; One said he'd stay there and then there were seven.
Seven little Soldier Boys chopping up sticks; One chopped himself in halves and then there were six.
Six little Soldier Boys playing with a hive; A bumblebee stung one and then there were five.
Five little Soldier Boys going in for law; One got in Chancery and then there were four.
Four little Soldier Boys going out to sea; A red herring swallowed one and then there were three.
Three little Soldier Boys walking in the zoo; A big bear hugged one and then there were two.
Two little Soldier Boys sitting in the sun; One got frizzled up and then there was one.
One little Soldier Boy left all alone; He went out and hanged himself and then there were none.

Zac and Mia

By: A.J. Betts

Libby ebook 

Published: 2014

Genre: YA realistic fiction, relationships, cancer


A student of mine (Samantha Tabelle) recommended this to me about a decade ago. I have slips of paper I'm trying to deal with and this made me smile. I love those students who have loved reading and have shared their recommendations! 


This book reminded me of John Green's Fault in Our Stars because of the cancer / romance angle. I'm not a huge fan of either one, but I'm not a teenager anymore.


Chapter 2 (Zac): "We could play CUD."

Mum makes me laugh out loud, whether she means to or not. "COD," I correct her. "As in Call of Duty. And no, not really." All she does is camp around, then shriek when killed, using made-up swear words like Fff . . . irewood and Shh . . . ipwreck. Mum's not cut out for armed combat.


Zac's mom is trying to be a positive person for her son while he's in confinement after a bone marrow transplant, but she is pretty funny. To be fair, I couldn't really play video games with my sons, either. (Not that I tried!)


Chapter 5 (Zac): Math is inescapable here. Doctors rattle off ratios of . . . Nurses measure my . . . They chart my progress, praising my improvement in increments, as if I'm somehow responsible for the upward gradient. More than the oldies' with dodgy bowels, mine is a graph worthy of excitement and optimism. I am their star student.


Zac's obsession with numbers (and statistics regarding his and others' survival) may seem morbid, but it is a coping mechanism that helps him to stay pretty level headed.


Chapter 5 (Zac): I haven't saved a kid from drowning, or sailed around the world. Playing three hours of Xbox a day doesn't make me a hero.


The notion of what makes someone a "hero" is fascinating to me. The word is often used to express admiration, but not everyone feels that their survival equals heroism.


Chapter 8 (Zac): I'd forgotten this blanket of fatigue and how it holds you down.


I have too many friends who have told me about "chemo brain" and have described this deep fatigue. I am thankful for my good health. 


Chapter 11 (Zac): I'm clear of leukemia, I've got new marrow, so why does this have to follow me? Best Team f***ing Player? I don't want charity votes or pity prizes. I don't want a big deal made out of just showing up.


There were plenty of F-bombs in this book. Swearing doesn't really bother me that much, but I didn't feel like typing out the full word. I'm so glad Bec (Zac's sister) treated him like a sibling. She gave him crap about how badly he played. She didn't give him a pity party. I can only imagine how awful it would be for a teenage guy who had been a competitive athlete to be treated with kid gloves because of fighting cancer.


Chapter 18 (Mia): "Were you always so slow?" I say, though I know better. I've seen his Facebook photos and old videos uploaded by his football team. I've seen him. He's fast.

Was fast. I have to remind myself we've both shifted tense.

"You're so slow, my gran could beat you," I say.

"I thought you said your gran died."

"Exactly."


Mia is like Bec, in treating Zac with banter and toughness. They're good for each other.


Chapter 24 (Mia): Maybe we're both only living as fractions.


Zac is talking about statistics and Mia thinks numbers torment him the way her leg torments her. She has a different perspective on a fifty-five percent survival rate. Living as fractions - aren't we all seeking completion in one form or another?


Chapter 28 (Mia): Ever since my surgery, all I've done is swing from pity to rage. Pity to rage. How can I not? Everywhere I look I'm reminded of what's missing.

 

Mia's attitude was so self-focused and negative for most of the book. I'm not sure I'd have been any different as a 17 year old, but she really was a bit much with her lack of compassion for others.

