Showing posts with label Finkbeiner. Show all posts
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Saturday, October 14, 2023

The All-American

by Susie Finkbeiner

Scott County Library paperback 337 pages

Published: 2023

Genre: Christian historical fiction


I loved this book! I was out of town when book club discussed it, but I didn't get this copy from the library until the week after anyhow. (The hazard of selecting brand new books for book club and some people - me - wait until a library has a copy available.) Mixing the Red Scare and "girls" baseball, this novel set in 1952 was incredibly delightful! I love this author even more than I did before!


Since I have about two dozen post-it notes in the book, I may have to be more judicious in what I blog about. There were so, so many things that I loved about her story!


Told from the perspectives of sisters Bertha (teenager) and Flossie (precocious 11-year old), the Harding family is living life in Michigan just like everyone else. When a neighbor accuses Mr. Harding of being a Communist, their lives are turned upside down. This book mixes humor, history, grief, love, and faith in such a beautiful way!


Page 11 - When dreadful home ec teacher Mrs. Higginbottom grabbed her purse and left her class, I thought, "Could that really have happened in 1952?!" I barely leave students in a classroom for two minutes so I can use the bathroom. This blows my mind.


Page 29 - "Good grief, that Holden Caulfield was a whiny boy. 

He certainly was no Gilbert Blythe."


Oh Flossie! She picks up her older sister's book and starts reading The Catcher in the Rye. Her lack of understanding Holden's situation is quickly flipped by her recognition that the boy from Anne of Green Gables is the kind of young man who "made me weak in the knees." I loved all the literary allusions in this book! Like Flossie (Florence), I grew up reading books and being "friends" with my favorite characters.

 

Page 52 - "I hated, hated, hated John Steinbeck. 

And I would hate, hate, hate him forever."

 

Again, Flossie is reading a book she isn't emotionally ready for. Of Mice and Men disturbs her, but at least she can talk with her dad about it. The conversations between the little girl and her literary dad are some of the best parts of this book.

 

Page  56-7 - When Bertha (flashback as a younger girl) writes letters to Dottie Fitzgerald (baseball player) and gets letters back, I loved the impact that this has on Bertha's life! Any time someone in a position of power or authority (or fame) chooses to be a blessing to a youngster, it warms my heart. Dottie's mysterious disappearance from the Workington Sweet Peas (fictional town and team) had me curious. I was so sure she'd gotten pregnant. The truth surprised me, but I'm glad we finally found out where she went.


Page 59 ' "At the end of the day, I went to the public library and, in an act of utter rebellion against Miss Lange, I told Mrs. Maxwell that I wanted to check out a copy of Johnny Tremain. She didn't flinch and she didn't argue that it wasn't a book for me.

Mrs. Maxwell was a good egg."


Miss Lange was Flossie's classroom teacher who told her she couldn't read Johnny Tremain because it was about war and therefore "a boy's book." Mrs. Maxwell is the most excellent librarian who knew Flossie's interests and abilities and encouraged her.

 

Page 66 - "I supposed Dottie had been right. It was easy to forget about everything else when it came to boys. 

But, oh, how fun to be distracted."

 

Although Bertha played baseball with the neighborhood boys and seemed to be very tomboyish, when Leo started being extra sweet to her, she was flattered. Yes, it was fun to be a teenager and to be distracted by guys' attentions!

 

Page  104 - "When I asked him what that word meant, he told me to consult the dictionary. 

I hated when he said that."


Again, Flossie and her dad have such a cool relationship. He used the word "blunderbuss" and she wanted to understand. Throughout the book, he sends her searching the dictionary. I can relate to Flossie because I am curious, too! I like to understand. Nowadays, kids seem to either not care or they just ask their phone, "What does blunderbuss mean?" That's wonderful in some ways and horrid in others.


Page 116 - "The trunk was dusty, a sure sign that things had been good for quite some time. Nobody'd had a need to hid bad news, I supposed."


This was interesting - having a trunk where they put things that signified trouble. News articles, reminders of baby Amos who died young, etc. When things are going well in life, we sometimes forget our sorrow and troubles. 


Page 124 - "It wouldn't have surprised me if they'd all thought that Dad shot bald eagles for sport and used strips of Old Glory instead of toilet paper."


Flossie didn't like kids teasing her before her father was accused of being a Communist, but she is absolutely refusing to go to school after kids get really nasty. Finkbeiner writes with such vivid details. This observation about Flossie's perception of her peers just jumped out at me.


Page 129 - "By Friday I had resigned myself to being as good as Hester Prynne. All I needed was a bright red C to sew onto my dress and a weird little girl following me all over the place.

