Sunday, February 05, 2023

I'm No Philosopher, But I Got Thoughts: Mini-Meditations for Saints, Sinners, and the Rest of Us

by Kristin Chenoweth

Libby audiobook 3 hours

intro written by Arianna Grande and read by Melinda Sewak

book read by the author

Published: 2023

Genre: part memoir, part advice, part philosophy


I'd heard of Kristin Chenoweth, but didn't know much about her. This book was available as an audiobook and it was short, so I checked it out. It was pretty interesting!


For some reason, I was surprised by her expressions of faith in God. True, she seems to be comfortable with forming her faith to what works for her . . . but it was a refreshing mix of faith, her perspective, and some saucy observations. I enjoyed it and learned a bit, too!

 

Since it's an audiobook, there were "notes" that I made in my head that won't make it into this blog entry. At 46 minutes, she shares a song list of upbeat music. It took me a while to find the place to list the songs here:

"Playlist for a Life Gone Sideways"

  • "Oh Happy Day" - Edwin Hawkins Singers - Youtube
  • "Heroes" - David Bowie - Youtube
  • "Back in Baby's Arms" - Patsy Cline - Youtube
  • "Raspberry Beret" - Prince - Youtube
  • "I Will Survive" - Gloria Gaynor - Youtube
  • "Walking on Sunshine" - Katrina and the Waves - Youtube
  • "Hail, Holy Queen" - the nuns in Sister Act - Youtube
  • "9 to 5" - Dolly Parton - Youtube
  • "Free" - All Right Now - Youtube (I've listened to her say this almost a dozen times. It sounds like she's saying "Free - Alternaton" but I can't find that song by that name . . . )
  • "Unwritten" - Natasha Bedingfield - Youtube
  • "No Tears Left to Cry" - Ariana Grande - Youtube

 

She loves music and lives through her music! She's a very good storyteller.

 

I jotted down her "Simple Prayer for Starting Over": "Oh Lord, help me get off my butt, on my feet, over myself. Amen"

 

It would be interesting to read this book in print. It's quick and has a great mix of wisdom, fluff, and personal memoir. 



Friday, February 03, 2023

Small Miracles II: Heartwarming Gifts of Extraordinary Coincidences

by Yitta Halberstam and Judith Levinthal

paperback personal copy 254 pages plus acknowledgments

Published: 1998

Genre: True stories, faith

 

The intro reminded me too much of SQuire Rushnell and his Godwinks perspective. There is too much focus on what WE GET instead of on WHO GOD IS.

 

I had to reconcile my understanding of God's grace (freely given, unmerited) while looking for His presence and activity in our lives WITH any personal self-serving motives. I love the stories. I love seeing "God-incidences" instead of mere coincidences or luck or karma.

 

Once I got past the intro and this "issue" of mine, I read the stories quickly. They are short - just a few pages each - but packed with that "Guideposts" style of storytelling. I ended up putting post-it note flags on five that really affected me.

 

The first one starts on page 75 and tells the story of Father O'Reilly (a pseudonym) who needs respite from his demanding hospital chaplain duties. While in a quiet abandoned seminary, his pager went off but the message was not legible. Since he couldn't get a good signal inside the ruined building, he went outside to call each of the four different hospitals he reported to to see where he was needed. None of them had called. I got chills when I read the rest of the story. Sometimes when "weird" things happen, God is protecting us!

 

The next one I flagged (pages 104-107) was where two people had a series of mishaps and frustrating situations keeping them from a planned event. They got to a park area just as two little boys were drowning and saved their lives. The end comment was worth tagging. "It's a mistake to believe that 'coincidences' happen only for our sakes. Sometimes they happen to us, but they may not be happening because of us or for us. What seems to be happening to us is actually occurring for the sake of another. It's not really our script, even though we may be major players. When a coincidence occurs that makes no sense in how it impacted our lives, we must also ask: But did it impact someone else's?"


Page 115-116 tells of a woman who baked some rolls, then gave them away. This happened three times and then she had no more time to bake rolls before her guests came! Then her guest walked in with a freshly baked loaf of bread. "One day I'll learn. You just can't outgive the Lord." Amen to that! (Faye Fields' story is much much more lovely than my summary here.)


The story on pages 154-156 isn't one of my favorites, but the line I tagged resonated and made me sad. "Stephanie Osborne headed home, feeling dejected and down. She feared bitterness; she feared that the daily realities of her job in the school system would eventually whittle away the idealism that fed her soul." Wow. Too many teachers can relate to that one. The upshot of the story was that a former student called her and told her how much she had meant to him. The comment at the end of the story is "A gift of gratitude often rekindles inspiration gone dim."

 

The story on pages 157-160 is pretty cool, about a vacation deferred due to illness. The comment on the end really caught my eye. "When we reach beyond ourselves to care for another, we are often led past our own fears and limitations."

 

The upshot of these stories is that God is actively involved in our lives. He still performs miracles! We need to be receptive to his working in our lives. This book is going to the "Little Library" shelf at The Recovery Church to inspire someone else. 


Oh, not that it matters, but there were enough synagogue / rabbi / Jewish references that I wasn't surprised that the focus was on God, not on Jesus. ;-)





Sunday, January 29, 2023

Danny the Champion of the World

by Roald Dahl

Libby audiobook 4 hours

Read by: Peter Serafinowicz

Published: 1975 (This version 2013)

Genre: YA fiction

 

What I liked about this story was the love that Danny and his father have for one another. It was often sweet and delightful, especially his dad teaching him to fix cars. 

 

The narrator did a great job.

 

I had never read this book before and I didn't like it very well. My primary dislike wasn't just the focus on poaching; it was an obsessive idolization of poaching. His dad (and some of the other characters) almost seemed like drug addicts in their fixation on poaching. I understand the "little guy" perspective toward the rich, selfish landowner . . . and I even agree with people hunting for food to stave off starvation . . . but Danny himself observed that they weren't starving. It was basically theft. 

 

When his dad comes up with a scheme that involves ruining the hunt for the horrible Mr. Victor Hazell, I assume he wants to simply relocate the pheasants. No. He fully intends on keeping or giving to friends over 100 birds. I actively disliked the story at points, but Danny was a sweet kid.

Fighting Words

by Kimberly Baker Bradley

Scott County Library paperback 259 plus Author's Note, discussion questions, and acknowledgements

Published: 2020

Genre: YA realistic fiction


Wow. I already knew that I really like this author. This book didn't grab me immediately, but it drew me in more and more. Protagonist Della is ten years old and has a very saucy vocabulary. Her older sister Suki has been her closest friend and protector. Right away, Della warns us that the "bad stuff" is coming in her story as she explains about how they got to Francine's foster home. 


The "bad stuff" is bad indeed, but the unfolding of the story is so incredibly powerful. I was even intensely moved by the author's note and acknowledgements. This book is phenomenal!


Page 144: '"Not really,' I said. 'I just wondered what, you know, normal families ate.' Nevaeh's mom laughed. 'Oh, honey. There's no such thing as a normal family.'"


I love that line! What is normal, anyhow? I completely understood Della's curiosity and perspective. At ten, she knows that what her childhood has included is NOT normal to most people.


Page 175: "I told you, nobody goes into foster care for good reasons. Foster care might be better than anything you've ever had in your life so far, and it will still never be as good as what you should have had. If the family you were born into was what it should have been."


Francine is an amazing foster mom! Tough, yes, but real. And steady. And concerned about the girls. After this, when Della says what happened was her fault, Francine tries to convince her that it was NOT! It makes me sad when kids take responsibility for the horrible things that adults do.


Page 201: "The good news is, people can and do heal. They can and do get better."


We didn't see a lot of Dr. Fremont, the psychologist working with Della, but she is a gem. Her encouragement and patience helped Della to work through her fears and guilt.


Page 209: "'Not your sister,' Maybelline said. 'I hope she's well, but I'm asking about you.'"


I loved Maybelline (the lady at the grocery store deli counter)! She treated Della with respect and love!


Page 209: "'It'll probably make you glow in the dark! Nothing that color is meant to go inside your mouth.'"


I agree with Teena - Mountain Dew is not for human consumption!


Page 213: "I'd been thinking about it. Brains were shut up inside the hard bone-box that was your skull. If someone or something banged you upside the head, stands to reason your brain could be hurt. But just someone scaring you? Touching you where they shouldn't?"

'It's complicated,' Dr. Fremont said, 'but it's true.'

She said that when bad things happened to people, it could make their brains change for the worse. 'Especially if the bad things happen when you're young,' she said."


So much about how trauma affects children makes me deeply, incredibly sad. I don't understand how people can let their addictions or selfish desires harm little kids.


Page 227: "Francine said, 'I wished someone had helped me when I was Suki's age. Or yours.' She blew out a cloud of cigarette smoke. 'Wish I'd had someone on my side.'"


Francine may not be an ideal person to raise children, but her heart is most definitely in the right place. She is providing care and stability for Della and Suki . . . like she wished she'd had when she was young. This book is so full of pain and sorrow, but it's not a downer!


Page 230: "'Well, sure,' Maybelline said. 'That's why I never got one. I changed my mind more often that some people changed their underwear.'"


They're talking about tattoos and this line made me laugh! Maybelline was such a delight.


Page 245: "I said, 'Even Ms. Davonte couldn't ignore all of us.' We'd worked as a pack, all us girls. A wolf pack."


I loved that Della resisted the urge to deck Trevor and used words! (And not swear words this time.) It would be fun to discuss this book and the meaning of the title. What a fantastic part of the story! I know some girls who could learn a lot from Della's "wolf pack" analogy.