 

Chapter 31 (Mia): Perhaps courage is simply this: spur-of-the-moment acts when your head screams don't but your body does it anyway. 

Courage or stupidity. It's hard to tell.

 

I love that she finally mails a postcard to Zac! Her spur was overdue.


Chapter 39 (Mia): Zac's decisions are formulated by logic and math, while mine are just whipped up by emotion and impulse and I want, I want.

I know I feel too much. I know I get carried away. But I want, I want Zac to live. To want to live. I need him to live, because I don't want to be in this world without him.


I'm with Mia here. Emotion often rules my brain. And she doesn't want to see Zac stop trying to beat the cancer.


Chapter 39 (Mia): Courage is standing still even though you want to run. Courage is planting yourself and turning toward the thing that scares you, whether it's your leg or your friends or the guy who could break your heart again. It's opening your eyes and staring that fear down.


I love how the author returns to the theme of courage. This book was well-written and had some really neat characters and details.




Asterix (Volume 6)

By: René Goscinny and Albert Uderzo

Mackin discard, paperback, 152 pages

Published: 1959 (this version 2022)

Genre: graphic novel humor

Includes: "Asterix in Switzerland," "The Mansions of the Gods," and "Asterix and the Laurel Wreath"


I enjoyed Asterix and Obelix comics when I was a kid. Seeing this on the "free" cart at work this summer, I was excited to revisit this world.


The three stories are most definitely not "politically correct" with the slave trade, racial stereotypes, alcohol abuse, etc. But written in the 1950s and 1960s about the first century BC . . . they are what they are. I will keep this on my graphic novel shelf.


In one of the stories, a Roman leader says "I've decided to force them to accept this civilization! The forest will be destroyed to make way for a nature reserve!" The irony of this (and truth) has often bothered me. A new housing development where all the trees are razed, then the streets are named after the trees that no longer grow there . . . it happens.


It was interesting to read the info at the back of the book. Goscinny died suddenly at age 51 in 1977. Uderzo continued illustrating (and writing) Asterix comics, continuing to use both men's names. He hand-picked Jean-Yves Ferri to continue writing the adventures and then Didier Conrad to illustrate when he retired. Uderzo himself died in 2020 at age 92!

Sunday, December 01, 2024

An Elderly Lady Must Not Be Crossed

 By: Helene Tursten

Translated by: Marlaine Delargy

My sister's copy, hardcover 255 pages

Published: 2020 (this translation 2021)

Genre: realistic fiction


My sister wanted all of us siblings to read this book. I thought she said it was hilarious . . . and now that I've read it, I'm confused. It wasn't funny. At all.


Maud is an almost 89 year old woman who is traveling from Norway (or Sweden?) to South Africa. On the long flight, she has memories bubbling up. Like the recent visit from the police wanting to know if she remembers anything else about the "break-in" that resulted in an antiques dealer found murdered in her house. 


She killed him. And she killed her neighbor's adult son. And she tried to kill a colleague. And she did a lot of other awful things in her self-righteous life. She was a seriously twisted individual. The ending, with her using her wealth to help others in need, doesn't negate a life of killing. 


I can empathize with her having had responsibility for her older sister, but this character simply couldn't justify her choices. 


Page 95-6: On an evening like this she could almost imagine meeting Jack the Ripper. If I did, he'd be the one who'd make out worse, she thought with a grim smile.

 

That's à propos of her personality!


Page 137: Goodness me. That's over fifty years ago! Time really does go faster the older you get.


This observation struck me hard. This side of fifty, it definitely feels as though the weeks, months, and years are flying past. 


Page 163: To be fair, everyone under sixty looked young to Maud these days.


Though I've not yet celebrated my 60th, I can also appreciate this sentiment. Everyone seems to look so young! And when I recently heard about a 65 year old's sudden death, I though, "Oh! That's so young." What a change from when I was in my twenties!


I'm looking forward to returning this book to my sister and asking her why she wanted us to read it. The traveling Maud was able to do? Attacking the rapist (instead of alerting the police)? Resentment toward a needy sibling? I'm curious.