Friday, December 20, 2024

Fish (Reading Log)

By: L.S. Mathews

CMSW media center hard cover 183 pages

Published: 2003

Genre: YA historical fiction, adventure


I wrote this on 4.11.2007:


Summary: A boy and his parents leave the little village where they have been ministering, just before the soldiers show up. Taking their possessions on a donkey and following a guide, the boy rescues a fish and brings it with them. They endure many hardships and challenges as they strive to find safety.

 

Review:  Short, but it packs a punch. I can't help feeling that it's an allegory for something . . . And I'm missing it. What does the fish represent? Hope? Life? Hmmm. A good book circle book.










The Maze Runner

By: James Dashner

Libby audiobook  11 hours

Read by: Mark Deakins

Published: 2009

Genre: YA Dystopian fiction


Ugh! I know I've read this before. My blog has books two and three in the series (blogged the summer of 2012) but I can't find my review of this one. It's not on my old Excel spreadsheet, either. 


I was surprised by how much I disliked this book. I believe I had a more favorable opinion of it over a decade ago when I first encountered it.


Thomas is irritating. He wants answers to all his questions, but is unwilling to communicate about his own discoveries. 


The whole "Why are these kids in the maze?" and "Who put them there?" and "Why were their memories wiped?" and a hundred more questions are NOT answered! By the end of the book, you know so little about this world. I won't make the mistake of re-reading the other books, though. I remember them as being unfulfilling and my blog confirms that for me.


In places, the writing and dialogue are so stilted and juvenile that it's almost painful. The reader did a fine job, but the author is definitely writing for kids and not adults!


<Above published 12.20.2024. Below added 12.13.2025.>


I listened to the audiobook again. Don't ask me why. One thing that jumped out at me this time was the bad math / logic.


Early on, Thomas estimates that there are 50-60 kids in the glade. Albie says he has been there the longest - two years. If only one person shows up per month, that would make a maximum of 25 boys. Math. Toward the middle / end of the book, the comment is made that a group of boys were sent there, then one per month. But with the deaths and Albie's comment, that would still not equal fifty people at the two year mark. 


The deaths. This is a really dark and barbaric story. I sure hope dystopian fiction is falling out of popularity. It's so bleak! Finishing this makes me curious about the Flare, the Scorch Trials, etc. but too irritated to continue with the series. 


Thomas trying to save Chuck and getting saved by him was an interesting twist. I like that their names are based on famous scientists.

The Life We Bury

By: Allen Eskens

Libby audiobook 8 hours

Read by: Zach Villa

Published: 2015

Genre: murder mystery


"College student Joe Talbert has the modest goal of completing a writing assignment for an English class. His task is to interview a stranger and write a brief biography of the person. With deadlines looming, Joe heads to a nearby nursing home to find a willing subject. There he meets Carl Iverson, and soon nothing in Joe's life is ever the same."


There were times I found this story extremely distressing or just plain irritating. But it was interesting enough to draw me forward.


What I disliked: 

  • Joe's selfish, alcoholic mother. She doesn't deserve to be a parent! Insisting that Joe use his college money to bail her out of jail . . . blaming him for her problems. Ugh. She was awful!
  • The graphic descriptions of Carl's experience in Vietnam. Stomach churning.
  • The crime that Carl was committed for . . . and that horrible crimes like that are actually done to people.
  • Sometimes, Joe's "romance" with Lila (?) was irritating. He just bugged me.

What I liked: 

  • The unfolding of details (e.g. the distinction between killing and murder) of Carl's experiences in Vietnam
  • The suspense toward the end!
  • Joe's kindness and patience with his severely autistic brother Jeremy.
  • The ending.
  • I liked when Joe defended Lila's honor and didn't take advantage of her (after they went to the play).
  • The Minnesota places! I like local locales in my books.
I'm probably too tired to do this justice. It was hard to read at times (I had to shut it off when his mother was being awful to him.) but I'm glad I stuck with it to the end. The vocal work was good.

Thursday, December 12, 2024

American Assassination: The Strange Death of Senator Paul Wellstone

By: Four Arrows and Jim Fetzer

purchased paperback 181 pages

Published: 2004

Genre: non-fiction, political, crime


I bought this over a year ago to give as a gift to my sister who is politically active. I was curious and wanted to read it, so it's been sitting on my ledge for long enough that I had to read it and gift it by Christmas 2024! Our mom really respected Senator Wellstone and definitely saw him as a champion of regular people. 

 

I remember when his plane went down on October 25, 2002. I just looked it up and it was a Friday. What I remember vividly is at church that Sunday, a person who used to have my respect was absolutely gleeful about Wellstone's death. "It couldn't have happened to a better person!" he gloated. I was horrified. Even if you disagreed with the man politically, did you not realize that he, his wife, his daughter, and four other people lost their lives? As Christians, we should be compassionate and loving. The recent shooting of Brian Thompson reminds me of this. I strongly dislike America's health care system with executives who get rich while many people cannot afford treatment. But I'm horrified at the people celebrating this man's murder. He was a human being, with a wife and children and a life to live. If you hate the health care industry, there are other ways to try to effect change. Sometimes humanity saddens me.


On to the book! It was well-researched and well-argued, but not necessarily a book I enjoyed reading. I have plenty of post-it notes, however.


Page 31: He had the most consistent record of opposing Bush administration initiatives of any member of the Senate. He received 100% ratings from the AFL-CIO, the Americans for Democratic Action, and the League of Conservation Voters. The Star Tribune described him appropriately as "the go-to guy to advance the causes of educators, environmentalists, consumer and labor groups, the elderly and the poor."


(I initially read "Conservation" as "Conservative" and had to do a re-read to adjust my understanding of that sentence!) My mom definitely thought of Wellstone as a champion of the "little guy." Honestly, I was more focused on raising my children and staying sane while working full-time at this period of my life. Plus, this was a year after 9/11 and my sister-in-law's death. Politics was not my priority.


Page 33: Wellstone seems to have been a nemesis for big business. However, Wellstone posed an even more significant and costly threat to corporate profit-making interests. He tried to enable the 2002 defense appropriation's bill to bar corporate tax dodgers from being eligible for defense department contracts.