Page 259: "Standing just inside the fourth-grade classroom, I look up at Ms. Davonte. I smile. I say, 'This is to remind me of the best day of my life.'

She looks down at me. For a wonder, she smiles back. 'When was that?' she asks.

'Tomorrow,' I say.

And that right there, that's the very best part of this story."


Yes! I love the hope enmeshed in that answer. I love that Della and Suki are looking toward the future and things they would like to do. This story is beautifully and powerfully written. I may buy a copy to keep and share.

Tuesday, January 17, 2023

The Invisible Man

by H.G. Wells

Libby audiobook 6:15 hours

Read by: Scott Brick

Published: 1897 (this version 2006)

Genre: Science Fiction

 

This book is one that I had "known" only by reference to it and through reading a Great Illustrated Classics version. I'm not even sure if I've ever watched a movie version . . . and Louie tells me that listening to the audiobook doesn't "count" as reading it. Whatever. Brick did a fantastic job with the reading. Wells is a genius but this is dark!

 

Griffin is an unlikable character. The first half of the book is full of mystery and hints, but the Invisible Man is a complete jerk and treats people like garbage. The second half of the book is him telling his story to Dr. Kemp. And then we learn that he's even worse than we thought!

 

It fascinates me to think of Wells coming up with this story in the late 1800s. His imagination at what science might develop is so amazing! Griffin starts out in medical school and then switches to physics. The "explanation" of how invisibility would work is nonsense, of course, but it is still fascinating. What is interesting is how his focus and selfishness devolves into completely maniacal tyranny.

 

Kemp refers to his behaviors as "brutal self-seeking." Even when he describes being at his dad's funeral, his lack of compassion or concern for other humans is startling. He has an incredibly bad attitude and is not a sympathetic character at all! 

 

I'm glad I "read" it . . . it's another of those books that is part of our culture and has some interesting things to say about humanity. Toward the end, though, I wondered why people didn't just have flour or ashes to throw at the Invisible Man so that they could capture him more easily.

 

And the tramp becoming an innkeeper . . . the ending left many possibilities open! Wells was a genius, but he certainly saw the potential for the worst in humanity!

Tuesday, January 10, 2023

The Last Thing He Told Me

by Laura Dave

Libby eBook approx 500 pages

Published: 2021

Genre: suspense, realistic fiction


I had never heard of this author before, but the story sounded interesting. 

 

"Before Owen Michaels disappears, he smuggles a note to his beloved wife of one year: Protect her. Despite her confusion and fear, Hannah Hall knows exactly to whom the note refers—Owen’s sixteen-year-old daughter, Bailey. Bailey, who lost her mother tragically as a child. Bailey, who wants absolutely nothing to do with her new stepmother.

As Hannah’s increasingly desperate calls to Owen go unanswered, as the FBI arrests Owen’s boss, as a US marshal and federal agents arrive at her Sausalito home unannounced, Hannah quickly realizes her husband isn’t who he said he was. And that Bailey just may hold the key to figuring out Owen’s true identity—and why he really disappeared."


It took me a bit to get into it. I didn't like that the teenage Bailey was such a pill (as teenage girls can be, even without losing their birth mom at a young age.) But once I got into it, it was hard to put down. I wasn't sure how it would end . . . and it's frustrating that there are at least THIRTY pages of extra stuff at the end of the book. I was expecting more from the story, but it ends a bit abruptly (because I was anticipating more to the story). The extra stuff is good - book club discussion questions, acknowledgements, author interview, etc. But I just wasn't ready for the story to end where it did.


I may look for more books by this author. I tagged one section. "This is the thing about good and evil. They aren't so far apart - and they often start from the same valiant place of wanting something to be different." I don't agree with that line, but it made me think of politics and how often people on the extreme ends of the spectrum want to "improve" things, but have very different ideas about what that is and how to get there.

Thursday, January 05, 2023

Once Upon a Wardrobe

by Patti Callahan

Hennepin County Library hardcover 271 pages

Published: 2021

Genre: Christian Historical Fiction 


Based on C.S. Lewis and his Narnia books, this story focuses on Megs Devonshire and her little brother George. Megs is a math and physics student at Oxford. Her little brother has a sickness that will likely end his life early. A fan of The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, he asks his big sister to find out where Narnia "came from" as author Lewis is a professor at Oxford. Only Megs' love for her brother brings her to seek out the famous man. Only his way of answering questions is through telling stories about his life. Megs wants certainty. 


I enjoyed this book very much, but it was not a page-turner for me. I really enjoyed the sister and brother dynamic (even more than Megs' evolution as a character and a thinker). 


Page 99: "I watch him. The thing is, I want a miracle for George. I want something or someone like Aslan to prowl through the door and save us, save us from the sorrow and the pain and the absolute loneliness of it all." 


Part of the reason I didn't connect as much with Megs is because I am NOT a logic-focused person. I love stories and imagination. When she read to George or told him stories, I connected best with that relational aspect of her character. Wanting an Aslan, a saviour, resonates for me!


Page 120: "It took months, but Jack saved up his money, and Warnie, out of love, chipped in. Jack bought the book for fifteen schillings."


I love the brother relationship between Clive Staples / C.S. / "Jack" and his brother Warner. I love that he wanted to own a book so much that it became his focus. (This book was Twilight of the Gods). 


Another book that was raved about was Phantastes by George McDonald. This came up as SUCH a big deal, that I added a post-it note about reading it myself. I have soooo many books on my shelf already, but I'm curious. I may have to request it from the library just to appease my curiosity.


Page 154: "Warnie walks ahead as if he has somewhere to be, while Jack continues chatting. 'Every life should be guided and enriched by one book or another, don't you agree? Certainly, every formative moment in my life has been enriched or informed by a book. You must be very careful about what you choose to read - unless you want to stay stuck in your opinions and hard-boiled thoughts, you must be very careful.' "


I love the idea of going for a walk and talking and listening and thinking about meaning. 


Page 204: ". . . Jack had known that his intellect stood over his imagination, that the two hemispheres, as it were, of his mind were in sharp contrast. He realized that all he'd loved, he believed to be imaginary, and all he'd believed was real, he thought grim and meaningless.

Near dawn, Jack went home, and morning rose over the Kilns to see him a different man.

Something within him had shifted.

'Even if Christianity isn't my favorite myth,' he told Warnie,' it's the only one that is true.'"


I love when atheists come to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ! I love how the thinking and talking of the Inklings made such a difference for Lewis and others. 


Page 205: "He wants to know if it's true that there's something more when this something ends. Not whether there is a doorway in the back of his wardrobe; he know that is just a way to tell a story about something more. But maybe in the back of his life there is a place he will go, a place they will all go."


George, as young as he is, knows that his life will not be long. He wants the answer to that big question: what happens when I die? His hunger for more of Mr. Lewis' stories is deeper than mere curiosity about Narnia.


Page 218: "'Megs, every human interaction is eternally important.' He smiles, and I swear those eyes that usually twinkle are swimming with tears."


That phrase struck me - every human interaction is eternally important. I want my interactions with people to point them to Jesus. I want to glorify God each and every day, through my thoughts, words, and actions.


Page 233: ". . . I think of George in front of the fireplace asking for only this for Christmas. I think of next Christmas when George likely won't be here, and me wishing I'd taken the chance, broken through the stone wall of logic and fear."


I was so worried that Megs would not take advantage of Padraig's offer to drive her and George to see Dunluce Castle in Ireland. What a bold adventure! I loved Padraig as a character! What a delight. And I'm so glad she overcame her fears. (And I had to look up info about the castle online . . . tourist visit someday?)


Page 259: "I think the lion follows all of us around. We just have to look for him."


George has wisdom beyond his years. I love that he drew Aslan into the different scenes he drew of the stories of Jack Lewis' life.


Page 266: "I'd believed - fool that I was - that because I knew this end was coming, I was prepared, that I would not grieve as I had. As if one can pre-grieve and get it out of the way. It's not true. Grief is the price I paid for loving fiercely, and that was okay, because there was no other choice but to love fiercely and fully."


Yes. Grief is the payment for loving deeply and losing someone.


I look forward to our book club discussion in three and a half weeks!

Wednesday, January 04, 2023

The Life You've Always Wanted: Spiritual Disciplines for Ordinary People

by John Ortberg 

my personal copy, paperback, 222 plus extra material

Published: 1997

Genre: Christian Living


I was looking through my bookshelf for books to donate to Recovery Church in St. Paul. This caught my eye. Part of me wants to keep it to re-read it . . . but I have SO many books and time is limited. I probably read this twenty years ago. I marked up lots of pages. In the flyleaf, I noted the spiritual disciplines: joy! (celebration), slowing, prayer, servanthood, confession, and listening. (Do you see why I'm tempted to re-read it?!)


Page 45: "Spiritual disciplines are to life what calisthenics are to a game." This quote is in the section with the heading, "Spiritual disciplines are NOT a barometer of spirituality." (Emphasis mine.)


My hope is that this book will be an incredible blessing to someone who needs the encouragement in living a life for God. I've put this title in my Amazon cart so I can think about it / pray about it / consider doing it as a group study at my church. How ironic!


Oh! I also had a piece of paper in it that had the word "chiaroscuro" and its Merriam-Webster definition. "Kee-ar-uh-scur-oh" Chiaro (clear, light) + (o)scuro (obscure, dark). The quality of being veiled or partly in shadow, a pictorial representation in terms of light and shade.