Well, I did have Flossie."


The rampant fear and accusations of Communism (and black-listing of people) in the 1950s is not funny. Bertha's observation about the way her peers are treating her amused me, though. "Well, I did have Flossie." Oh my! Again, the literary allusion and intelligent observations about human behavior are fantastic.


Page 132 - "He hadn't been embarrassed to be my friend then. It hurt all the worse to think that now he'd only talk to me if he thought nobody was looking."


Bertha is a tough cookie, but Leo giving her the cold shoulder and then suggesting they meet in a very out-of-the-way place makes her sad. The adults in this story! Leo's mom, the bakery lady, the butcher . . . how they could justify their cruelty and hurtfulness (especially toward kids!) is unreal. Based on accusations and suspicions, they mistreated and shunned their neighbors. How awful. I spent a lot of time thinking about the political climate today. People are very quick to pass judgment and shut people with differing opinions out. In Leo's defense, he apologized to Bertha for all of this. He recognized that he was wrong.


Page 135 - "They were, of course, out of tune. But I didn't think that was the time to let them know."


Flossie is being chased by a mean group of boys singing "Catch the Commie" at her. Her observation made me smile. I love Flossie! And Bertha, too. What wonderful characters Finkbeiner wrote.


Page 139 - "That was when Mrs. Maxwell glanced at me and winked.

Maybe there weren't many in the world who were quite so loyal and strong as Anne Shirley. But Mrs. Maxwell was among them. 

I decided that I was glad that I could live in a world where there were librarians."


A "concerned" citizen demands that Mrs. Maxwell remove Mr. Harding's books are removed from the public library. She refuses. She's fantastic. Oh! And between many of the chapters are little news clippings, personal letters, or other things that add to the story and the observations of the two sisters.


Page 156 - "Then Mam winked at me twice with her left eye. That was the signal to me that I should remember to be 'seen and not heard.' I touched the end of my nose to let her know that I got it."


Flossie is impulsive and the Harding family has just shown up at her Uncle Matthew's house for a respite while they look for a new place to live. I love that she and her mother have these signals to communicate expectations and understanding.


Page 160 - 



This is one of those letters I mentioned. Flossie is writing to her brother Chip. This made me laugh! Matthew has been fairly taciturn and his laughter at the mouse made me laugh, too. Sully is their cat (who only truly likes Chip, but Chip's wife Peggy doesn't want a pet).


 

Page 165 - "And Matthew Cuthbert loved Anne just as much as I knew Uncle Matthew loved me, even if he had no idea how to show it."


Flossie makes lots of comparisons between her uncle and another of her favorite literary characters. It was such a sweet observation. This also made me think of Jodi, who likes Anne of Green Gables too.


Page 187 - "Do you think it's okay for me to pray that God changes her mind? I know that we aren't supposed to bother him with silly prayers - I heard that in a sermon one time. But I also recall memorizing the Bible verse that says we should cast our cares onto God because he cares for us.

Do you think God cares about baseball?"


In this letter from Bertha to Leo, my heart was broken by her initial question. So many people have the perception that prayer is only for serious topics. But prayer is about drawing closer to the Lord and having a relationship with Him. Bertha's mother does not want her to try out for the Sweet Peas until after she graduates from high school. But Bertha loves playing baseball and really wants to try out!


SPOILERS AHEAD! STOP HERE IF YOU PLAN TO READ IT YOURSELF.


Page 192-3 - Oh my! Her dad and Uncle Matthew sneak her out of the house and drive her to the tryouts! And when her dad assures her that her mom won't be mad, the glance between her and her uncle show that they both know that's just not correct.


Pages 212-3 - This whole scene where first Bertha and Flossie, then the girls and their uncle get the giggles in church on Easter Sunday . . . oh my. What a delightful book!


Page 216 - "When he finally gave in, we'd been disappointed that it was just full of paper. One hundred forty-seven pieces of paper, to be exact. Each one a rejection."


The girls learned from their dad, and in this scene, Chip is helping Bertha remember the lesson of the mysterious box. Don't give up. Keep trying. Improve and keep at it.


Page 232 - "'We all have our portion of the burden, but God has the lion's share. Trust that, dear heart. I pray you'll come to trust it.'"


Their "Mam" is a wise and wonderful woman. I love that she is both strict with her daughters and very loving. Here she's encouraging Flossie after a tough day.


Page 233 - "The lie of the American dream - the lie we all bought at some point or another - was that we were masters of our own fate.