Whenever I think about people who get rich by leeching off our government while also evading taxes, I get so mad! But I know that here on earth, there will be many times that evil seems to prosper. In Eternity, God's justice will prevail. That's why we pray, "Your will be done." I can't make greedy people less greedy. 


Page 63: So strong is this prejudice among academics that even when clear evidence of a plot is inadvertently discovered in the course of their own research, they frequently feel compelled, either out of a sense of embarrassment or a desire to defuse anticipated criticism, to preface their account of it by ostentatiously disclaiming a belief in conspiracies.


This was so interesting! Some words definitely trigger negative associations! The word "conspiracy" is one of them. It conjures images of kooks wearing tin foil hats. Yet conspiracies are most definitely developed and implemented, and have been throughout history. The authors draw a lot of parallels to Wellstone's plane crash and JFK's assassination. They make a lot of fascinating points.


Page 76-7: Bill Wilkerson, who has been hiring pilots and leasing aircraft for more than thirty years, said, "This is not a plane that goes down in freezing rain. Visibility and conditions were not an issue in this accident." . . . "Based on my every experience with dedicated pilots and precision aircraft, planes like the A100 do not catch fire in spotty, wet weather and two experienced pilots are extremely unlikely to agree to fly under conditions they can't control. They were not suicide bombers. This plane was destroyed intentionally from afar."


It was so hard to read about the media / FBI / whomever promotion of the bad weather theory (even though there were many, many contradictory reports that the weather was NOT the issue), the focus on pilot error (how awful for their families when there were so many indications that they were qualified and quality), and other "problems" that could have caused the crash when sabotage or attack did not seem to be considered at all.


Page 78: "In a senate that is one heartbeat away from Republican control, Wellstone was more than just another Democrat. He was often the lone voice standing firm against the status-quo policies of both the Democrats and the Republicans. As such, he earned the special ire of the Bush administration and the Republican Party, who made Wellstone's defeat the party's number one priority this year."


Michael I. Niman, a professor, was quoted here. The part that really jumped out at me is that both Democrats and Republicans were thwarted by Wellstone's pushback against maintaining the status quo. I wish we had more politicians who did this. It seems as though all politicians become tainted, jaded, and sold out when they spend time in Washington D.C. Wellstone really was different.


Page 130: And within the administration itself, the most plausible candidates appear to be the troika which runs things, Dick Cheney, Karl Rove, and Donald Rumsfeld.


This was chilling to me. During Bush's time in office, was he more of a puppet than a leader? How did these three men wield so much power? The word "troika" was purposeful and powerful here. And kind of chilling, especially in light of the current political climate!


Page 143: We are not so naive as to think that proving the assassination hypothesis beyond a reasonable doubt means that most Americans are going to accept our conclusion. The principles of social psychology and the manipulation of the mass media by the government as an exercise is (sic) propaganda makes that a virtual impossibility.


I have now re-read that sentence aloud three times. It made perfect sense when I first read it a week ago. Now it hurts my brain. Did they mean "in" instead of "is"? (Yes, I've checked that I typed it correctly from the book. That's why I put "sic" there.)


Page 149: Could it be that individuals were being encouraged to start attacks on Wellstone before he became a martyr? The National Rifle Association has used similar tactics by giving strong pro-gun speeches in communities where school shootings have just occurred to discourage the spread of anti-gun sentiment.


This . . . is horrific. Not the character assassination. That seems to be part of politics - de rigueur. But that the NRA would go to Sandy Hook or Uvalde or Columbine right after a horrific school shooting event so that they can be pro-gun . . . is simply insensitive and awful.


Page 150-1: The death of Paul Wellstone, as tragic as it may be, assumes even greater significance in relation to its place in an apparent pattern of governmental misconduct to preserve and protect this and other corrupt administrations. If we don't understand what this means, our feeble grasp on democracy will be lost, possibly forever. There are lessons here that every American must learn for the sake of our country and of the principles for which it is supposed to stand and for which, alas, an American icon died.


The chilling part of reading this is knowing that two decades after it was written, we would (as a country) elect a man who has repeatedly lied, evaded responsibility, and publicly stated that he would not obey the Constitution of the United States. He is selfish, rude, and greedy. He tried to have the government overthrown in January, 2021, and promoted the murder of his VP and he is simply the most awful POTUS we've ever had. It's too heart breaking for me to think about surviving the next four years and a month. 


Page 153: "Our most basic common link is that we all inhabit this small planet. We all breathe the same air. We all cherish our children's future. And we are all mortal."


Kennedy spoke these words. They represent well the commonality of humanity. 


Page 153: The Republican Party used to stand for balanced budgets, constitutional government, a non-interventionist foreign polity, and keeping government out of people's personal lives.


Ugh. I hate politics. And labels. But I need to read, think, and pray to be the best Jeanne I can be. History and geography are not my favorite subjects.


Page 157 kicks off a section titled "Paul Wellstone: What He Stood For" and lists his platform positions, his votes, etc. One of the most interesting parts is that he initiated (and got passed) legislation that was co-authored by Republicans! The section closes with this quotation from him on page 181:


"I do not believe the future will belong to those who are content with the present. I do not believe the future will belong to those who are cynics or to those who stand on the sidelines. The future will belong to those who have passion and to those who are willing to make a personal commitment to make our country better."


Reading a book like this is interesting. What was most compelling to me is that the FBI was on-site so quickly. The timeline and evasiveness alone would be suspicious! Whatever actually happened that day, I know that God is the ultimate judge of us all. I just wish that power, money, and corruption were not such a huge part of how the USA works.

Wednesday, December 04, 2024

Ghosts of Science Past

 By: Joseph Sieracki & Jesse Lonergan

Mackin discard (damaged) hardcover 116 pages plus extras

Published: 2022

Genre: non-fiction / fantasy graphic novel


Basically, this graphic novel is A Christmas Carol for tweens and teens. Trevor doesn't like biology class and doesn't think the subject matter is important. He's visited by ghosts - first Charles Darwin, then Marie Curie, Chien-Shiung Wu, Gregor Mendel, Ernest Everett Just, and a ghost of future.


It's well-drawn and well-written. It has a lot of information about biology, chemistry, and physics. I think Trevor's transformation is less believable than Ebeneezer Scrooge's, but perhaps I'm just feeling cynical today. I will donate this one to a science teacher.