Thursday, December 29, 2022

Becoming Muhammad Ali (a novel)

by James Patterson and Kwame Alexander

Scott County Library hardcover 308 pages

Published: 2020

Genre: YA historical fiction

Maud Hart Lovelace nominee 2022-23

 

Based on Cassius Clay's childhood and youth, the book alternates between Patterson's prose as best friend "Lucky" and Alexander's prose poetry as Ali. I was disappointed to go online after reading the book to find that this best friend was not one real person, but rather a fictional construct. Too bad, because that character served to show a better side of Ali than what I knew of him already.

 

 In the poem "Early Christmas" on page 120, I love how the surprise gift of a brand new Schwinn bicycle was set up. What a delightful gift for a youngster!


Then on page 152, the bad news happens. It reminded me rather forcefully of what I felt when Nick called me after his first night at the U of Minnesota. Ick when bad things are done to people . . . 


Page 168 - "I don't know what made him think that in a million years a black man could ever be president. In most places around where we lived, black people could hardly even vote!"


There were lots and lots of references to racism and social justice but they were not preachy or judgemental. They were just part of the consciousness of the character as he grew up seeing so much discrimination all around him.


Page 181 - 

"Boy, don't you dare blaspheme the Good Book. 

I'm just saying, I don't need church to tell me what I already know. 

What you know and what you think you know is two different things."


I love how Ali's mom stood firm on her faith and tried to get the young boxer to understand.


Page 232 - "Not many people could make Cassius Clay feel humble. But his mother did. Every day."


I'm not curious enough to do more research, but IF Ali did go with his mom to her job as a domestic and help her clean all day, that would be amazing. It is very effective in terms of the storytelling of this book.


This is another of those "liked, didn't love" books. It is a quick read and even a worthwhile read. I'm not sure how much is fact and how much is fiction.

Wednesday, December 14, 2022

The Bookshop of Secrets

By Mollie Rushmeyer

Carver County Library paperback 347 pages

Published: 2022

Genre: Christian realistic fiction

 

There were so many things to like about this book! Rushmeyer is a Minnesota novelist and has clearly spent time on the North Shore. We had a good book club discussion, even though I hadn't finished the book on time (again! What is up with me?). 

 

There is book nerdiness, a hidden treasure, a bit of romance, a lot of healing from past pain, . . . but I have so many post-it notes in it that I'm just going to jump in.

 

Page 25: "It's okay to trust again. Don't be afraid to let them in, to see you, all right? We're not meant to live in the shadows, unseen. Everybody needs to know and be known by others."

 

Dee is a wise woman. Her advice for Hope hits the mark.

 

Page 30: "Sometimes you just do things because it's the right thing to do. Helping you is my pleasure."

 

I love Mags. She was just the person to help Hope connect safely.

 

Page 107: "Attending church wasn't the definition of being a Christian. But the times in his life he least wanted to be around other believers were the times he most needed to be."

 

Ronan's faith (and wrestles with faith) were believable. He was a great character. And he was a fantastic mentor for Tate.

 

Page 126: ". . . Charlotte snatched his prosthetic leg and bounded across the beach with it. The dog's tail wagged like she thought herself the funniest animal in the world."

 

This scene made me laugh out loud. Charlotte is a German Shepherd and I could totally envision her playing keep away with Ronan's prosthesis.

 

Page 160: "He excused himself to retrieve their clothes from the dryer. As he pulled out her plaid shirt, letting the warmth soak through his arms then wrap around his chest, he couldn't help but feel her words and understanding had done the same on the inside."

 

I love the feeling of warm laundry fresh from the dryer! And the thought of that cozy feeling on the inside . . . nice!

 

Page 179: "She'd never thought helping others could start stitching up the gashes in her own heart."

 

It's amazing how helping others can transform your heart, attitude, and life!

 

Page 186: "A door, opening into a new life. Like she'd found the key to the Secret Garden. A whole beautiful world of friendships and a normal life lay inside the wall. She could glimpse it ahead."

 

I loved the literary allusions! There were plenty. The Dusty Jackets book shop offered a great setting.

 

Page 196: "Ronan didn't mind that Hope and Tate took their time at the ice cream stand next to Granny's Cafe' . . . "

 

Why did the author not just call it by name? Grandma's is a Duluth institution.

 

Page 264: "Who needs normal anyway? None of us are normal, so you fit right in."

 

Mags again. She was great. So was Kat.

 

Page 264: "Her name. One truth bomb at a time . . . "

 

Somehow I just liked the idea of a "truth bomb" and only one at a time . . . 

 

Page 328: "Don't judge based on one conversation or misunderstanding."

 

Dee's wise advice again.

 

Page 329: "As if her life was a jug of broken pottery and she had to find all of the fitting pieces to glue it back together, but half the pieces were missing. God was the potter. He was making something new. In her. Patiently molding her a new story, a new life filled to the brim with goodness and love. He hadn't abandoned her to her own devices . . . "


Yes! We need to trust God and let HIM do the hard work.


Page 346: I loved Ulysses' letter to Hope. I loved that he wrote it when he had some mental clarity.


This was a lovely book. I'm not sure why it took me so darn long to finish!


Also had pirates, sex trafficking, lighthouses, community pariahs, food and cooking, and a whole lot more.

Sammy and Juliana in Hollywood

by Benjamin Alire Saenz

Libby audiobook 9 hours

Read by Robert Ramirez

Published: 2006

Genre: YA historical realistic fiction


Set in 1968, this story was intriguing in some ways. Lots of foreshadowing at the start, some interesting character development, . . . but way way way too much swearing for me. Lots of F bombs and other harsh language. It was realistic but incredibly unpleasant to listen to. I got about a third of the way through the book (3+ hours) and decided it was okay to stop listening. 


I liked how smart and sensitive Sammy's dad was. I liked Sammy's different perspective on life (compared to his peers). I liked learning what the foreshadowing was leading to . . . even though I didn't like what it led to.


Audiobook thing - "Beefas" ??? Is that the kid's name?

James and the Giant Peach

by Roald Dahl

Libby audiobook 3 hours 

Read by Jeremy Irons

Published: 1961 (this version, 2004)

Genre: children's fantasy


When I was a kid, I loved this book. I think it was the idea of a giant peach with tunnels and hidey holes running through it . . . I liked the idea of attics, forts, and other hideouts.


When I was a mom with young kids and I read it to them, I was horrified! The two aunts were absolutely wicked in how they treated young James. I don't know if I even finished reading the book to my children. And the aunts get smashed to death by the peach! What kind of children's book . . . 


I got this audiobook because I spend a lot of time in my car. It's nice to have stories to listen to. Jeremy Irons has an amazing voice. 


This story is too ridiculous for me, though. James' mom and dad are eaten by a charging rhino in "35 seconds flat" . . . ? Um. Don't think that is a thing that a rhino escaping from the London Zoo could or would do.


Aunt Sponge and Aunt Spiker were as horrible as I remembered. Poor James! To become an orphan and then to be treated so abusively by his guardians . . . sad.


The seagulls (500 tethered to the peach - logistics?), crossing the Atlantic in one night, living in Central Park in the peach pit, . . . this story is just too bizarre. And the centipede is an obnoxious jerk.


Anthropomorphic stuff . . . poems and songs / limericks . . . the Cloudmen (I don't remember this from earlier reading.) Interesting. Weird.

Matilda

by Roald Dahl

Libby audiobook 4 hours

read by Kate Winslet

Published: 1988 (this version, 2013)

Genre: children's fantasy


I've read this before and have seen the movie, but it's been a long time. I enjoyed it more than I expected. 


I didn't remember Mrs. Phelps, the librarian. I loved that she was compassionate, encouraging, and discreet. She was an excellent character!


The voice work was fantastic, of course. Kate Winslet! It was weird, though, that Miss Honey seemed to have an Irish lilt. And Miss Trunchbull was so darn loud. I kept having to turn the volume down, then I couldn't hear the next part. The producer should have taken better care of volume control. It was frustrating.


When Miss Honey invites Matilda into her home for tea, I couldn't help think that there's NO WAY a teacher can do that nowadays. Later in this scene, I liked that Matilda become aware of Miss Honey's poverty. I think it's been too long since I last read this, because my brain kept "seeing" the movie and the actors. 


I find that I like the book version much, much better. (Though I adore the work that Danny DeVito and Rhea Pearlman do as Matilda's awful parents.)

Wednesday, December 07, 2022

Punch with Judy

by Avi

Libby audiobook 4 hours

Published: 1997 (this version 2013)

Read by: Johnny Heller

Genre: YA historical fiction

 

I felt as though I had read this book before, but couldn't find a summary on my blog. It's not the best example of the orphan boy joining a traveling sideshow. Set in 1870 on the East Coast of the United States, our protagonist is taken in by Mr. McSnead and his Merry Men. Mr. McSnead's daughter Judy is also in the show, dancing on a horse's back. He gives the new boy the name "Punch" as an allusion to the Punch and Judy puppet shows. (I hadn't realized that Punch and Judy has been around for hundreds of years!)

 

In part 3, Twig describes the different types of humor. I found it very interesting!

 

A bit later, Twig says, "Who the devil cares what your plans are, you misbegotten imitation of a wooden stick?!" to Horatio. That made me laugh. And stop the story to listen again and jot down the insult.

 

The cruelty that some of the adults showed toward Punch was just incredibly sad. As an orphan, he needed compassion and kindness, not cruelty.