Work hard, mind your manners, help old ladies cross the road, eat your spinach, say your prayers. That's the way to win the day, get the girl, earn your ride into the sunset.

What we didn't know was that we couldn't strong-arm the American dream into coming true. We mastered nothing. Not one blessed thing."


This is from one of William Harding's "books" excerpted at the start of part four of the book. But it beautifully encapsulates the "All-American" theme of the book. What does it mean to be American? Is our idealized vision of the American dream possible? Are people who raise these questions subversive Communists? This book is amazing.


Page 238 - "I didn't have to ask to know what happened. I'd been in school with a handful of kids with braces just like those. Polio was a nightmare."


It's so strange to me (born in 1966) that most people alive today don't remember what a horrible disease polio was . . . and that polio has a chance to come back due to a few isolated cases from other countries and people's unwillingness to vaccinate their children against this disease. Here, Bertha finally realizes why Dottie disappeared from the Sweet Peas and from communicating with her.


Page 255 - "And his wife's name was . . . oh . . . I could not remember it."


Flossie! Jane Eyre is one of my personal favorites and you refer to Mr. Rochester as "Mr. Richardson" and don't remember who the mad wife in the attic is?! She does remember a few paragraphs later that the name is Bertha, but continues with "Mr. Richardson - or whatever." Ugh!

 

Page 265 - "I wondered if William Shakespeare really was as great as everybody seemed to think he was. After all, how good could a writer be if everything he wrote was so doggone hard to understand?"


Flossie makes me laugh with this observation. I also loved when she referred to Shakespeare as someone who lived a thousand years ago and Lizzie corrects her. Oh! And I love that she becomes friends with Lizzie and doesn't ditch her for the mean girls. This book was great.


Page 275 - "'Be slow to talk and quick to listen,' Mam was always telling me, advice I couldn't recall ever taking."


I love that in this instance, she does follow her mother's advice. She is a good friend to Lizzie and listens to her.


I should go back and re-read this post to clean up any errors, but this has taken long enough and I want to move on with my day! Plus, I'll need to get reading the October book club title which I have on the Libby app. Onward! Finkbeiner rocks!









Wednesday, January 05, 2022

The Nature of Small Birds

by Susie Finkbeiner

Scott County Library paperback 356 pages

Published: 2021

Genre: Christian historical fiction

 

This is our January book club title. I hope I remember it well enough to discuss it in three and a half weeks! It took me a little while to get into the groove of 2013 Bruce / 1975 Linda / 1988 Sonny . . . but Finkbeiner did her usual fantastic job introducing and developing the characters. The story wasn't what I expected based on the blurb . . . but I enjoyed the story. (I was way more impressed with her other books I've read, but this was quite good as well.)


Page 114 - "I look at my feet, trying to think of how to say exactly what's on my mind. When I was a younger man I might have just blurted it out. But now I'm older and know the weight of words. I measure them a minute or two before opening my mouth."


I wish I could develop this skill! Waiting, thinking, choosing the right words. Here, Bruce is responding to his adult daughter's interest in trying to locate her birth mother in Viet Nam.


Page 114 - "Turns out that small birds are going to fly whether we like it or not. It's no different for our kids."


The bird references were plentiful throughout the book. It was beautiful. But it's interesting to me that some parents don't want their children to "leave the nest" and struggle with that growth. I guess I'm weird in that I was super happy for my kids to grow up and move on with their lives. There are times I've missed having them here, but I love that they have their own homes and lives.


Page 178 - "I didn't tell her that the only reason I ever heard of that poem or of Robert Frost was because I'd watched The Outsiders at least a dozen times with Amelia. Even just thinking of Johnny telling Ponyboy to stay gold made my eyes sting."


When Sonny says she memorized 'Nothing Gold Can Stay,' it made me think of the long-term sub job I had in spring 2020. The seventh graders were reading S.E. Hinton's book. A bit of culture shock for some of them - the 1950s vibe, but also the violence and extreme cliques.


Page 182 - "Mixed in with the good and bad is a whole lot of stuff that was just normal, everyday living."


Bruce is pondering the blessings and challenges of life. I could actually post the entire page! There's some good stuff here, including his observation that Linda's "always on the lookout for the goodness of God." That's the kind of person I want to be! Always on the lookout. I know God's goodness is all around. I need to look for it and at it.


Page 202 - "But, when they forgive and that burden is lifted - whew - it's what I imagine heaven to feel like."


Bruce again . . . referring to how it feels when one apologizes to a child and asks for forgiveness. For me, it's a reminder of how powerful a force forgiveness is. We all screw up. Recognizing and apologizing takes some humility.