Monday, December 02, 2024

Booked

By: Kwame Alexander

Illustrated by: Dawud Anyabwile

Mackin "free" cart, paperback, 315 pages

Published: 2022

Genre: YA graphic novel, realistic fiction


Nick Hall loves playing soccer and has a crush on April. His best friend Coby also plays soccer, but on a rival team. Nick's parents are separated and he misses his mom. His dad wrote a dictionary of unusual words and he expects Nick to read it all. 


Teachers, books, bullies, and courage. This graphic novel is an adaptation of a book Alexander wrote. I usually really like his work, but this one was just okay. I'm definitely not the target audience, though! I'm thinking of someone I might give this to - he's a bit older than Nick Hall, but also likes soccer and wants to be courageous.


The appendicitis part was pretty interesting.

And Then There Were None

By: Agatha Christie

Libby audiobook 6 hours

Read by: Dan Stevens

Published: 1939 (this version 2013)

Genre: Murder mystery


I've read this before, but I didn't remember which of the dead bodies wasn't actually dead and who the real killer was, so I listened and tried to remember. I also had to do a little research, because I thought Christie had originally called it "Ten Little Indians." Imagine my surprise when I found that it was originally published as "Ten Little N***ers!" Wikipedia says that the book "used the title Ten Little Indians between 1964 and 1986." That makes sense! In any case, "And Then There Were None" is the superior title. It was also interesting that the story takes place on Soldier Island and the glass figurines are of little soldiers and the nursery rhyme involves little soldiers. From reading this in the 1970s, I remember all of this as Indians . . .


Listening to the story instead of seeing it in print made me want to have a copy of the rhyme to check off how each person died. Hearing the epilogue brought good closure, though I hadn't realized the work the killer went to in setting everything up! Not having a detective (like Poirot or Miss Marple), it was interesting to see how baffled the detectives were. 

 

The vocal work was well-done.  I don't remember what else I wanted to record here . . . I don't think I've seen the movie version of this book.


Off Wikipedia:

Ten little Soldier Boys went out to dine; One choked his little self and then there were nine.
Nine little Soldier Boys sat up very late; One overslept himself and then there were eight.
Eight little Soldier Boys travelling in Devon; One said he'd stay there and then there were seven.
Seven little Soldier Boys chopping up sticks; One chopped himself in halves and then there were six.
Six little Soldier Boys playing with a hive; A bumblebee stung one and then there were five.
Five little Soldier Boys going in for law; One got in Chancery and then there were four.
Four little Soldier Boys going out to sea; A red herring swallowed one and then there were three.
Three little Soldier Boys walking in the zoo; A big bear hugged one and then there were two.
Two little Soldier Boys sitting in the sun; One got frizzled up and then there was one.
One little Soldier Boy left all alone; He went out and hanged himself and then there were none.

Zac and Mia

By: A.J. Betts

Libby ebook 

Published: 2014

Genre: YA realistic fiction, relationships, cancer


A student of mine (Samantha Tabelle) recommended this to me about a decade ago. I have slips of paper I'm trying to deal with and this made me smile. I love those students who have loved reading and have shared their recommendations! 


This book reminded me of John Green's Fault in Our Stars because of the cancer / romance angle. I'm not a huge fan of either one, but I'm not a teenager anymore.


Chapter 2 (Zac): "We could play CUD."

Mum makes me laugh out loud, whether she means to or not. "COD," I correct her. "As in Call of Duty. And no, not really." All she does is camp around, then shriek when killed, using made-up swear words like Fff . . . irewood and Shh . . . ipwreck. Mum's not cut out for armed combat.


Zac's mom is trying to be a positive person for her son while he's in confinement after a bone marrow transplant, but she is pretty funny. To be fair, I couldn't really play video games with my sons, either. (Not that I tried!)


Chapter 5 (Zac): Math is inescapable here. Doctors rattle off ratios of . . . Nurses measure my . . . They chart my progress, praising my improvement in increments, as if I'm somehow responsible for the upward gradient. More than the oldies' with dodgy bowels, mine is a graph worthy of excitement and optimism. I am their star student.


Zac's obsession with numbers (and statistics regarding his and others' survival) may seem morbid, but it is a coping mechanism that helps him to stay pretty level headed.


Chapter 5 (Zac): I haven't saved a kid from drowning, or sailed around the world. Playing three hours of Xbox a day doesn't make me a hero.


The notion of what makes someone a "hero" is fascinating to me. The word is often used to express admiration, but not everyone feels that their survival equals heroism.


Chapter 8 (Zac): I'd forgotten this blanket of fatigue and how it holds you down.


I have too many friends who have told me about "chemo brain" and have described this deep fatigue. I am thankful for my good health. 


Chapter 11 (Zac): I'm clear of leukemia, I've got new marrow, so why does this have to follow me? Best Team f***ing Player? I don't want charity votes or pity prizes. I don't want a big deal made out of just showing up.


There were plenty of F-bombs in this book. Swearing doesn't really bother me that much, but I didn't feel like typing out the full word. I'm so glad Bec (Zac's sister) treated him like a sibling. She gave him crap about how badly he played. She didn't give him a pity party. I can only imagine how awful it would be for a teenage guy who had been a competitive athlete to be treated with kid gloves because of fighting cancer.


Chapter 18 (Mia): "Were you always so slow?" I say, though I know better. I've seen his Facebook photos and old videos uploaded by his football team. I've seen him. He's fast.

Was fast. I have to remind myself we've both shifted tense.

"You're so slow, my gran could beat you," I say.

"I thought you said your gran died."

"Exactly."


Mia is like Bec, in treating Zac with banter and toughness. They're good for each other.


Chapter 24 (Mia): Maybe we're both only living as fractions.


Zac is talking about statistics and Mia thinks numbers torment him the way her leg torments her. She has a different perspective on a fifty-five percent survival rate. Living as fractions - aren't we all seeking completion in one form or another?


Chapter 28 (Mia): Ever since my surgery, all I've done is swing from pity to rage. Pity to rage. How can I not? Everywhere I look I'm reminded of what's missing.

 

Mia's attitude was so self-focused and negative for most of the book. I'm not sure I'd have been any different as a 17 year old, but she really was a bit much with her lack of compassion for others.

 

Chapter 31 (Mia): Perhaps courage is simply this: spur-of-the-moment acts when your head screams don't but your body does it anyway. 