Brave Like That

 by Lindsey Stoddard

Libby eBook 419 pages

Published: 2020

Genre: YA realistic fiction

Maud Hart Lovelace nominee 2022-23


There are things I liked about this book, but I had to push myself to read it. Perhaps it just wasn't the right book at the right time for me. Ironic that it didn't resonate strongly for me, but I highlighted a lot of passages!


Firefighters, football, music, a grandma with a stroke, adoption, stray pup, peer groups, middle school, kindness, . . . this book had a lot of themes and topics!


I like that Cyrus was adopted by Brooks Olson, firefighter, after being abandoned on the firehouse steps. 


Chapter 3: "No one knows that, except for the pictures, I can't even read two pages of that playbook and keep the words in my brain long enough to understand them all together. Because that's a secret, and I guess I'm actually kind of a star at keeping it that way. I made it all the way to the sixth grade without anyone finding out."


It's always so sad to me when people can't read / comprehend writing. And it's worse when they have developed workarounds so that people around them don't know and don't help them. 


Chapter 3: "I take off my helmet so I can get a real sip of water, and I pop in an orange slice too. It tastes so good, and if football were all huddles and halftime breaks, talking about the game and the plays, and eating fruit, I'd probably be MVP."


It was hard to see how much Cyrus didn't want to play football when there were so many pressures on him to participate.


Chapter 7: "Even though I've never straight-out lied to Dad and I'm starting to get that uneasy feeling in my stomach, I keep walking toward the door . . . " 


Trust the gut! Lying just drags you down and makes you feel worse!


Chapter 7 - when the "7" - kids walking dogs from the Humane Society in the woods breathe in deeply and chime, "Cheerios!" It made me laugh. I love the smell of the Malt-O-Meal plant when I'm in Northfield! Some of the setting details were delightful because I know and like Northfield. The author did a great job with this.


Chapter 8: "Both times I was pretty good at walking the other way and pretending I didn't know them or what was going on. It left that feeling in my stomach, though, to know that they were doing something bad and even though I wasn't a part of it, I kind of was."


Cyrus is describing a couple of times his childhood friends Marcus and Shane had done something wrong. Their negative behaviors definitely escalate over the course of the story and cause Cyrus to need to take a stand for what he believes in.


Throughout the story, Cyrus struggles with his true thoughts and feelings versus what he thinks his dad, teachers, and peers expect of him. His lies to his dad snowball until he's ready to burst.


Chapter 19: ". . .I'm wondering if maybe the older you get the less you care if others think you look funny or not."


For many of us, that's true. I love Cy's grandma and the connection the two of them share. Her stroke has impaired her, but they communicate simply. 


Overall, it's a really good story. I think Cyrus standing up for Eduardo (and getting to keep Parker) are my favorite parts. 


I did write down the titles of the books that Cy's English teacher read to the class, but now I can't find where I wrote them down . . . grr.

 ???

Calvin Can't Fly by Jennifer Berne

Oliver Button Is a Sissy by Tomie diPaolo

Red: A Crayon's Story by Michael Hall

Each Kindness by Jacqueline Woodson 


I'd like to get these books and read them. (As of 2/6/23, I've read the first two. I may or may not track down the other two. I do find it interesting and often helpful to use picture books in working with teens. They're short and give ample opportunities to discuss concepts.)


Monday, December 05, 2022

The Great British Baking Show Love to Bake

 with recipes by Paul Hollywood, Prue Leith,  & the bakers

Hennepin County Library hardcover 288 pages

Published: 2020

Genre: cookbook


I confess I did not read this book in its entirety. There was a lot here - foreword, introduction, meet the bakers, etc. After the recipes, there was a picture directory of all the bakes. They were sorted by savory, gluten-free, etc. 

 

The recipes were fun to look through and I picked the Ricciarelli. The vanilla paste was a bit challenging, but Nick encouraged me to just use vanilla extract. They were a bit moist, but they turned out fine.

 

Changing from grams to ounces or cups was interesting. Celsius to Fahrenheit was easy. The cookies were pretty tasty, but I would add more lemon in the future.

 

The photographs were fantastic. My daughter-in-law Angela owns this book, so I can return this to the library.

Tuesday, November 29, 2022

Educated

by Tara Westover

Libby audiobook 12 hours

read by Julia Whelan

Published: 2018

Genre: memoir

 

I had heard about this briefly when it was released. How does someone who never went to school go to college then Cambridge? And become a celebrated author. It was a very interesting and disturbing book. Her Mormon parents were survivalists with extreme views on just about everything (especially her father). He was anti-public school, anti-doctor, anti-government . . . and a challenging person by her account.

 

I found myself wanting to hear her siblings' stories. She gave them different names . . . Tyler and Richard were kinder to her. Shawn (Sean?) was the worst. 

 

I finished this last week. Since I listened to it instead of reading a "print" version, I don't have notes. 

 

I'm sad that her dad had such a hateful view of God's Word and apparently missed out on the Gospel message that Jesus lived and taught. (Does the book of Mormon include the gospels?)

Saturday, November 12, 2022

The Body in the Library

by Agatha Christie

Libby audiobook 5 hours

Read by: Stephanie Cole

Published: 1942 (this version 2012)

Genre: murder mystery


I am very confident I have read this book before, but I could not find a blog entry for it. I didn't actually remember who the murderer was, though I had vague recollections about the guilty parties. The vocal work was excellent. This was a wonderful Miss Marple story. I love how she solved the case! 


A dead blond is found in Colonel and Mrs. Bantry's library. The horrid gossips are sure that Colonel Bantry was complicit and murmured about him having an affair. Awful people! Then Dolly Bantry "enjoying" "her" murder . . . what a character! But really, she was cognizant of how the gossip and ill will would affect her husband. 


Ruby Keene and Pamela Reeves are both dead; what's the connection. Conway Jefferson's son-in-law Mark Gaskell and his daughter-in-law Adelaide Jefferson both have the most to gain from the death of Ruby, but they have air-tight alibis. Or do they? The "movie man" Basil Blake also seems suspicious but has an alibi. Or does he?

 

I enjoyed this story, though Miss Marple's tendency to find evil in human nature can be a bit disconcerting.

The World Is Flat: A Brief History of The Twenty-First Century

by Thomas L. Friedman

Given to me by ISD 112, hardcover, 571 pages

Updated and Expanded release 2.0

Published: 2005, 2006

Genre: Non-fiction, globalization

 

I read this over fifteen years ago! It was the book my professional learning community chose. It was startling for me and I didn't finish the last fifty pages. So it has been sitting on my "to read" shelf. It sat. And sat. Now I want to get rid of it and resist the temptation to re-read the entire book to blog it!

 

I had a few notes in the book. The world is shrinking and flattening. Globalization 1.0 (1492 - approx. 1800), 2.0 (1800-2000), and 3.0 is now. The ten forces that flattened the world were:

#1 -  11/9/89 (when the Berlin Wall came down and the Windows went up / opened up free market capitalism / technology windows open

#2 - 8/9/95 - When Netscape went

#3 - Work flow software

#4 - Open-sourcing

#5 - Outsourcing

#6 - Offshoring

#7 - Supply-chaining

#8 - Insourcing

#9 - In-forming

#10 - The steroids

 

I don't remember what all of these refer to, but I do remember thinking that WalMart and other companies have changed the world for the worse.

 

I remember being upset about the course that the world is taking, yet I do appreciate many of the things that technology and change have made possible (or easier or more affordable). This is a thinking book! (But already outdated? Covid has changed a lot of things about our world.) 


From my reading log (undated):

I read most of this during Fall 2006. It was frustrating to listen on CD (old version & new) and read parts of it (old & new) and have some major overlap, but also know that I was missing some! Grrr. Should have just gotten my own copy when the learning community adopted this title.




 

 

Vampiric Vacation

by Kiersten White

Sinister Summer book 2

Libby audiobook 6 hours

read by: Keylor Leigh

Published: 2022


I really enjoy these books. I don't usually gravitate toward "dark" themed stories, but hers are so fun! The Sinister-Winterbottom children have been left at a "spa" by their Aunt. I love the alliteration, the cleverness in wordplay. The characters are interesting. I already want to read the next book! (But Camp Creepy doesn't come out until next year.)


Where are their parents?

What's the deal with Aunt Saffronia?

Why don't they remember things (like how they got from the waterpark to the Sanguine Spa without stopping at their aunt's house to pack their bags)?

What are they supposed to be finding / doing?


They have the stopwatch / timer from Fathoms of Fun. I can't remember what they found this time! (The will for the Sanguine Spa? Leaving everything to Mina and Lucy instead of the Count?) I've been reading other people's reviews on Goodreads . . . I don't agree that it's just like A Series of Unfortunate Events. Similar, in some ways. But that series irritated me so much! This one is clever and has more levels to it. (IMO) I really like the different characters and their attitudes - it's welcoming to so many different kinds of young readers. Okay, it's light, frothy, fun, but I like it! (Raisins are truly evil? :-))


Uh oh! "Edgaren't" got away with their locked books! And Quincy Van Helsing is his niece! Cue the dramatic music . . .

The Caine Mutiny

by Herman Wouk

Libby ebook 1,769 pages (on my phone in my font size . . . )

Published: 1951 (this version 2013)

Genre: historical fiction, WWII, navy

 

I try to read at least one "classic" work each year. I recognize so many titles and yet have so many unread! This one was interesting on a variety of levels . . . it's a war story, a coming-of-age story, a love story . . . and a study of human nature.

 

Willie Keith is the protagonist. Wealthy, spoiled, immature. He plays piano and doesn't have much drive. He's a mama's boy who's in for an awakening when joining the US Navy during wartime.