Page 242 - I intended to take a photo and post it here, but I just want to get this blog entry done and move on with my day . . . the sentence literally says "Dad came in, tackle box in one hand and a bag of quickly melting ie in the other." I know that I often have typos in my blog entries . . . and when I see them, I fix them. But a published book should have had proofreaders! How do errors like "ie" for "ice" make it through the publication process??? Isn't anyone in charge of quality control? Okay. I'm done ranting. This just always surprises me when I see this type of error.


Page 249 - "For as much attention that new love gets in the movies and such, it can't hold a candle to love that's had time to age, to mature. A slow burn is always better than a flash in the pan as far as I'm concerned."


The love between Bruce and Linda was so sweet! Movies do generally focus on that exciting, romantic, flirting stage of new love . . .


Page 264 - "When Holly was first born, I held her every moment I could. My mother warned me that I'd spoil the girl if I didn't put her down every once in a while, but I wouldn't hear of it. While I knew it was possible to ruin a child with too much sugar or too many toys or never saying no to anything, I knew there was no such thing as giving too much love."


I agree with Bruce wholeheartedly! Love is so different than things or permissiveness. Hugs and attention are valuable.


Page 268 - "If all I've done with this one life is be a son, husband, brother, dad, grandpa to these remarkable people, that's good enough for me."


Bruce has a great observation. Sometimes people assess their life's worth by money or social achievements. History certainly "remembers" those who did BIG things. But maybe it's enough to be the person God created you to be. Loving those in your circle - that matters.


Page 274-5 - These pages were powerful. Dana's husband Chris had suffered in the Vietnam war. Bruce's brother Dale was killed in Vietnam, affecting the entire family. Bruce and Linda adopting Minh from Vietnam wasn't easy for everyone to handle. The conversation between Chris and Linda brought tears to my eyes. I love this scene so much!


Page 279 - "She considered the ratty thing before shrugging and flinging it in the direction of the garbage can. When she noticed Mindy and my shocked faces, she put her hands on her hips. 'Well, she wasn't my auntie,' she said. Coldhearted. She was so awesome."

 

Hahaha! Mrs. Olds was such a fantastic character! When Sonny and Mindy were helping her at an historic house the summer of 1988, they talk about people who donate old junk. This scene is great!


Page 323 - "It's the nature of small birds to sing their little hearts out. And it's the nature of God to hear them."


I love this! It was also delightful to have just been at the cabin, seeing all the little birds at the bird feeders. And Louie sharing the memory of this: Paul Harvey Christmas Birds.

 

 The ending of the book felt a bit abrupt, but it worked. Again, I was anticipating something a bit different based on the blurb I had read. I look forward to talking about this with book club!



Friday, December 04, 2020

Stories That Bind Us

by Susie Finkbeiner

Dakota County Library paperback 367 pages

Published: 2020

Genre: Christian historical fiction


I really like this author! This book was more relational and emotional than her Vietnam war book, but the characters were beautifully written. Betty Sweet loses her beloved husband Norm at the age of 40 and is thrown for a loop. Then her estranged sister shows up with her young son and life's big questions grow even larger. We had a delightful conversation at book club and I'm going to get Finkbeiner's other books when my reading pile shrinks a bit.


Page 88 - When she is reflecting on the murder of Medgar Evers and the reporter says of his children that they "were left unharmed," she contemplates the meaning of "unharmed." 


"But I thought of the Evers children, maybe at that very moment getting ready for bed - the first night without their father - the shots of the sniper still booming in their ears and the cries of their father too.

Unharmed, the reporter had claimed.

Unharmed.

I wondered if I'd ever think of that word the same way again."

 

 Page 119 - This line just made me smile because of my own love of coffee.


"I'd managed to get a few cups of coffee into her too. It was amazing what miracles a little joe could do for a person."


Page 157 - I loved when Betty and Hugo were touring the castle in Owosso that she decided that the man who had given dark-skinned Hugo the stink eye and was following them closely wasn't worth worrying about.


"My temptation was to leave right away to not make the man uncomfortable. But when, at each new corner or photograph or bookcase, Hugo stopped and asked me to read the plaques or to notice something he found wonderful, I decided the man's discomfort wasn't my concern. I decided that the man would just have to buck up and deal with it."


Page 215 - Betty is encouraging her brother-in-law Albie. We need more encouragement and goodness in this world!


"Albie, don't you think that when you do something that makes the world a better place that it's worth pursuing? . . . When you make a delicous pie or say hi to someone on the street, it's good. Every time you drive past my house to check on me, it's good. Even if you always find me at my least dignified state."