Courage or stupidity. It's hard to tell.

 

I love that she finally mails a postcard to Zac! Her spur was overdue.


Chapter 39 (Mia): Zac's decisions are formulated by logic and math, while mine are just whipped up by emotion and impulse and I want, I want.

I know I feel too much. I know I get carried away. But I want, I want Zac to live. To want to live. I need him to live, because I don't want to be in this world without him.


I'm with Mia here. Emotion often rules my brain. And she doesn't want to see Zac stop trying to beat the cancer.


Chapter 39 (Mia): Courage is standing still even though you want to run. Courage is planting yourself and turning toward the thing that scares you, whether it's your leg or your friends or the guy who could break your heart again. It's opening your eyes and staring that fear down.


I love how the author returns to the theme of courage. This book was well-written and had some really neat characters and details.




Asterix (Volume 6)

By: René Goscinny and Albert Uderzo

Mackin discard, paperback, 152 pages

Published: 1959 (this version 2022)

Genre: graphic novel humor

Includes: "Asterix in Switzerland," "The Mansions of the Gods," and "Asterix and the Laurel Wreath"


I enjoyed Asterix and Obelix comics when I was a kid. Seeing this on the "free" cart at work this summer, I was excited to revisit this world.


The three stories are most definitely not "politically correct" with the slave trade, racial stereotypes, alcohol abuse, etc. But written in the 1950s and 1960s about the first century BC . . . they are what they are. I will keep this on my graphic novel shelf.


In one of the stories, a Roman leader says "I've decided to force them to accept this civilization! The forest will be destroyed to make way for a nature reserve!" The irony of this (and truth) has often bothered me. A new housing development where all the trees are razed, then the streets are named after the trees that no longer grow there . . . it happens.


It was interesting to read the info at the back of the book. Goscinny died suddenly at age 51 in 1977. Uderzo continued illustrating (and writing) Asterix comics, continuing to use both men's names. He hand-picked Jean-Yves Ferri to continue writing the adventures and then Didier Conrad to illustrate when he retired. Uderzo himself died in 2020 at age 92!

Sunday, December 01, 2024

An Elderly Lady Must Not Be Crossed

 By: Helene Tursten

Translated by: Marlaine Delargy

My sister's copy, hardcover 255 pages

Published: 2020 (this translation 2021)

Genre: realistic fiction


My sister wanted all of us siblings to read this book. I thought she said it was hilarious . . . and now that I've read it, I'm confused. It wasn't funny. At all.


Maud is an almost 89 year old woman who is traveling from Norway (or Sweden?) to South Africa. On the long flight, she has memories bubbling up. Like the recent visit from the police wanting to know if she remembers anything else about the "break-in" that resulted in an antiques dealer found murdered in her house. 


She killed him. And she killed her neighbor's adult son. And she tried to kill a colleague. And she did a lot of other awful things in her self-righteous life. She was a seriously twisted individual. The ending, with her using her wealth to help others in need, doesn't negate a life of killing. 


I can empathize with her having had responsibility for her older sister, but this character simply couldn't justify her choices. 


Page 95-6: On an evening like this she could almost imagine meeting Jack the Ripper. If I did, he'd be the one who'd make out worse, she thought with a grim smile.

 

That's Ă  propos of her personality!


Page 137: Goodness me. That's over fifty years ago! Time really does go faster the older you get.


This observation struck me hard. This side of fifty, it definitely feels as though the weeks, months, and years are flying past. 


Page 163: To be fair, everyone under sixty looked young to Maud these days.


Though I've not yet celebrated my 60th, I can also appreciate this sentiment. Everyone seems to look so young! And when I recently heard about a 65 year old's sudden death, I though, "Oh! That's so young." What a change from when I was in my twenties!


I'm looking forward to returning this book to my sister and asking her why she wanted us to read it. The traveling Maud was able to do? Attacking the rapist (instead of alerting the police)? Resentment toward a needy sibling? I'm curious.

Thursday, November 28, 2024

The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn

By: Mark Twain

Libby audiobook 9 hours

Read by: Tom Parker

Published: 1884 (this version 2004)

Genre: adventure

 

I was listening to this because it was available and it's been a while since I had read it. I am struggling to finish it because I dislike it more than I remembered. I can't find a blog entry for it, so when did I last read it? I'm also not able to locate an entry on my reading log, so . . . it's been a few decades.


Right at the start, my notes include "boy gang / oath / dark and awful." Even though they don't actually rob and kill, the fact that their game includes such intense violence is horrific, even by the standards of a century ago.


The widow and Mrs. Watson, the views on Providence, the religious attitudes . . . sigh.


Huck's dad is anti-learning. He's an illiterate alcoholic and wants no better for his son. 


The Mississippi River geography, calling "Cairo" (Illinois) "Cay-roh," trying to picture the path Huck and Jim took, . . . that was fun.


The use of the "N" word was so excessive and insulting. I knew that was a part of the story and the source of a lot of controversy about this book, but I had forgotten how overwhelming it was to listen to. Huck is sometimes a true friend to Jim and other times just as racist and awful as possible. I didn't like how gullible and superstitious Jim was, especially when he woke up after he and Huck had been separated and Huck denied he'd ever been gone or that there had been any fog. I didn't like that Huck even contemplated turning Jim in as a runaway slave - as though that "crime" is worse than the crime of having slaves! And if this was published in 1884 . . . were "runaway slaves" still a thing?!


By the time I got to the part with the Duke and the King, I decided I really didn't want to finish the second half of the book. I know that part of Twain's work as an author was to ridicule what was wrong with society (like the pointlessness of feuds and people killing one another until no one is left or the shucksters who pretend to be what they're not to fleece unwitting people), but I simply am not enjoying this book. And I know I've read it before.

 

 

Tuesday, November 26, 2024

Waiting for Christmas

By: Lynn Austin

Dakota County Library hardcover 272 pages plus discussion questions

Published: 2024

Genre: Christian historical fiction


This sweet little novella surprised me when I realized we were revisiting the Stanhopes after Junietta's passing! (Our book club recently finished Austin's All My Secrets, where we first met this book's main characters.) I liked Addie better in this book than the first one. She and Howard Forsythe are newly married and living in a townhouse. She wants to learn to do the things she always had servants for and he's walking a fine line between wanting to take care of her and supporting her independent choices.