 

Most of the time, I enjoyed the story. Finishing it on Veteran's Day (11/11/22) was ironic. I was subbing and one hour was a panel discussion with members of each branch of the military. I didn't have time to talk with any of the Navy guys, but I wonder how much of the tedious rule-following and quirky leadership translates from WWII to today.

 

Chapter 6: Willie's dad sends him a letter which is pretty amazing in its entirety, but I noted this one part. (Willie is out at sea.)

 

It seems to me that you're very much like our whole country - young, näive, spoiled and softened by abundance and good luck, but with an interior hardness that comes from your sound stock. This country of ours consists of pioneers, after all, . . . people who had the gumption to get up and go and make themselves better lives in a new world.

 

That observation seems to stand true today. Yet more people (of many ages) seem to be much more negative and much less determined to make better lives. (Or perhaps less certain about what a better life entails.)

 

Chapter 6:  Also from dad's letter:


I ought to fill up a dozen more sheets, and yet I feel you are pretty good at getting your way - and in other matters any words I might write would make little sense, without your own experience to fill the words with meaning. Remember this, if you can - there is nothing, nothing more precious than time. You probably feel you have a measureless supply of it, but you haven't. Wasted hours destroy your life just as surely at the beginning as at the end - only at the end it becomes more obvious.


This part almost made me cry. Time is precious. I have zero regrets about the time I spent just sitting with my mom holding her hand at the end of her life. I wish we had much more of Willie's dad in this book! He goes on in his letter to talk about religion and the Bible. 

 

"It's (The Old Testament) the core of all religion, I think, and there is a lot of everyday wisdom in it. You have to be able to recognize it. That takes time. Meantime get familiar with the words. You'll never regret it. I came to the Bible as I did to everything in life, too late."


Chapter 8: I learned a new word. Usually, I can use context clues to figure it out. Not so much this time. Another sailor is sharing too explicitly.


"Willie was first amused, then disgusted, then fiercely bored, but there seemed no way to turn off the sailor's cloacal drone."


Blogger just put a red squiggle line under "cloacal," but didn't offer a spelling suggestion. So of course I googled the definition! "cloaca: a common cavity at the end of the digestive tract for the release of both excretory and genital products in vertebrates (except most mammals) and certain invertebrates. Specifically, the cloaca is present in birds, reptiles, amphibians, most fish, and monotremes." Colloquially, it's sewage.


Chapter 9: The officers on the ship are shooting the breeze. Keefer (the novelist) is pontificating.


"The nub of this Pacific war is the duel of flying machines. Everything else is as routine as the work of milkmen and filing clerks. All uncertainty and all decision rides with the carriers."


It didn't really surprise me that much of what the sailors did was routine and even boring. "Action" is not desirable in my book, but I know that time can drag when everything is going smoothly. Most of the action for the men on the Caine had to do with the commanding officer DeVriess, then Queeg, provided most of this story's drama.


Chapter 9: Captain DeVriess and the officers are talking. Tom Keefer, Maryk, Tom's brother Roland, and other men are discussing the routine life. DeVriess suggests that Tom ask for a transfer (again) and he'll approve it. Keefer was not optimistic.


"I've given up. This ship is an outcast, manned by outcasts, and named for the great outcast of mankind. My destiny is the Caine. It's the purgatory for my sins."


A few paragraphs later: 


The captain regarded Keefer admiringly. "That's the literary mind for you. I never thought of Caine being a symbolic name - "

"The extra e threw you off, Captain. God always likes to veil his symbols a bit, being, among His other attributes, the perfect literary artist."


And many pages later when Keefer is helping Willie to learn some new ways to speed up his work flow:


"The Navy is a master plan designed by geniuses for execution by idiots. If you're not an idiot, but find yourself in the Navy, you can only operate well be pretending to be one."


Ouch. I wonder how Navy folks feel about this perspective? And if things have changed in the last seventy years.


Chapter 10: This was one of those huge red flags that made me think "Oh no!"


Willie took the message and glanced at it. "Okay, okay. I'll break it in a few minutes." He thrust the sheet in his pocket and looked to sea."


Of course he forgot about it. And it was important. And Captain Queeg was on his way to assume command of the Caine.


Chapter 16: The whole Willie and May relationship was so up and down and back and forth. When he's on leave and they succumb to passion, it wasn't really surprising. But this sentence caught my attention!


It happened; and it happened the more easily because they had both read lots of books which dismissed the rules as pretty primitive taboos and asserted that all morals were relative to time and place.


Wow. Ouch. That was written in 1951. This sentiment . . . is painful to me. Not just premarital sex, but the idea that morals are relative. 


Chapter 32: When Willie is talking to May about the future and she suggests that he become a teacher, he responds with the old adage about those who can, do; those who can't, teach. I HATE THAT ADAGE! But I love May's response.


"The world couldn't exist without teachers."


Chapter 32: When Willie is struggling with his feelings for May and her response, the author makes an observation I like.


He had no way of recognizing the very common impulse of a husband to talk things over with his wife.


Willie was often quite clueless, even after he grew up (especially post-typhoon).


Chapter 33: The court martial trial was interesting but also kind of anti-climatic.


Every officer past the rank of junior-grade lieutenant had served, at one time or another, under an oppressive eccentric. It was simply a hazard of military life.


If that's true, that is kind of sad. Leadership is not easy, but it is vitally important in every human group (family, school, business, government, military, etc.)


Chapter 38: Commanding a vessel. Now that Tom Keefer has become the captain of the Caine, he has some sympathy for Queeg.


It's the loneliest, most oppressive job in the whole world. It's a nightmare, unless you're an ox. You're forever teetering along a tiny path of correct decisions and good luck that meanders through an infinite gloom of possible mistakes.


Chapter 40: When Willie becomes captain at the end of the story, he again wants to talk with May. He makes an interesting observation. Going to his new quarters, he thinks of the time he went over a velvet rope at the palace of Versailles and laid on Napoleon's bed.


He was reminded of that now as he stretched out on the bunk of Captain Queeg. He smiled at the association, but he understood it. Queeg was once for all the grand historical figure in his life. Not Hitler, not Tojo, but Queeg.

 

So much of our own experience informs our perspective on history. This reminds me of reading Trevor Noah's book Born a Crime. Many children in South Africa have names like Hitler because that wasn't as offensive as other names like Cecil Rhodes or Leopold. (I just went back and read over my blog entry of that book.) I'm not a history nerd, but I do like to think about things like this. To me, WWII seems like such recent history even though I wasn't alive yet. To young people, I think it seems like old history, along with all the other things they learn about in school (The Great Depression, The American Revolution, etc.)


Chapter 40: I love how Wouk made observations about life and experiences. When Willie knows that he is headed home to decommission the Caine, he is somewhat philosophical.


He spend long night hours on the bridge when there was no need of it. The starts and the sea and the ship were slipping from his life. In a couple of years he would no longer be able to tell time to the quarter hour by the angle of the Big Dipper in the heavens. He would forget the exact number of degrees of offset that held the Caine on course in a cross sea. All the patterns fixed in his muscles, like the ability to find the speed indicator buttons in utter blackness, would fade. This very wheelhouse itself, familiar to him as his own body, would soon cease to exist. It was a little death toward which he was steaming.


This took me a long time to read, but it was worth it. Now when I hear references to Captain Queeg, I'll think of a despotic and petty leader who fixates on control and lacks common sense and wisdom.

 

 

Tuesday, November 08, 2022

Boy: Tales of Childhood

by Roald Dahl

Libby audiobook 3 hours

Published: 1984 (this version 2013)

Read by: Dan Stevens

Genre: non-fiction memoir


I know I've read this before, but since I can't find a blog entry for it, it must have been prior to 2007 or one I just didn't write about.


Roald Dahl tells stories from his childhood. These stories make it abundantly clear where some of his stories and characters come from! He encountered a lot of awful people in his childhood. I'm glad his mom was lovely. The fact that she saved all his letters (from boarding school, college, his first job abroad, etc.) is so very sweet. 


The narrator did a lovely job. This is a wonderful memoir.

In the Heart of the Sea: The Tragedy of the Whaleship Essex

by Nathaniel Philbrick

Scott County Library paperback 238 pages plus notes, bibliography, etc.

Published: 2000

Genre: non-fiction, survival


I'm not intentionally reading books about cannibalism, but this one involved that topic again. (It also made mention of the soccer players of Alive who crashed in the Andes Mountains in 1972.) I don't remember why I wanted to read this, but I know that I have not yet been able to read Moby Dick. I've tried. It doesn't appeal to me. Yet it was inspired by this real life story of the whaleship Essex.


Philbrick is a very good author, but this book wasn't my cup of tea. It was informative and even interesting, but I'll just make note of my post-its.


Page 9: "Pacifist killers, plain-dressed millionaires, the whalemen of Nantucket were simply fulfilling the Lord's will."


It's interesting how he juxtaposed their Quaker faith with their capitalist mindset. 


Page 16: "First I cry for his departure, then laugh because I'm free."


This is the last line of a poem Eliza Brock recorded in her journal. It's called the "Nantucket Girl's Song." This whole section talks about the women of the island. Left alone for so many months (and years) at a time, they raised the children and were strong, independent people. Lucretia Mott was from Nantucket! The "three-years-away, three-months-at-home rhythm of the whale fishery" sounds awful to me. But it definitely shaped a lot of lives in interesting ways.