Page 235 - Betty to Hugo after tucking him into bed:  

"'Don't let the scary things of the world keep you from seeing the good,' I whispered, as much to myself as to him. 'Even the darkest night can't put out all the light.'"


Page 261 - The photo album her dad saved and the picture of her on an elephant. This memory / scene really got me!


"I was forty years old and finally realizing the love of my mother."


Page 296 - So interesting that Betty had changed the end of the story to have a "happy ever after" ending and Clara rejected it as a child. She wanted the bittersweet ending that their mother had told them. As she tells the story the way her mother had and the way Clara wanted to hear it, she realizes how it strengthens Clara.


"And in that smile I saw the little girl who beat the rooster and the one who refused to let the men cut down her favorite tree. I saw my sister. And she was beautiful."


There were so many wonderful things about this book that I'm not relating well. I love how Nick and Dick welcomed and protected Hugo. I loved the stories - some made up, some from the Bible, and some about Betty's and Clara's childhoods. I loved the Sweet family and the loving relationships. Clara's mental health battle was realistic and scary. I'm excited to read more of this author's work!


Things I need to Google and/or go to Michigan to see!!!:

  • The castle in Owosso (pg. 157)
  • Belle Isle - in the Detroit River (pg. 255)

Tuesday, October 01, 2019

All Manner of Things

by Susie Finkbeiner
Hennepin County Library paperback 436 pages
genre: Christian historical fiction

Oh my. I loved this book. I need to find more by this author, because she crafts a story with well-developed characters and a wonderful plot. Set primarily in the late 1960s, the book focuses on Annie Jacobson and her family.

I most especially loved the letters - from Mike to his family, from Annie to Frank, from Walt to Annie . . . these were insightful, heart-rending, and I would have liked even more!

The characters were amazing - my favorites are Annie, Bernie, Mike, David, Joel, mom, Oma, Joceyln, . . . I even ended up appreciating Rose, Frank, Grandma, and Walt!

*** There are some spoilers below.***

Page 83 - "Mom pursed her lips in irritation and made her way to the door. I followed after her, thinking how exhausting it must be to hold so tightly to conflict." The way she expresses this is so very true. Holding tightly to conflict can indeed be exhausting.

Page 150 - "Forgiveness would take time." This resonated especially after the Thrive conference and the emphasis on forgiveness.

Page 248 - "But underneath that crusty attitude and gruff grimace was a tenderhearted man who had made it his business to take Mike and me under his wing. And he'd taught us more about what a godly man was than any sermon could have." Yes! I loved Bernie! And the way he lived his life was truly a sermon of love.

Page 257 - "Of all the things in the world that Mom had in plenteous supply, it was opinions. She held to them stringently, never wavering from them even if they were proved to be wrong. One such strongly adhered to opinion was that, under no circumstances, should Christmas decorations be put up before Thanksgiving. And, if she'd had her druthers, never before December first." This made me think of Jodi!!! Times of year and types of food or decorations are a big deal for some people.

Page 316 - When Annie and her mom are having a conversation about Walt and mom says, "What does a boy like him want with a girl like you?" After misunderstanding her mom's meaning, Annie and her mom have a great conversation about Annie and her worth. "There's depth to you. The soul inside you is startlingly beautiful. . . . don't let him make you forget who you are."

Page 350 - Mike's letter to Annie is so incredible. I love when he describes the war and says, "We weren't made for this. I can't believe that God created us for all this death and destruction. War wasn't his idea. I'll be he hates it more than I do even." Yes, I agree. God must hate war.

Page 388 - Another letter from Mike to Annie. "I've been reading my Bible a lot more lately. On days that are especially hard, it just seems to help me breathe again. Did you know Oma sent me a pocket-sized one a couple of months ago? It's been a real life saver the past few weeks."


Page 417 - This was the scene that made me cry the most. When Aunt Rose tells Annie, "I know how much you loved him." (Loved - past tense.) Annie is upset and talks with her Oma. Their conversation was meaningful:
"Is it wrong if I still love him?" I asked.
"Well, I don't think so." She took my hand. "Are we not made for eternity?"
I nodded.
"Then Mike still is," she said. "Even if he isn't here in this house or riding a helicopter over the jungle or doing who knows what, he still is."
My shoulders curled down but Oma caught me, her arms stronger than I ever expected them to be.
 "You can love him," she whispered through my crying. "It's right to."
I let her hold me, her words stuck in my head.
Mike still is.