I'm surprised that I put so many post-its into a fluffy little book, but I did enjoy it. Very predictable story, but heart warming nonetheless.


Page 67: He and Addy had experienced both extremes today, from ramshackle tenement to rambling mansion, and he marveled that both were in the same city, on the same 23-square-mile island. 


I think so many of us get used to our own "normal" and forget that there are extremes in both directions. It helps us be better humans, I think, if we're aware of how others live. I struggle to be understanding of those with extreme wealth, though. I'm just being honest.


Page 129: "In case you can't tell, Mrs. Forsythe, I love to cook. I feel like it's what God meant for me to do. When I heard about this position, I thought I heard Him whisper that He wanted me to serve Him here, for some reason."


What a blessing Mrs. Gleason was for Addy and Jack and Polly! I love her down-to-earth attitude and the love she showers onto the children. Also, it's good to find your calling and be tuned in to what God has for you.


Page 132: He needed to pray, not worry. And he tried to pray, really he did. But Howard's mind was too disordered to think clearly, and all that came out was, "Lord, help. Please, help."


That's a fantastic prayer! Lord, please help. Howard wanted to find Polly and find the children's dad. But he couldn't do it on his own. I love how praying this brought him peace and direction. God is so good!


Page 164: "I've prayed some pretty big prayers over the years that seemed to go unanswered. And if I wasn't careful, I could start to believe that God didn't love me because He didn't give me what I'd asked for. I had to learn that my faith shouldn't depend on whether or not God answers my prayers exactly the way I want Him to."


Again, Mrs. Gleason is the rock star / hero in this conversation with Addy about how to help Jack deal with disappointment.


Page 251: "Some people are given the opportunity to do grand things in life, but if we just make a difference in the lives of the people God puts in our paths, I think He's pleased with that. Mrs. Gleason would say she's 'just a cook.' But she has blessed me, and my society friends, and Jack and Polly in more ways than I can count. She would say it wasn't much, but to us it was huge."


The "grand things" are indeed important, but not all of us are called to do them. I like Addy's growing understanding of what God wants her to do. I also like the reminder to not think less of ourselves if we're doing what we do out of love for the Lord.


Page 268-9: "Yet this is what Christmas is truly about, isn't it? Loving our neighbor. Spreading God's love to others. And bringing the lost ones home."


Happy ending! Yes, this is what Christmas is truly about. 

 

I'm sorry I missed book club last night. I hope my immune system can finish the fight against this viral bugger making me sick.

Lewis Sinclair and the Gentlemen Cowboys

By: D.M.S. Fick

Libby audiobook 6 hours

Narrated by: Jeremy Aurthur

Published: 2023

Genre: murder mystery


I enjoyed this far more than I anticipated. Lew is a country singer trying to make it big. But when his girlfriend breaks up with him and then seems to be involved with his manager, Lew fires Archie. Later, when Archie is found with his head encased in cement, Lew is naturally suspected.


The crazy cast of characters defies my description. I really liked Lewis a lot. He is indeed a gentleman, as are the members of his cowboy band. This story reminded me quite strongly of WE Fest, especially since this part of the story is set in Minnesota! At times, there were too many people to keep track of. Who was Moira?


The clues and especially Magda's brooch . . . kept me listening to find out how it all tied together. It was ironic that Ann-Dee's signature song was "Stand By Your Man."

 

The one thing I did not enjoy about this audiobook was the lack of differentiation when a flashback scene happened. I have to imagine that in print version, the font is different or there is some other visual to indicate that the characters are remembering past meetings. It was disconcerting to listen and think the storyline was continuing on only to realize that a memory back shift was happening!

Sunday, November 17, 2024

A Most Beautiful Thing: The True Story of America's First All-Black High School Rowing Team

By: Arshay Cooper

Hennepin County Library hardcover 228 pages

Published: 2015

Genre: Memoir


I'm not sure where I first heard about this book, but it was so interesting! Arshay Cooper was growing up on the west side of Chicago in a crime-ridden neighborhood and a broken family.


Page 2: There were no pictures of me from before the age of thirteen; drugs took them. There were no memories of kisses good night or the smell of breakfast in the morning; rock cocaine's to blame. There were no good grades, no junior high sweethearts, no ability to be popular at school, and no sense of belonging, thanks to alcohol abuse. These were not my addictions, but my mother's, and bitterness was stamped on the tablet of my heart.


His writing is so expressive and I'm thankful that the bitterness he mentions here didn't stay with him.


Page 9: The weird thing is that sometimes my siblings will pray, sometimes they won't, but you can always tell one from the other. The sibling who prays always feels good afterward and minds their own business.


I love that his mom's life was changed through her faith and that her children's lives were also changed. His observation about prayer and how it affects his siblings is on point.


Page 25: "I am pretty sure putting a group of black kids from our hood inside a boat to race white people is a setup for disaster."


For some reason, this made me laugh out loud.


Page 38: Hip-hop and R & B are what we breathe, think, and dream. It even controls our decision making at times. If I am listening to Ginuwine, I want to kiss somebody. If it's Do or Die, I'm looking to smoke. Montell Jordan has me ready to sneak out my window to party, and if it's Kirk Franklin, we are praying.


His observations about music and mood are interesting.

 

Page 44: It takes a village to raise a child, and our village is gang members, drug dealers, drug addicts, and prostitutes. It's easy to become a product of this, but I feel like the coaches are using rowing to get us into college and to change our village.


It's amazing to me that children grow up in environments like this. I don't think many make it out of this village intact.


Page 46: "True, it would be gravy to live in a place where you don't have to watch every shadow. I need a life road map or something on how to get here. Nobody in my family has ever gone to college. Teachers try to help, but they're busy breaking up fights and teaching us how to survive."


The adults who came into Arshay's school and life made such an impact on him - through rowing, mentoring, and investing time.


Page 84: Ken was right; it's not all about athletic abilities but work ethic. What you put in is what you get out.


Work ethic! It seems to be from a bygone era.


Page 103: Running up the school stairs comes easy for me these days. Being in shape makes you feel alive and mentally well-balanced.


It's amazing how regular workouts can make a difference. (grin)


Page 109:There is vibrant energy throughout the school, as if one of our teams just won a championship. I notice that when the teachers and staff are excited, the mood of the whole school changes. It's rare to see all the teachers so happy all at once.