Page 23: "If he bungled a job, it was a 'foopaw,' an apparent corruption of the French faux pas . . . If someone was cross-eyed, he was 'born in the middle of the week and looking both ways for Sunday.'"


I love language! This section on some of the peculiarities of 1800s Nantucket whalers' speech made me smile.


Page 46/47: There was a two-page map of the voyage of the Essex. What a route! From Nantucket Island to the Azores to just off the coast of Africa and on to Cape Horn. I marked this map so I could refer back to it periodically. It made me think of how incredible the Panama Canal was in altering shipping routes. (Later, I marked page 179 which showed the different whaleboats and their probable routes.) Too bad they didn't go to Tahiti! It would have been so much easier and they might all have survived.


Page 54: "And as any hunter knows, killing takes some getting used to."


The descriptions of hunting, killing, and dismembering the whales completely turned my stomach. I think if I were up close to a process like that, I might become a vegetarian.


Page 81: "As they pulled themselves up off the deck, Chase and his men had good reason to be amazed. Never before, in the entire history of the Nantucket whale fishery, had a whale been known to attack a ship."


I love how Philbrick built the story from so many different references. First mate Chase left his account, young Thomas Nickerson told the same tale from a different perspective. It was very interesting to learn about this whale attack and what else might have gone on. 


Page 132: "Until this point, it had been the African Americans, specifically the sixty-year-old Richard Peterson, who had led the men in prayer. This was not uncommon at sea. White sailors often looked to blacks and their evangelical style of worship as sources of religious strength, especially in times of peril."


Philbrick pointed out many times the racial issues and how the men were treated differently. Racism isn't over . . .


Page 195: "'I found religion not only useful,' he later wrote, 'but absolutely necessary to enable me to bear up under these severe trials.'"


This is from Thomas Chappel, who was the idiot who had started an island on fire earlier in the voyage. He definitely learned through his adversity.


Page 235: "It is not whaling, of course, that brings the tourists to the island, but the romantic glorification of whaling - the same kind of myths that historically important places all across America have learned to shine and polish to their economic advantage."


I've never been to Nantucket Island, but I can picture how it's pretty much just a tourist trap at this point. Why would you want to "romanticize" whaling? Yuk.


This book was interesting and well-written. Here are my notes from while I was reading:




The Ghost and the Mystery Writer

by Bobbi Holmes

Libby audiobook 9 hours

Read by: Romy Nordlinger

Published: 2018

Genre: Murder mystery, paranormal

 

I thought about abandoning this book, but hit the tipping point where I wanted to find out what happened. There were so many allusions to previous events and people that I felt as though it must be a series book. (Yep. This is #9 in the Haunting Danielle series.)

 

SO. Many. Food. and Eating. Scenes. With so much detail! "He popped a french fry in his mouth." "She carefully wiped her mouth with the napkin and set it down." I love food. I love eating. I realized that I do not love reading lots of food scene detail that does not really advance the story.

 

I *loved* Walt the ghost! He's probably my favorite character. I wish there'd been even more of the scene with him and the chief's son. 

 

The woman murdered under the pier . . . the real details and reasons seem a bit muddy. I think if I'd read the entire series from the start, I'd have a better sense of what's at stake.

 

Interesting. Well read. Not a "must read" for me . . . 

Sunday, November 06, 2022

Miscellaneous notes . . .

I don't remember which stor(ies) these came from, but I had a paper with reading notes on it:

 

Exasperated vs. Exacerbated -  I recently listened to an audiobook that mixed up these two words. They MEANT one but used the other. Since I was listening, I don't know what was printed on the page. But these two words mean different things!


 

"Forgetful borrowing" - this was kind of funny. A character left a place with something in hand . . . technically stealing it, but calling it "forgetful borrowing" with the intention of returning it.



"windy" (short i) vs. "windy" (long i) . . . this was so crazy! Again, it was an audiobook. They talked about the "windy river" but it was curving back and forth, not gusting air. The reader referred to it as "windy" (rhymes with "Cindy"). Aggravating!

At Bertram's Hotel

by Agatha Christie

Libby audiobook 7 hours

Read by: ???

Published: 1965 (this version 2012)

Genre: murder mystery


This is theoretically a "Miss Marple" mystery, but it wasn't really focused on her. She rocks! When Chief Inspector Davy (aka "Father") talked with her and realized her perception, those were the best parts of the book. Incidentally, Father was a great character! Deceptively laid back, he was an astute investigator.


Canon Pennyfather . . . dementia? WHY isn't anyone intervening?


Elvira - 17 yo? 19? death concern . . . not sure if she's the mastermind or an innocent bystander


Very interesting story with lots of characters. I enjoyed it but it's not one of my favorite Christie mysteries. The vocal work was great, even though I don't know who did it!

Wednesday, November 02, 2022

Long Way Home

by Lynn Austin

Hennepin County Library hardcover  371 pages

Published: 2022

Genre: Christian Historical Fiction (WWII)


We had a wonderful book club meeting about this book last week. I was late because I had to finish reading it! Such a good book! It alternated between Peggy's story in 1946 and Gisela in 1938 (both stories moved forward from that point in time and connected, of course, by the end of the book). I marked a LOT of pages and I need to get this back to the library.


Page 29: a conversation between a young Peggy and her neighbor Jimmy

"The minister prays for sick people every Sunday and asks God to heal them, right? But some of them die anyway. My mama went to Mass every week and lit candles when she prayed, yet she and our baby both died. Why do people pray if God doesn't answer them?"

Jimmy let out a long whistle. He took off his cap and scratched his head. "I'm not sure I'm qualified to answer that," he'd replied, "but I'll tell you what I do know." He settled his cap on his head again. "Praying isn't only about asking for a bunch of things on a list. It's about talking to God the same way you talk to someone you love, telling Him what's bothering you and thanking Him for the good things He gives us. God really likes hearing what we have to say. And we feel better after talking with Him."


There's more to this conversation, but I love how Austin brings up ideas that people genuinely struggle with and shines a light on what prayer is. 


Page 109: Peggy's thoughts as her dad's girlfriend tries to insinuate that Peggy should go with Joe.


I opened my mouth to explain that we were trying to help Jimmy get well, then closed it again. Why bother? Donna was writing her own version of this story and probably envisioned us riding off into the sunset on Joe's motorcycle. I wanted to tell her that Joe Fiore might be charming and good-looking, but he drank too much. And I'd spent a lifetime with people who drank too much.


I'm glad that Peggy had open eyes and a good idea of what she wanted out of life. The Bennetts had a huge impact on this neighbor girl's life!


Page 121: Although I preferred Peggy's storyline to Gisela's, both women were fantastic characters. In this scene, Gisela and Sam are commiserating as Belgium is in danger of being overrun with Nazis. 


"All we have is today, Sam. That's true whether there's a war or not. We have our families and each other and we're together. We have enough food to eat and a roof over our heads, and that's all that we need for now. It isn't up to you or Vati or anyone else to figure out a way to save us. God was the One who parted the Red Sea, not Moses and not us."

 

Her faith in God was definitely shaken by what she experienced in being persecuted, but she and Sam bolstered one another throughout their ordeal. (Side note: thinking of a young Jewish girl's sixteenth birthday in Berlin on Kristallnacht . . . how horrifying!)

 

 

Page  181: When Gisela met with Sister Veronica to help her little sister Ruthie go into hiding.


"If there's anything else we can do to help you," Sister Veronica told Sam, "I hope you won't hesitate to ask."

"I don't have words to tell you how deeply grateful I am," Sam replied. "I don't know anything about the Christian faith, but the Christians I've met have been unfailingly kind to us in our time of crisis, taking great risks to hide us, giving us money and food, even when both have been scarce."

"It's what our Savior taught us to do," the nun said with a smile. "You can come to me anytime. . . . "


I love Sister Veronica! Yes, that's what our Savior teaches - to help those in need!


Page 192: When Peggy goes to help the horse Persephone give birth and has to get her hands inside to turn the foal . . . I thought of my daughter-in-law! It made me smile. People who love animals are often very kind and loving people.


Page 197: Peggy talks with Dr. Greenberg, who knew Jimmy during the war. 


"May I ask you one more question? You saw the same things that Jimmy did day after day - how were you able to get past the war and resume your life again? Because Jimmy hasn't been able to do that."

Again, he took a moment to reply. "It helped that I had a job and a family waiting for me back home. Both required my full attention and didn't leave me much time to contemplate the horrors I'd seen. I'd also had the unfortunate experience of losing patients before the war. It never gets easy, but it destroys any illusions one has about the permanence of life and the finality of death. Jim may not have been prepared for those lessons."


"Any illusions one has about the permanence of life and the finality of death" - this line really grabbed me. So often, we drift along in a cloud of blissful ignorance about how precious and short life is.


Page 243: Peggy met with Art Davis, who served as a medic with Jimmy as they liberated a concentration camp.


"We eventually set up a hospital in the former SS barracks and attended to the survivors who were closest to death. Jim would look each person in the eye, and he would ask their name. He would remember them all, too, and call everyone by name whenever he took care of them. They had been treated like animals for so long, Jim said, that he wanted to let them know they were still living people with names and a soul. He said we needed to restore their dignity and humanity as much as we needed to restore their bodies."


Oh my. Dignity and humanity. As precious as food and rest.


Page 266: It was easy to dislike Donna! Peggy is an amazing young woman. She's talking to her dog, Buster (aka "Tripod").