 

This makes me think of when I read the book If You Don't Feed the Teachers, They Eat the Students. It basically deals with the importance of good morale for teachers. It makes life better for the students!

 

Page  122: When we get to the car there are apples and fruit bars. I had never eaten anything healthy until I started rowing and it feels great. The healthy food makes me feel light on my feet. My mind is always clear now and I swear I'm less lazy.


The impact of eating healthy was noticeable to Arshay.


Page 135: "How did you get to where you are today?" I want to say church. "Ken, I learned from TV what is missing in my life: a trusted teacher, a father figure, a mentor, friends that are positive and loyal. I decided to seek those missing pieces because they aren't necessarily around me. I joined a team of brothers, I go to church on my own time to hang with positive influences, and I hang around you."


There are a couple of different times where he references the TV shows that truly shaped his attitude toward life. (earlier he said "I really believe that people don't understand how much I learned form watching Family Matters, The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, and A Different World.")

 

Page 138-9: "When you're in a tunnel you can only go one way. When you're in school, think about school. When you're with Grace, think about Grace. When you're rowing, think about rowing."

"Wow. That helps, because my mind is always all over the place."

 

Poor Arshay! This kind of focus and dedication doesn't come naturally for a teenage boy!

 

Page  145: "Don't ever talk back to the cops," Jeni warns us, "especially as young black men. Don't be intimidated, but be smart and do what they say. You won't win. That's a rule."


This was so hard to think about. A white woman advising these incredible young men about how to stay safe when interacting with police officers.


Page 146: Amidst this chaos on the West Side, I have never sold drugs, punched, shot, or disrespected anyone in any way. I mean, I haven't even broken a plate, and I still had my face pressed down on a police car numerous times. It's not fun when they stick their hands down your pants, looking for drugs. Once, when an officer took my backpack and flipped it upside down and made me pick my books up, I had so much on my mind. I wanted to tell the cop that I recited the preamble to the United States Constitution in front of my whole class with pride. 


When people deny white privilege, I wonder if their white sons have ever had this type of experience. My sons have never had this happen to them.


Page 154: As we walk away, it occurs to me what we've been missing. I think the problem is that we don't talk more about personal goals on the team; we're just going day by day.

 

 It's pretty easy to just go day by day in life.


Page 165: I knew Ken was being criticized for trying to turn us white, but he is just giving us access to something new and trying to diversify the sport. I don't know why the world is so complicated. Now I understand what Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. meant when he said, "I just want to do God's will" out of frustration.


The world is complicated and frustrating. 


Page 169: I find myself in the corn fields of Iowa, surrounded by nothing familiar. This state has horror-movie potential. It's dark, and the cabins we drive past are creepy; now I am just waiting to see a scarecrow.


This also made me laugh!


Page 184: The power of speaking the right words to a young person can do something magical. I feel unstoppable.


I love when Marc, the rowing coach, gives Arshay a pep talk and tells him he believes in him.


Page 187: Alvin told me he thinks they both decided to get wealthy just so they had more to give. I admire their choice to live a selfless life because I've grown up around takers all my life.


I love the idea that Ken and Jeni used their wealth to make a difference in the world!


I also love that Arshay Cooper became a writer and a motivational speaker. He has an incredible story to tell.


Wednesday, November 13, 2024

Sherlock Holmes: Three Tales of Intrigue

By: Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

Libby audiobook 3 hours

Read by: Edward Hardwicke

Published: approx 1893 (this version 2006)

Genre: detective, mystery


This audiobook included the stories "The Crooked Man," "The Greek Interpreter," and "The Naval Treaty." I had read all three previously, but didn't remember the details.


"The Crooked Man" had Teddy the mongoose, the missing key to the locked room where Barclay died, and the freaked out wife who seems to be the murderer. This one has its roots in India and is an example of serious karma.


"The Greek Interpreter" starts out with Watson learning of Sherlock's brother Mycroft, described as even more observant than Sherlock. They go to the Diogenes Club and discuss nature vs. nurture (but not in those words). The audio on this one was so low in places I couldn't hear what they were saying. Sophie's brother is starved to death, but they are able to rescue the interpreter.


"The Naval Treaty" has a lot of red herrings. Percy "Tadpole" Phelps was two years older than Watson at school. He is now in danger of losing his reputation and his job due to a treaty that has gone missing from his office. He is sick with worry ("brain fever") for nine weeks until he is able to ask Watson to please come to help, and bring Holmes.



Patchwork Quilt Murder

By: Leslie Meier

Libby audiobook 8 hours

Read by: Coleen Marlo

Published: 2024

Genre: Murder mystery


I don't usually blog about books that I don't finish, but I don't want to accidentally get this book (or others by this author) in the future. I was 29% of the way through the book and no one is dead yet. The characters are not especially noteworthy or engaging. Here are my notes:


Darlene

small town gossip

Tim

LOTS of characters

Natalie - busybody

Lucy - reporter

Pam - Tim's mom

weird pronunciations! (The word thermometer sounded like "thermo - meet - er" . . . there were a few others that were just strange.)

 

It was so sad when Libby (the dog) died, but then Lucy is telling someone she was "just a dog." What?! Less than 24 hours after being so sad, she's dismissing the importance of the family pet. Then a little later, she mentions that Libby was her BEST friend. 

 

What year is this set in?! 

 

Weird anachronisms.

 

Basically, I decided not to invest any more time in a book that was bugging me so much. I felt sad for Tim and curious about what he was dealing with, but I didn't care enough to keep reading this.

Tuesday, November 12, 2024

I Beat the Odds: From Homelessness to The Blind Side and Beyond

By: Michael Oher with Don Yaeger

Hennepin County Library paperback 250 pages

Published: 2011

Genre: autobiography


Having read The Blindside (too much football strategy) and watched the movie (Hollywood always takes liberties), I was curious to hear Oher's story from his own perspective. Especially since it was just last year that he sued the Tuohys over some of the financial arrangements regarding his time with them. I'm a bit shocked that they had a legal conservatorship over him well into his professional career.


This book isn't especially well-written, but it was interesting and he definitely "set the record straight" regarding his own determination to break out of poverty. I like that he partially addresses his book to kids in foster care. He has a very challenging personal story but he has an amazing attitude and work ethic.


Page 22: Trouble was the biggest source of entertainment for the kids in my neighborhood. I think it was the favorite of some of the grown-ups, too.


As a teacher, I have definitely seen students who like to create drama and cause trouble. Getting yelled at is getting attention, even if it's negative.


Page 56: There are other people who become foster care parents because of the monthly check they get from the state. That's the part that people don't want to talk about, but, unfortunately, it's very real. There are some terrible people who slip through the cracks when the state is screening applicants to the system.

 

I'm not naive enough to think that everyone who becomes a foster parent does so to make a positive difference in young peoples' lives, but it horrifies me to think of people doing it just for a paycheck!

 

Page  75: It's amazing what regular attendance can do for you. Even if I had pretty much given up on trying to learn much, as I was changing schools so often, I still began to understand better what responsibility was all about and why it was important to show up where you are expected each day.


He did a lot of growing up on his own. Again, I love that he is trying to advise youngsters to make good choices in life. A big one is simply showing up.


Page 77: I carried that memory of Ms. Logan with me for years because she made me believe that I had a talent worth developing and the ability to see it through.


I love stories about teachers who made a difference! Ms. Verlene Logan was his fourth grade teacher at Gordon Elementary. She made an impression on Oher.


Page 125: I think that a lot of times students who come from rough backgrounds struggle to learn because they are afraid to embarrass themselves by asking questions about what they don't understand.


It seems as though one of the worst aspects of the movie's impact on Mr. Oher's life was the perception that he was stupid. No one likes to feel dumb! But if millions of people watch a movie which portrays you a certain way that you don't agree with, there's not much you can do about it. I'm glad he wrote this book about his life and I'm glad I've read it.


Page 139: I also got the sense that they seemed to understand what I was trying to do, but that I just didn't have the tools - or even know what the tools were - that I needed to get there. I wasn't dumb and I wasn't lazy. I was lost and hurt and I wanted to work hard but hardly knew where to start because ambition just wasn't anything I'd ever really seen modeled in my life.

 

Page 150: One thing I definitely understood, though, was how the game worked. In the movie The Blind Side, you see S.J. teaching me different plays using ketchup bottles and spices. I know stuff like that makes for a good story on screen, but in reality, I already knew the game of football inside and out.


Page 153: There is a right way and a wrong way to act in different settings. It is so important to have a basic working understanding of etiquette.


Yes! As people discuss whether or not we should teach money management, cursive handwriting, and other topics in schools nowadays, I think a basic etiquette course is more needed than ever!


Page 202: Who would want to write a book about my life? . . . .Besides, I was starting college, so I had a lot more pressing things on my mind.


How ironic! A LOT of people have read about this man! But as an 18 year old going off to college, this must have seemed absurd. Again, when I read the book I remember thinking it was much too football detail - no thanks. It's Mr. Oher's story that holds sway.


Page 204: It turns out that football fans weren't the only people reading the book. Most people weren't excited about the ins and outs of the left and right tackle positions; they were connecting with the human side of the story.


So true! His story is much more compelling than all the football stuff.


Page 223: In neighborhoods like the one I grew up in, it can be hard to find people who behave responsibly, hold down a solid job, support their families, and generally live lives they can be proud of. I really can't explain to someone who hasn't lived in poverty what it's like to struggle to find some kind of hope.


It makes sense that no matter how empathetic someone might be, it can be hard for them to truly understand another's mentality in a radically different environment.


Page 224: Make the decision today to commit yourself to something better. It's going to take work and it's going to be tough at times, but you've already taken the first step by thinking about wanting something different.


He has lots of good advice for young people.


Page 228: The people you choose to hang out with are going to have a huge impact on the choices you make and the person you end up becoming. If you hang around with people who are always negative, you're going to start acting that way, too, because it will just seem normal.


His final chapter is titled "Ways to Get Involved" and deals with some of the organizations and programs that help young people in the foster care system. I love the tone of this book and the observations Mr. Oher makes. Even his acknowledgements were fun to read.



Tuesday, November 05, 2024

One Church Many Tribes: Following Jesus the Way God Made You

By: Richard Twiss

Hennepin County Library paperback 213 pages plus appendix, notes, etc.

Published: 2000

Genre: Non-fiction Christianity


This book is five days overdue because I've had too many books to read at once! I've just finished it and need to get to the library. I was curious enough to look up the author. He died in 2013 at age 58. That makes me so sad. He was born on the Rosebud Reservation and actively worked to share the gospel of Jesus Christ with other First Nations People. 


Page 37: It is said that those who win the wars get to write the history books. Most recorded history is actually a very subjective accounting of past events. People with pen and paper sit down and attempt to accurately and ethically describe their perceptions of events they have seen, heard about and researched - a far cry from any guarantee of accuracy.


I'm no history buff, but I understand that there are different perspectives. I am trying to read from multiple POV to better understand what has happened in the past.


Page 38: Yet as a fellow believer in Christ, please allow me to challenge your assumptions about nationalism, patriotism, and Christian love. 


I love this! There is not just one "right" way to follow Jesus Christ. Or to be patriotic.


Page 39 has a long list of the statistics about Native people in Canada and the United States. It's heart breaking to think that a population of 10 to 12 million (pre-Columbus / conservative estimate) people became "By 1900 only 237,000 Native people were left in the United States." This entire page is just filled with sorrow for me.


Page 54: We all see and experience life and the kingdom of heaven differently. Our ethnic cultures as well as our experiences heavily influence how we perceive, define and interpret the world around us. Our worldviews are filters and lenses through which we see and focus, or take in, our world. Then, after our experiences have been filtered, we project our interpretations onto the world as though what we define to be normal, rational social behaviors are the only acceptable behaviors - for ourselves and everyone else. 

 

Ouch. It's too easy to have our own perspective feel as though it is the best perspective. Lord, please help me to listen and learn.

 

Page 81: I asked if they had ever heard anyone teach that their cultural expressions could be used to praise and worship Jesus Christ. Some of the family members had been Christians for 20-plus years, but they answered, "Never."


It's kind of amazing that any Native peoples became believers if they were told that their cultural identity was demonic. How glad I am for Twiss' ministry and for other Native believers like him!