"This is only temporary. I'll find us a place to live - I promise." I heard him whine as I hurried away and tried with all my heart not to hate Donna. A desert began to grow inside me as I drove across town to my lonely room in the guesthouse. Grief howled through my heart like a savage wind. I hadn't felt this bad since Mama and our baby died. It was one thing to leave home voluntarily and quite another to be pushed out of the only home I'd ever known. I felt unloved. Unworthy of love.


Austin is such a good writer! She evokes moods and inspires ideas.


Page 319: the whole page . . . Jim explaining to Gisela about losing his faith in God. 


"I can't shake off the darkness that I've experienced over here, and I don't want to bring that darkness home with me. I love them (his parents) too much to contaminate their idyllic world with the world of my nightmares. I'll go home for a visit and see them briefly, but I don't want to stay there and poison them."


If you haven't read this book, you really should! It is full of heartbreak and joy, doubt and faith.


Page 349: Peggy has a heart to heart with Jimmy. Again, this whole section is great and I'm just sharing a tiny excerpt. Go, Peggy!


"What if every Christian had written a letter to the president, offering to take one of those families on that ship home with them?"


She's talking about the real life event when a ship filled with 900 refugees escaped Nazis, only to be turned away from Cuba and the United States. She's talking about each one of us doing what we can to make a difference. She's talking about the importance of caring and not turning aside in indifference. It makes me think about a lot of recent historical events . . . what am I doing to make a difference?


Page 350: Still Peggy and Jimmy talking.


"The people wanted Hitler as their leader and they got him. Americans chose to turn our backs on Hitler's evil until one day it was out of control. If we learn anything at all from this horrible war, it's that followers of Jesus need to speak up and to act."


Yes! Amen, sister!


Page 353: Bill, Jimmy, and Peggy went up into the mountains for a view, fresh air, and a chance to talk. This time Bill brought it!


"Of course, the spiritual realm is invisible. God's actions behind the scenes are invisible. So all we had to rely on was what we were seeing. But our enemy wasn't just the Nazis. Satan's ploy is to spread evil throughout the world and let it drive a wedge between us and God. His evil is most painful and most dangerous when it seems purposeless to us. When we can't see how God can possibly bring anything good from it."


I almost dislike using these excerpts because there's so much more context and detail in the book!


Page 370: Jimmy shares with Peggy the slip of paper Bill had given him in that big mountaintop conversation.


"I've always wondered. What was written on that paper Chaplain Bill gave you to carry in your pocket? I remember that he told you to use it like a splint for your broken spirit."

Jimmy stopped walking and reached into his shirt pocket, then handed me the wrinkled, tattered page. "I still carry it and read it every day."


It was Romans 8:38-39! Scripture has power!




Sunday, October 30, 2022

The Sittaford Mystery

by Agatha Christie

Libby audiobook 2 hours

Read by: full cast (dramatized)

Published: 1931 (as "The Murder at Hazelmoor"), this version 2010

Genre: murder mystery


I usually really like Agatha Christie AND full cast adaptations. This one didn't work for me, though. Not sure if it was because of the role of the seance or that I thought the killer's motive was too much of a stretch, or I wasn't in the mood for this story. Perhaps I wasn't listening very carefully because I turned to Wikipedia to figure out the story line. 


As usual in a Christie mystery, there were LOTS of characters and things going on. The seance, the family that rented a house in an out-of-the-way part of the country, a huge snowstorm, a sudden death, an escaped convict . . . and the young fiancee of the accused killer is the one who solves the mystery. Oh. And the reporter working with her to uncover the truth (for a scoop, of course) declares his love for her and expects her to run off with him.


Not the best Christie story I've ever encountered.

 

City Spies

by James Ponti

Maud Hart Lovelace 2022-23 award nominee

Libby eBook (pages depends on device and size of font!)

Published: 2020

Genre: YA spy fiction

 

This was a delightful read. Sara Martinez is in family court because her plan to expose her foster parents' fraud has backfired on her. She is rescued by "Mother," the man who leads the special spy group of kids as part of MI6. Each kid is renamed based on their city of origin, so Sara becomes Brooklyn. She joins Paris, Rio, Sydney, and Kat (Kathmandu).  

 

Not sure which chapter, but I highlighted this:


"'You're amazing, Kat,' Paris said. 'Absolutely amazing.'

'Maths is amazing, ' Kat said. 'I just know how to use it.'"


The book is lively, action-oriented, and like most kid spy stories, completely unrealistic! But it is a delightful story of talented youngsters working together and appreciating one another's strengths. Also, the back story of Mother trying to find his children after being double-crossed by his wife . . . that is a very interesting story that will certainly need to be revisited in future books. I love that she is the one who came to the rescue at a critical juncture. 


In chapter 34, I highlighted an inconsequential line because it made me smile. "He loved to bake, and his specialty was a type of fruit pastry called a kolach, which he made from a recipe passed down from his grandmother."


Kolache! I remember my first few experiences with them. And the delicious ones Gretchen Anderson made for me from her grandmother's recipe! And I had never heard of them before I started working in New Prague.


Not sure when I'll get around to reading the other books in the series, but this was fun.

Sunday, October 23, 2022

Hummingbird

by Natalie Lloyd

Libby audiobook 8 hours

Read by: the author

Published: 2022

Genre: YA - realistic and fantasy . . . 


The realistic part - brittle bone disease, adolescence, middle school relationships, family, . . . 

The fantasy - magic is woven throughout the book


There were times the author's voice was irritating and times it was perfect for the characters.


There were places that Olive was incredibly mature and places where she was a very typical tween. 


This was an engaging story and the ending actually surprised me a bit. The characters were mostly delightful (I think Olive's dad Jupiter and her new friend Grace were my favorites).


Emily Dickinson, homeschooler goes to Macklemore Middle School, a banjo playing old lady, a fantastical library, a magic hummingbird that appears very sporadically (like every 30-60 years) and grants wishes, Hatch Malone turning out to be a very different person than Olive anticipated, . . . 


But I just can't see a librarian being okay with dozens of "support animals" like opossums, llama, birds, etc. being loose in a library! Birds can't really control their sphincter area . . . yuk.


(Two weeks after initial post, I found a scrap of paper with notes. Also, I had used the word "immature" instead of "mature." I really should proofread these before posting!)


Miss Pigeon is *awful*! (So were a few other adults at the school.)


"Fact: I like theatre people." - Olive


Me, too, Olive. Me too.


Mr. Watson :-) Wonderful character. Too bad he was almost exclusively in Olive's first day of school scene and then . . . background.


"joy kabooms" - I love this way of describing the feeling from a wonderful experience.


The "Maddies" - Maddy 1, Maddy 2, and Maddy 3 (who would prefer to be called Madeline).


Birds in the library? No!

The Missing Piece of Charlie O'Reilly

Maud Hart Lovelace award nominee 2022-23

by Rebecca K.S. Ansari

Libby eBook

Published: 2019

Genre: YA fantasy, mystery


I confess that I did not enjoy this book. In fact, I had to force myself to read it.

 

Charlie has been insisting that his little brother Liam is missing for a year. Everyone else has forgotten that Liam ever existed. Charlie's friend Ana doesn't remember Liam, but she tries to help Charlie figure out what happened.

 

Strange dreams of a woman named Brona and a house fire in Ireland. Charlie's mom struggling with depression. Baseball assistant coach Jonathan. The mysterious wreck of the old orphanage that burned down.

 

This book was hard for me to get through. Ironically, I had marked some passages but returned the book before making note of them. I think the author tried too hard to make this profound. It didn't work for me, but I'm sure there are readers who will love it. Especially if they've ever thought they wished they'd never been born or think the world would be better without them in it.

 

Add in charmed necklaces that cannot be removed, creepy salt mines with undead 18-year-olds, and a theme of regrets tying you to your own past . . . and you have this book.

 

I think what I liked was the idea that this "utopia" that Brona tried to create meant that injuries faded away, food had no taste, etc. In trying to protect the children from unpleasantness, she made a meaningless "home."

 

Ansari is a first-time author with this book.

 



Saturday, October 22, 2022

Wretched Waterpark

The Sinister Summer Series (#1)

By: Kiersten White

Libby audiobook 4.5 hours

Read by: Keylor Leigh

Published: 2022

Genre: YA mystery

 

From Goodreads:

 "From New York Times bestselling author Kiersten White comes her middle grade series debut! Part Scooby Doo, part A Series of Unfortunate Events, and entirely genius! Meet the Sinister-Winterbottom twins, who solve mysteries at increasingly bizarre summer vacation destinations in the hopes of being reunited with their parents—or at the very least finally finding a good churro.

Twelve-year-old twins Theodora and Alexander and their older sister Wilhelmina Sinister-Winterbottom don’t know how they ended up with their Aunt Saffronia for an entire summer. She’s not exactly well equipped to handle children. The twins are determined to make it a good vacation, though, so when Aunt Saffronia suggests a waterpark, they hastily agree.

But Fathoms of Fun is not your typical waterpark. Instead of cabanas, guests rent mausoleums. The waterslides are gray tongues extending from horrible gargoyle faces. The few people they encounter are very, very odd. And the owner disappeared under bizarre circumstances, lost to the Cold, Unknowable Sea—the wave pool.

When Wil goes missing, rule following, cautious Alexander and competitive, brave Theo will have to work together to solve the mystery of Fathoms of Fun. But are they out of their depth?"

 

I thoroughly enjoyed this odd book! It was very engaging, weird and funny. I will definitely read the next one!

 

I am super curious about Aunt Saffronia . . . what is her deal? 