Page 91: As I mentioned, the Navajo have a word or concept called Hozho, which roughly means "walking in beauty" or "walking in harmony." The Navajo believe harmony is the perfect way to live in this world. When things go wrong - sickness, disasters, communication of human problems - it is because someone is out of harmony and no longer walking in beauty.


I wish I could hear what words like "hozho" sound like. I listened to some Native music (after a portion later in this book where he talked about Johnathan Maracle and Broken Walls.)


Page 95: Instead of dividing our lives into sacred / spiritual and secular / natural compartments, as Christians we would all benefit by seeing our faith as central to everything we do. . . . We are spiritual beings living in this physical world.


I can't think of the Scripture right now that encapsulates this idea, but it makes so much more sense than having our faith be separate from everything else.


Page 98: A word to describe one of the major qualities of time among the Indians is "appropriateness." An event begins when it is appropriate. Most Indian languages do not even have words to designate time. In Western cultures, however, time is regarded as a commodity. Americans sell it, buy it, borrow it, waste it, kill it, make it up, take it, and, if we run afoul of the law, do it.


As a fairly time-obsessed person, I see myself in this statement. It's a hard habit to break, being cognizant of the calendar and the clock!


Page 101: Our greatest strength as the Body of Christ lies in the fact that though we are different individuals, we are one in Him. We must regain what Natives have never lost: the understanding that our togetherness is more important than our individuality, that we are members one with another.


Honestly, I don't see that changing in America. Individuality seems to be our priority. Selfishness reigns.


Page 107: Native children by and large are not "disciplined," however - at least not in the Anglo-evangelical sense of the word. One characteristic of child raising that has not changed much among most tribes is the almost complete freedom given to children. Love and affection are lavished upon the young, and they are allowed to run in an unruly and undisciplined manner.


This made me think of working at the Akina camp this summer! He went on to explain how children are raised and trained. It was very interesting. And a bit contrary to my parenting approach!


Page 158 mentioned a young Native man sitting in a church pew. His name was Moses. "He explained to me that he knew if he made a commitment to Jesus Christ it would mean he would have to stop hating White people and learn to love them." I immediately thought of the character Mose in William Kent Krueger's This Tender Land. This church pew scene is the opening of the chapter "A World in Need of Healing." 


Page 163: Reconciliation is the healing and restoring of divided or broken relationships. It is only in the fertile seedbed of repentance that true reconciliation can find life. Biblical repentance is always a turning away from a former way and turning to God, authenticated by actions.


Repentance and reconciliation are things I've not thought about much lately. I haven't been very good about confession in my own prayer life, either. 


Page 167: Jesus didn't tell us that to practice a truth we have to understand it intellectually first. He didn't tell us to understand his word and then do it. He said do my Word (see John 14:23; Jas. 1:22). I've found that understanding often comes as the result of doing, not the reverse.


God's Word has the answers for us!


Page 175: As the family of God, we are being called to bring healing to these divisions among cultures and people groups and to demonstrate to the world a power and grace to walk with one another in true honor and respect, declaring that there is a better way - the Jesus Way.


Bringing healing sounds good to me!


Page 177: Today the former military post in present-day Spokane is named in his honor - Fort Wright.


How horrific! Twiss has just written about a delegation of Indians flying a white flag of truce, coming to the fort to discuss a peaceful resolution (at Wright's request) and being immediately gathered up and hung. And after becoming known as the "hanging general," he is honored with the naming of the fort?!?! That is messed up!


Page 177: The U.S. government broke more than 98 percent of all the hundreds of treaties - signed and ratified by Congress - made with the sovereign First Nations of North America.


Twiss goes on to talk about God's covenants, which he always kept. A treaty or covenant should be an unbreakable promise. But our history as white people in dealing with the First Nations is horrific.


Page 185: Few will disagree that America is struggling spiritually. With violence in the schools, increased social dysfunction, economic concerns, decreasing church attendance, shrinking financial giving and political animosity, one must wonder about the apparent loss of spiritual power and influence of the Church in this land.


Knowing that he wrote this 24 years ago . . . and he has since passed away, I wonder what he would think of America now. It can be disheartening to think about. But Praise God! He is able to do what we cannot do!


Page 211: We represented Wesleyan, Baptist, Nazarene, charismatic and Pentecostal traditions. Various tribal backgrounds were also represented, including Mohawk, Lakota, Cherokee, Dakota, Wyendot and Navajo. Reaching lost people with the good news was the vision and purpose that drew us together, rather than lifting up culture, denomination or religious traditions.


I'm glad I read this book. It gave me a lot of food for thought. God is good.

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Sunday, November 03, 2024

Sherlock Holmes: Three Tales of Avarice

 By Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

Libby audiobook 3 hours

read by Edward Hardwicke

Published: 2006 (this version)

Genre: Detective Mystery


This audio contained "The Adventure of the Priory School," "The Adventure of the Red-Headed League," and "The Adventure of the Blue Carbuncle."I had read the latter two stories before. Hardwicke does an excellent job vocalizing these stories.

 

The Priory School story was weird. A baron's son has been kidnapped from his boarding school. The school master is super upset but dad wants to keep everything low key. Bicycle clues, a dead teacher, and the spoiled illegitimate son make this an unpleasant story.


"Red Headed League" was fun. I vaguely remembered the story but forgot about the bank robbery attempt. It would be maddening to try to work with Holmes when he has intel / insights that he doesn't share!


I didn't remember the "Blue Carbuncle" from the title, but I immediately recognized it from the goose! I like Holmes' deductions from the hat and the trail he traced to find where the goose had been. (Yes, I thought about "wild goose chases.") 

 

How does a precious stone get called a "carbuncle" - that sounds like a barnacle! I like that Holmes refers to it as a "forty grain weight of crystallized charcoal." He refers to its "sinister history" and recounts the crimes and deaths connected to it. (Top dictionary.com result for "carbuncle" is "A group of pus-filled bumps forming a connected area of infection under the skin.")



Saturday, November 02, 2024

Cleopatra (Reading Log)

 By: ???

Chaska East Middle School, 120 pages


I read this and made notes in my Reading Log in October 2006


Story of Cleopatra's life and achievements. (Borrowed from East for a student's research.)


My response: Fascinating. I like how the authors point out that most of the info we have on her was written by her enemies. . .


This brief entry makes me curious to find and re-read the book!