 

 

Friday, October 21, 2022

96 Miles

2022-23 Maud Hart Lovelace nominee

by J.L. Esplin

Libby 245 pages (tablet) 457 pages (phone)

Published: 2020

Genre: realistic suspense, survival

 

Wow! This book was so good! Set in the near future, the protagonist's father has gone out of town for work. When the power goes out (everywhere), John and his brother Stew are well prepared. Their father is a strong believer in preparedness and self-reliance. But when thieves come and steal their water, food, generator, and everything else of value, the two boys must find a way to survive.  


I'm too distracted to blog well, but this is Esplin's first novel. I look forward to reading more of her work! The epilog, author's note, and acknowledgements just made this book all the more rewarding. I love the themes of siblings, survival, what would you do? and more. 


I confess that I would love to know more about HOW the power went out. Was it world-wide? What's the bigger geopolitical story? But for your average middle schooler, there's enough here to keep one turning pages!

Saturday, October 15, 2022

Laika

by Nick Abadzis

Scott County Library paperback 200 pages

Published: 2007

Genre: graphic novel 


Based on the true story of Laika, the Russian dog who was the first living being in orbit around Earth, this book is fictionalized and made more touching by giving her a back story.


I think I've read this book in the past, but I didn't find a blog entry. Reading it made me sad, not just because Laika was sent into space without hope of return, but for the Cold War posturing, the "training" the dogs went through, and the poignancy of the humans getting emotionally attached to animals who were being used this way.


I don't care for Abadzis' art style, but I do appreciate his storytelling ability. I got this after listening to the audiobook I had checked out to share with Joshua. He's not ready for this graphic novel, though!

Tuesday, October 11, 2022

When God Winks: How the Power of Coincidence Guides Your Life

by SQuire Rushnell

Scott County Library hardcover 164 pages

Published: 2001

Genre: Christian . . . theology?

 

When I read my first "God Winks" book three years ago, I remember thinking that it was pretty cheesy, but also very impactful to hear stories of God working in people's lives in unexpected ways. I've since seen a few clips on YouTube of Rushnell sharing "GodWink" stories. I wasn't super impressed, but curious.

 

Then I got this book and finally read it. It's just too gimmicky to me. It's as though he's trying to help people try to get as much out of God as possible by looking for his activity in their lives. It just felt wrong to me. The "power of  coincidence" is his shtick and glorifying God (or actually seeking out God's will for one's life) seem to fall by the wayside. 

 

I had considered buying the first book because the stories truly were impacting. Now I think I'm done with SQuire Rushnell . . . though I am a bit curious about why he capitalizes the Q in his name. 

Betsy-Tacy

by Maud Hart Lovelace

Libby audiobook 2 hours

Read by Sutton Foster

Published: 1940 (this version 2007)

Genre: children's realistic fiction


I realized while listening to this that I typically use "YA (Young Adult)" for things that are actually intended for younger children. This is most definitely a children's book! I have read it before, but not for a long time.


Betsy is five years old and over the moon excited when a new family moves into the neighborhood with a little girl her age. After an initial misunderstanding, Betsy and Tacy become best of friends. They use their imaginations and play games. At the end of the story, they meet Tib.


My favorite part is when Tacy leaves the playground on the first day of school and Betsy follows her. They end up on the shopkeeper's doorstep, crying. They are afraid of getting in trouble and not being allowed back in school. 


The scene where Betsy comforts Tacy after her baby sister dies is sensitive.

Wednesday, October 05, 2022

The Rent Collector

by Camron Wright

*Young Readers Edition*

Libby audiobook 7 hours

Read by: Emily Woo Zeller

Published: 2012 (this version 2022)

Genre: realistic fiction (Based on a true story!)

 

Oh my! Too bad this was an audiobook, because there were many, many, many places that I would have put down post-it notes if it were print! This book is amazing and definitely worth a re-read.

 

Sang Ly, her husband, and their ill toddler live in the garbage dump called Stung Meachey in Phnom Penh, Cambodia. Right away, it reminded me of the YA book Trash by Andy Mulligan.  Sometimes I need to get out of my comfort zone. People around the globe live in garbage dumps because they need to!


This entry will be short, because I didn't jot notes while I drove. The themes of literacy, hope, kindness, community . . . there's so much here! 


One note I jotted is that "Hope died at the dump." It struck me that hope is more crucial for life than food or shelter. Hope makes all the difference!


Oh! The Khmer Rouge and the cultural revolution . . . there are too many parts of human history that I need to learn more about. This book is amazing.


<The above was written on 10.5.22. I just finished reading the print book on 2.22.23 . . . and when I checked my blog, I realized I had already read the print book in 2015! And blogged about it then.>


Furthermore, I was going to highly recommend this book to Ann for her book club. Funny! When I read it in 2015, it was a book had obtained from the library FOR Ann for her book club. I really, really, really like this book. I thought about putting it on my wish list so I could own a copy, but I'm working hard at decreasing my possessions, so that doesn't really make sense.


I put sixteen different post-it notes in the book this time around. Based on what I just read in that 2015 blog entry, I may work on being a bit more concise. 


Page 3 - "'Remember, Sang Ly. When you find your purpose - and you will find your purpose - never let go. Peace is a product of both patience and persistence.'"


Grandfather is a huge part of Sang Ly's life and thought processes. I liked this line.


Page 47 - "In Cambodia, when parents get old, they move in with their children, who offer shelter, food, and happy grandchildren. It's the perfect retirement plan - as long as your children don't live at the city's municipal dump."


As I think about retirement and options, I sincerely hope to not be a burden to our children. It's interesting that in other cultures, it's an expectation that younger generations will care for their elders. I don't know what the future will bring, but I hope that my children don't have to take care of me.


Page 53 - The scene where Sang Ly is looking for letters on wrappers and such at the dump, then sounds out her first word ("samnang" = "luck") makes me smile. Her triumphant joy at realizing she has read her first word all by herself is exhilarating.


Page 67 - This is where Sang Ly hears her cousin Narin's recitation of the night time poem her mother used to say to her. Beautiful. And I love when Narin asks her to write down a copy that she can keep, even though she cannot read. So sweet!


Page 78 - "As the boy's words sink in, I comprehend the trembling, the fear, the child's tears. This stunningly innocent and beautiful girl of no more than twelve is going to be taken by her brother to the city's red-light district and be sold to a brothel as a child prostitute."


The fact that this is fiction, but also painfully true bothers me. I live in a world where young girls are sold and bought for sex. For some men, the younger the better. That disgusts me. And it makes me so sad for the girls whose lives are permanently affected by the greed and lust of others. I'm so glad that in this story, Maly is rescued by Lucky Fat, Sang Ly, her mother Lena, Sopeap Sin, and others.


Page 93 - "'Education is almost always good, especially when it brings us to an understanding of our place in the world."


Sopeap Sin is a very good teacher, even if there were some rough spots in their relationship.


Page 107 - "Words provide a voice to our deepest feelings. I tell you, words have started and stopped wars. Words have built and lost fortunes. Words have saved and taken lives. Words have won and lost great kingdoms."


Yes! Words are powerful. There are some great Scriptures about that, too.


Page 125 - As in my 2015 blog entry, I noted the variety of Cinderella story versions throughout the world. I love this! It fascinates me to see the similarities and differences in these stories. The story of Sarann is told in chapter 15 (pages 110-124 for the actual story). Sang Ly and Sopeap Sin talk about hope and the meaning of the story. "I believe the message of the story that we have just read anchors deeper than our doubts." Sopeap responds when Sang Ly asks if she still has hope. Their conversation after this gets even deeper. On page 127, Sopeap says, "We all want to be Sarann, to have hope for our future. While I also want to have my story end happily, there's a problem that keeps getting in my way - I wake up most days to find I'm just another ugly stepsister."


Page 130 - The leech. This whole scene. I'm 100% with Sang Ly on the reaction to a leech that she cannot pull off her ankle. I, too, would have freaked out and screamed bloody murder. She makes the observation, "In this life we all have our own phobias and fears." Yep. Spiders don't really bother me. But leeches? Cringe!


Page 161 - "'Besides,' she adds, 'I can't die yet. I'm just starting to like you.'" 


Even though it's sad, it made me laugh. The transformation of Sopeap Sin and her occasional humor are delightful aspects of this story!

 

Page 174 - "Because I distance myself from heaven and then complain that heaven is distant."

 

Most people who are contradictory do not seem to recognize this, but Sopeap Sin is perfectly aware of what is holding her back. Sang Ly has asked her about what will happen when she dies and if she believes the ancestors are waiting for her.

 

Chapter 25 includes "The Epilogue" by Sopeap Sin. This tells her story during the revolution and how she became Sopeap Sin. It is beautiful and painful and powerful.

 

Page 220 - "Only later would I realize that there are no words harsh enough, no paragraphs wide enough, no books deep enough to convey the weight of true human sorrow."

 

I know I quoted this in my 2015 entry, but those words carry so much impact. For those of us who love words, to acknowledge that something is beyond expression is saying a lot. She mentions the horrors of the Holocaust and genocide during the Chinese Cultural Revolution, but her experiences during the Khmer Rouge brought home the horrors of suffering personally.

 

Page 260 - "As I near the base of the steps, adjacent to the front door, I find Ki asleep in a chair, still waiting. Of all the stories I have read about heroes, and all that I could ever read, of one thing I'm now certain - he is mine."

 

I love that she sees him as her hero! I love that she worked through her thoughts about Moby Dick, good and evil, right and wrong, throughout the story.

 

I enjoyed this story so much (again!) that I'm requesting other Camron Wright books from the library. Amazing author!